Meaning Of Despised Novels & Stories

Sumunod lamang ako sa kanila palabas. Gustuhin ko man na kausapin si Mommy, hindi ko magawa. Ito na agad ang naiwas kapag malapit na ako sa gawi niya. Aaminin ko, ang sakit sa pakiramdam na ganito na kaming dalawa. Sobrang close ako kay mommy, bine-baby niya ako kapag kaming dalawa lamang. Ngayon, I feel as if I don't exist because she never takes the time to give me a glimpse. And it's excruciating. Her actions are excruciating. And I despise myself as a result.

Si Asher ay masamang masama na ang tingin sa kapatid. “Tapos ano?! Ang lakas ng loob mong magreklamo sa pagkawala ng isang tao sa'yo! E lahat nga sa'kin nawala na! Ano pa ba ang gusto mong mawala sa'kin?! Ano pa bang pagpapahirap ang gagawin mo sa'kin?! Bakit hindi mo pa pirmahan?! Let's stop this Despised Relationships of us! We both hate this! Sobra ng kabayaran ang mga nangyari sa buhay ko para sa kinuha ko sa'yo... Kulang pa rin ba?” nanghihina kong tanong dito.

"And also, I learned that Desperation is not an evidence of hard work, it's a sign of lack of faith. Desperate people lose the thing that makes them human beings. They lose their heart. Anger and hate fill them so that they act like animals. Never allow yourself to be so desperate that you end up settling for far less than what you deserve. Don't let desperate situations make you do desperate things.." sambit niya kaya mas lalo lang akong naiyak.

I finally found my voice and the courage to speak to tell her that it's not like that. Napatingin na rin ako sa kanya, and with a worried look on my voice and face, I immediately contradicted what she asked, "No, Mama. It's not like that. I don't despise you and I never will!" I will never despise her. Even the thought of hating her has never crossed my mind! How can I hate someone who has showed me love, care, and compassion? How can I despise someone who has became my second mother?