Novel & Cerita Pahitnya Hidup

(Pain is my old friend Who comes with memories Some are sweet but some are bad Then me, the pain and the memories These felt like gathering It's so special that We know each other really well Pain is my old friend) **** Shab-e-gum ki sehar nahi hoti Hoti bhi to mere ghar nahi hoti Zindagi tu bhi mukhtasar hoja Shab-e-gum mukhtasar nahi hoti. (There is no morning of sorrowful night

Bawi nalang siguro bukas? Hindi ba ganoon naman talaga sa buhay? Parang katulad lang sa sets of mysteries sa rosary. Ang buhay, hindi palaging joyful, glorious, luminous, kailangan ding maranasan ng tao ang pagiging sorrowful. Dahil ganiyan naman talaga ang buhay. Hindi palaging masaya, kailangang ding magdusa at maging malungkot.

Although, to be honest I still like to envy seeing my friends who wear makeup on their faces with make-up that makes their faces look brighter and prettier. Surely different much the same I'm dull and smelly sweat. Don't be asked how many times the word "God Is Unfair" is ingrained in my heart. My life is really sad. Just hear it, you'll feel sorry for me. But even so, I'm sorry, I don't need pity from all of you. What's it for man? Your pity is useless, it can't change the destiny of my life. So, it's better for you to keep that pity for yourself.

"You have lived for 200 years already, had been through every part of this world. I wonder kung bakit wala ka pa ding nakikitang rason para mamuhay ng normal? Aren't this beautiful world enough reason already?" "The world ain't beautiful," giit ko. "Its painful, torturous, full of sins and dangerous. There are crimes everywhere. People who do bad deeds to others, people who lie, people who kill, people who destroy each other. I have lived for that long, and the world never changes. It's full of sufferings." And you, too. By just being kept by your own father from his relatives is already unfair.

He regarded the television, while I was in deep thought. Life is like the taste of beer. It will throw you a horrible taste of tribulations and problems and you would think that you cannot endure it. It will make you shiver into thinking that you'll be dead if you continue. Without knowing that if you just try getting through it, in the end, you will get immune from the pain and turn your life into a sweeter one by adding little chips of important memories that will contribute to the heat of satisfaction. I smiled at how I gave meaning to what he said a while ago about the beer.

Pero nalilito na nga ako kung ano ba ang mas masakit at nakakatakot- ang mamatay o ang mabuhay. I've been locked up in this hellish cell for a few days... No food or water. I feel like I'm being punished by the above. It will become easier if I just end my life but I'm not ready to die yet- not now. With each hour and second that passed I became weaker and weaker. It seemed that it was intentional to torture me little by little until I die. "Matibay ka... Buhay ka pa din pala hanggang ngayon."

“Life is not full of roses With the rose there comes thorns Life is not full of happiness With the happiness there comes sorrow Life is not what you see There is always face hidden behind the mask” Shivay stood rooted to his place, not knowing what to do, he shouted at the other end but the call was already, disconnected Anger rushed inside his system, his body felt as if burning under the volcano, he screamed at top of his voice, his men’s shivered to see the devil all miserable yet the voice had the capacity to send a shiver down everyone spine

"What kind of joke my life has turned into? I.. I had just wanted to be a little happy. I had just wanted my fated happiness but not with this amount of pain , " He wordlessly heard her each and every word. "Through out my life, I had only endured pain but my mamma used to be the only source of my happiness in that pain when people used to run away from me , taunt me, laugh at me, hit me, hurt me and even try to force themselves on me just because I am a daughter of a prostitute who doesn't even know the name of her father but how it's my fault ? What mistake I had done in all of this that I have to suffer so much and still suffering? What exactly is my fault that I try to find my happiness?

She wanted to enjoy those sweet snacks for a while until darkness drags her again to reality. The thing which bothered her was his unusual behavior and the last sentence he uttered to her. He looked so distant and cold whenever she met him but when he kissed everything felt like as if he had been dreaming it for so long. His last words shook the soul out of her body. If he meant them then she was in great trouble because one thing she was certain of that he was filthy rich. And her mother once told her, "Money can buy anything in this world! Happiness, love and life! Everything until god gets in the way"

"Shh, sino ba 'yon?" Pinakatitigan niya ang lalaki at bakas din sa mukha nito ang iritasyon. "May gusto 'yon sa akin, matagal nang nanliligaw pero hindi ko sinasagot," kasi ayaw niya sa mahirap. Kasi iyon ang pananaw niya rati sa buhay niya. Kasi iyon ang mindset niya rati. Sino ba naman kasi ang taong hahayaan na lalong maghirap ang buhay niya? Sino ba naman kasi ang taong gugustuhing magdildil ng asin dahil walang ulam araw-araw? At sino ba naman ang taong sasama sa isang tao na hindi naman niya mahal? At hindi niya nakikitang mamahalin niya sa talambuhay niya?