control
"My way requires control. We can't both be right."
"Actually," Eli said, "we can. They're not mutually exclusive. Control is how you protect yourself. Trust is how you open yourself. You need both."
"I don't need to open myself," I said.
"No," Eli said. "But you're going to want to. Eventually. And when you do, I'll be here."
It was the closest he'd come to saying something that wasn't professional.
And I realized I'd been waiting for him to cross that line.