Losing Feelings Quotes นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Kaya naman mariin kong kinagat ang aking ibabang labi. “When you left me a year ago, my house doesn’t feel home anymore. There’s a huge vacancy in my heart when you suddenly left. I felt like there’s a hole in it. I feel so… devastated. I tried to be my best with Jessica, but I can’t find myself either. I lost myself the moment I realized I lost you. When you left, it feels like someone finally slapped me with the truth. Of how cruel I am to you.”

Malungkot ko siyang binigyan ng ngiti at bahagyang napabuntong hininga. “I think love is in everything...” I trailed off. Nag-huhukay muna ng lakas na loob mula sa kaloob-looban. At nang may kaunting nahukay ay saka ko lang tinapos ang pagsasalita. “Love is when you feel fear, hatred, anger, trauma and all the feelings that you could feel. Yung sa akin kasi it's everything. The hatred is there, fear, sadness and the trauma. And I know it's love because if it's not love what I gave back then, then maybe I shouldn't have felt those feelings at all.”

"Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable." — Bruce Lee ⭐️ECLIPSE FOUR⭐️ Wavering Feelings Selene's POV

Muling pag-imik niya. Mabagal ko s'yang nilingon. He forced a smile then glanced at me. "Your pain, your hatred, your regrets." Saglit akong natigilan at umiwas ng tingin. Hindi ako nakaimik sapagkat hindi ko alam kung ano ba'ng dapat kong sabihin sa oras na 'to. "I really understand now... the fear of losing anyone." Mapait akong ngumiti at tumitig sa buwan. "Masakit mawalan ng mahal sa buhay..." Pabulong na wika ko. "Ngunit mas masakit 'yong nawala sila na wala kang nagawa para sa kanila."

“Josh, iniwan na ako ni daddy. I don’t think I can live without him.” “Of course, you can. I know you can. At nandito ako para tulungan ka. You might think right now that your world will stop without his presence, but trust me, it won’t.” bulong niya at saka pinunasan ang mga luha ko using his thumb. “People come and go, and no matter how much we love them, we can’t hold on forever. All of us will eventually leave this world one way or another, and the only thing we can really do is learn to accept that fact. Alam kong masakit, but that’s how life teaches us to grow and move forward.”

"Do you know how that felt?" Hindi ako sumagot. I couldn't. "Sana pinatay mo na lang ako nun," mahina ang pagkakasabi nya, ngunit ang panginginig ng boses nya ay hindi maikukubli. "Because that's what it felt like... like I died the day I lost you." Marahas akong napapikit. Parang tinutusok ng madaming karayom ang puso ko kada isang salita na lumalabas sa kanyang bibig.

As an eleven-year-old child who lost her parents, I’d lie in bed at night for the umpteenth time, sobbing in the darkness as I imagined what life would be like without them. As Joan Didion wrote in one of her books that I’ve read before, “Grief turns out to be a place none of us know until we reach it.” As for me, who experienced it twice, I didn’t know what to feel anymore. It was unknown to me, the feeling. What does it feel like? Not until I experienced loss in life. I lost my parents. Four years ago, I lost my first child.

At marahil tama nga ang sabi ng iba. It’s better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all. Masakit. Pero totoo ang naramdaman niya. “At saka…” mahinang sabi niya, “kung mananatili siya sa buhay ko nang hindi naman niya iyon gusto, mas lalo lang kaming masasaktan kapag pinatagal pa. Parehas lang ang ending, maghihiwalay din kami.” “Sige po,” sagot nito sa wakas. “Ihahanda ko na ang kailangan.”

Kahit sino, mahahalatang may halong lungkot ang mga salitang 'yon. I reached his face. "Of course." "I'm in my late twenties and yet I still long for this kind of affection," he smiled sadly. "My mom died when I was five. But I remembered, she used to do this... drying my hair." Nakaramdam ako ng lungkot dahil sa sinabi niya. I know that feeling. When you missed one particular thing, pero hindi mo na muli pang magagawa dahil ang taong nagsanay sa'yo sa bagay na 'yon e wala na. You forgot how it feels.

I smiled sadly. Hindi pa rin sya kumikibo, I don't know if he listened but at least I said out loud my feelings. Now that I think of it, it felt nice. Ang gaan sa loob ngayong nailabas ko lahat ng hinanakit ko. Like a huge brick was removed from my shoulders. I feel alive, I feel free. For a minute we stayed like that, grieving to ourselves. I didn't talk, and he let silence pass us.