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Wouldn’t it be better to grow without breaking? Why does life have to be this hard? No matter your status, if you’re never content, you’ll always live the hard way. And the cruel part? You never suffer alone. The people around you bleed for your mistakes. That Filipino saying, “family is everything”—bullshit. Family is the first reason you suffer. Your parents’ poor decisions. You're chasing their approval like a lost dog. You burying your own dreams to please them. Damn, bro. This life sucks.

I want to shift often, train with wolves and experience the life I only got to read about. ‘You must have lived an awful life. It’s nothing I can imagine, I’m sorry,’ she said. ‘It’s not a life I would wish on even my worst enemy,’ I muttered, thinking back to the numerous spots on my skin from where different injections had pricked my skin. ‘The pain and hope, the suffering and optimism that things may be better, the agony and the tears, I would be cruel to wish that on anyone. It was a life not worth living but it was the only life I had so I held on with everything in me.’

Matthias had been pledging his loyalty to her and trying to convince her to let her guard down, but the more he did so, the more she kept her guard up. “So what if all the oranges on this plate are sour? Is there anyone who has such a rough life?” Matthias asked in reply. Was there someone whose life was full of nothing else but misery? Matthias had heard that one could only enjoy so much happiness in their life. Once all the happiness in one’s life was used up, all that followed would be agony. Therefore, one must slowly enjoy their happiness in life bit by bit.

I weeped bitterly. Maybe I just don't deserve to live a life brewing of ecstasy. Where is life trying to push me to? Where are people in this life trying to end my life? I am tired God! I am fed up, of life!

Mate less, disgusting, and unworthy of love. Why am I born this way? Why am I tormented just for living the life that is given to me? Why did they save me?!

The pain, the hatred, the humiliation is too much for me to bear. Sweet Moon goddess, please end my miserable life already!

It looks like the peace I am looking for, but it seemed to be taken away from me as the falling leaves took it away from the tree. A heavy sigh came out of my mouth and nose after I took a sip from the goblet I was holding. The wine tastes sweet, and there's a little bitterness in its taste, but it's tolerable. Well, I have read that the bitterness of wine matches its sweetness. Life is like that. Bitterness, which is the thing that makes us feel awful, and sweetness, which symbolizes happiness, are well mixed to make life balanced. My eyes closed their lids, and a couple of tears raced to the tip of my chin.

Susparia Pov I never thought that the things can be this dangerous and is hard to digest. My Life has been a ride on Hard Thorns. My Life is full of pein and tears. Never have I ever felt the need to Live. I felt like Killing myself. But my bad, I can't. There is some kind of Power stopping me from Dying. Whatever it is, I don't want to Live. I don't deserve this Kind of pain. Never have I ever Hurt someone like this but all I got is Pain. The never Ending Pain that got doubled as the Time passed. As the Days kept passing, My Pain kept Increasing. Things are never in My Favor and My Culprits never got the punishment they deserve.

he asked me. I thought for a moment. I knew what I wanted to answer, but I didn’t know how far I could control myself. “Carla, my world is wicked and unscrupulous. Just like you said earlier, people step on corpses to achieve their ends. Although I have discovered that the world can also be soft, for me it is too late to change anything. That’s how I grew up and that’s how I’ve lived so far. It’s too late to dream of the sweetness of life. I have seen how hard this life is. What a whore it can be and how it can rob you of all that is wonderful,” I said through my teeth.

Hunter's voice cracked and he cried silently. “It hurts. Every time I remember my past, it's like it's pulling me down to hell and suffocating me completely. You know that feeling that I can't fully enjoy my success because I remember my loved ones who died? Sometimes I ask God why they were taken immediately. They have not experienced or even tasted the pinnacle of my success today," he wiped his tears.