Opposite Of Lonely Novels & Stories

Talented and skillfull human being. Pero. Dahan dahang lumalapit ang mukha n'ya habang ako ay naka-titig pa rin sa kan'ya. Pero, bakit s'ya pa? Bakit s'ya pa ang 'Opposite' ko? Damn why? @Bwi_laber

She said and I smiled. Kahit gaano ako ka lonely, my friends, close friends, and best friends never let me feel that I am alone. They are always by my side and I am thankful for that.

“Ophelia? Sino siya?” “Childhood friend ni Chadrick si Ophelia. Bata palang sila ay close na nila ang isa’t-isa. Hindi nga raw mapaghiwalay ang dalawa noon. Bata palang daw sila ay mahilig na silang kumanta. Pangarap nga rin ni Ophelia na maging ganap na sikat na singer silang dalawa paglaki kaya tinupad lang naman ni Chadrick ang huling hiling nito kahit hindi na kasama ang taong naging dahilan kung ano siya ngayon.” “Huling hiling? Anong ibig mong sabihin?” Hindi ko alam kung bakit bumigat bigla ang dibdib ko sa nalaman mula kay Trina. Parang ayoko marinig ang sasabihin niya.

Dahil ayokong makita nina mama na umiiyak ako ng ganito. I'm so lonely. Sanay na ako pero... iba ngayon. I feel lonelier. Because before, I could hope that someday I will no longer be lonely. I won't be alone once I find a husband. I have a husband now, yet I'm still alone and lonely. I lost hope for that someday. It might never come. I like to be alone but I don't like being lonely. But it seems like, I'll be lonely longer than I thought.

“Messing up what?” “Everything.” Mas mababa ang boses ko kaysa sa inaasahan ko. “What if I start feeling things kasi nakakulong ako rito and he’s the only thing in front of me half the time? Hindi ko alam kung totoo ba ’to o baka…” “Lonely ka lang?” she finished. I swallowed. “Maybe.” Her voice turned gentle sa paraang best friends lang ang nakakagawa nang hindi tunog plastic. “Maybe. But lonely people don’t usually feel like punching someone and kissing them at the same time unless may something na talaga doon.”

Ngunit nanlilisik ang mata nito. Nawala ang ngiti sa aking labi. Alam kong marami ang malungkot na tao sa mundong ito. Loneliness is dangerous. It's very addicting once you see how peaceful it is. You don't want to deal with people anymore.

Wala akong ibang magagawa kundi ang maghintay sa mga mangyayari dahil walang kahit na sino ang may kakayahan na makita ang hinaharap. Have you ever feel like you’re surrounded with the people you love yet you still feel so lonely? But I can still say that being alone does not mean being lonely. I feel so lost and I don’t think if I can still find the right place for me. I don’t know where I belong anymore.

Agad siyang ngumiti ng malapad at kumaway. Hindi ko iyon pinansin at nilabas na lang ang cellphone para may pagkaabalahan. Do you see that Nico? It’s more peaceful when you’re all alone. I tried to convince myself. Alone. What’s peaceful with being alone when you’re in a place full of people? It’s just making me feel lonely. What a dumb brain I have. Being alone when you want to is different. That’s when you feel the peace that you want. When you’re alone in a crowded place, there’s this little voice inside your head that says you are so pathetic that leads you to feel lonely.