Losing Feelings Quotes の小説・ストーリー

“Things like affection, ‘yong oras, sobrang hirap ibalik. “I don’t know if I can just tell you how I felt just to remind you of the feeling… but I don’t want to feel selfish by keeping it myself.” He looked at the sky, that cloudless blue sky. Ang aliwalas nito para sa kaniya. Ang gaan nito para sa pakiramdam ni Aiah. “Aiah, ang hirap ibalik ng oras. Ang hirap ibalik ng pakiramdam. Ang hirap makalimot. Ang hirap harapin ng bukas nang hindi mo alam kung anong pinagmulan mo. It’s hard to create memories, to feel feelings, to face tomorrow when you have nothing to start with.

"You are my other half, how am I suppose to live when you're gone?" "How could I live." I shouted out of fear and sadness. Half of my life, disappeared just like that. -E.I-

Sila mas matagal na nakasama ni Sister Faye kaya alam kong nasaktan siya nang mawala ito. Me, I don't think I can die this ealy. Hindi ko kayang tanggapin na aalis ako at maiiwan ang mga taong mahal ko. It's like I'm too attached that everytime I think about dying, my heart hurts so bad. "It's okay to feel sad Sister, diba ikaw ang nagturo nun?" sambit ko. Embrace sadness in order to live with happiness. That was her exact same words years ago when I was crying and weeping over the things beyond my power.

Laging sinasabi ng karamihan na tuwing dumadating sa punto ng tao ang puro at hindi malampasang kalungkutan, parang kinuha sa kanila ang pinaka-mahalaga at importanteng mga bagay sa buhay nila. Like the once bliss that was heartfully felt became fleeting. It left no mark, no sense of emotion. The love songs you once loved meant nothing. The things that made you laugh exist only to intensify the numbness that is dwelling inside. Everything in the world seems cold, and slowly you've become in-different.

Sa matagal na panahon, this was the first time again that I fell on the floor crying. The last time was a very long time ago. When I lost someone I truly loved. Now, it was like Deja vu. That devastating feeling of losing someone is now back. Indeed, sadness is but a wall between two gardens.

"Naka-move on ka na, don't confuse your feelings for something else. You've liked me for so long na nasanay ka na ako lang. It's time for you to free yourself, and start loving again." Humarap siya sa akin. "And what makes you so sure na naka-move on na nga ako? Na what i'm feeling right now is just lingering feelings for liking you for so long?" Sabi ko kanina sa sarili change the mood para hindi na siya ma-depress or something, pero I just digged something deep.

I can see his pain right through them. "Life is not about what we want. It's about what to let go and what to treasure for the rest of it. Nothing is permanent, only the presence of someone you love. Only memories are eternal," I stated. I took my handkerchief from my skirt's pocket and gave it to him. "Here just in case you stop crying and need to wipe those tears. Just cry if you still want to cry. I don't mind."