Never Knew What I Needed Novels & Stories

How old am I? The problem with lies was once you started, you were hard pressed not to continue. In this case, however, I didn't know how I was going to proceed. I knew absolutely nothing about her. What was I going to tell her? "I'm sorry I'm asking so many questions, it's just. . . I need to know. I'm almost going out of my mind not knowing anything about myself, you know."

I needed this. I needed him!

Wanting something I couldn’t name. What was wrong with me???

And I didn't know what the hell I was going to do when he did. *****

I owe him so much. “I don’t know what I need … Arry aside, I don’t know how to act or how to be. So how can I tell him what I need when I don’t know? How can I be what he needs? It’s all coming at me so fast and my head’s still spinning around.” It all tumbles out in a whoosh of chaos and I slump forward, pulling my knees up to prop my arms and flop my head down dejectedly.

Nothing was enough. I needed more. I needed him

I just knew I needed to help them. ****

All I knew was that I had to make it to the elevator. I hate feeling like this. But at this point, I feel like there was nothing I could do about it.

And for the first time, I admitted to myself what I’d been avoiding for weeks. I didn’t just miss Theo. I needed him and I had no idea how to fix what I’d broken.

Well, at least he knows I needed them. ##########