Sejak Saat Pertama Kulihat Senyumannya Novels & Stories

My face gradually healed. The first time I saw what I truly looked like, tears came without warning. The arch of my brows, the lift of my smile, and the confidence radiating from me… Finally, I smiled.

Only then did I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding. She suddenly beamed at me after seeing my reaction and I froze staring at her, eyes widened in shock. This was the first time I had ever seen her smile and quite frankly, from her demeanor, it was safe to say I might have been the only person who had ever seen her smile. My heart fluttered and I felt my already limp dick still in her hole grow once more. Seeing my reaction as well as feeling me grow yet again inside her, her brows scrunched up cutely in confusion.

At some point, he looked at me and said, “Do you ever think about how we started?” “All the time,” I said. “I remember the first day you sat beside me. You smiled too much.” He laughed. “You frowned too much.” We both giggled like kids. “But really,” I added, “you were always kind to me. Even when I didn’t understand why.” “I was just trying not to scare you off,” he said with a grin. Then, in a softer voice, “I guess I wanted you to see me the way I saw you.” I looked at him for a long moment. “And how did you see me?”

he said, laughing. "I love you, Hansen," I said, looking at him, and he kissed me tenderly, caressing my face. "You know I still remember the first time I saw you; I had waited for you all my life, and seeing how beautiful you are made the wait worth it." "I love you, thank you for not giving up, for fighting for our love," I said, looking at him. "When I see you, I realized that I was fortunate. You still didn't realize how fucking stupid I can sometimes be. I had to take advantage of the opportunity don't you think?" he said smiling.

When he didn't let go, and she too started to feel amused, a smile slipped past her lips. "If you are done making fun of me, let me go" she mumbled. He finally lifted his head from her chest, and looked at her, still grinning. His entire face lit up when he is smiling like that. And absolutely no one would have gotten the opportunity to look at him like this. "Making fun of you? Do you know how cute you look now?" he complimented her for the first time.

But I grabbed him and twisted my body so I was facing him. I said “ I remember the first day I saw you. It was at Joe’s we locked eyes, we never talked about that moment. But that was the first day you made me smile.” I took a sip of my drink. I didn’t think you noticed me, but you made me smile and it was a feeling I hadn’t had, ever.” I chugged the rest of my drink. The bartender caught my eye and I pointed to my glass. She smiled and came back moments later.

Her eyes widen. "No way" She gasps in disbelief, shaking her head microscopically. "Yes way." I grin as I answer. "I knew it! I knew I didn't have that much cash, I never have cash! You sneaky devil!" She laughs quietly, her eyes still wide as she digests the information. "Always taking care of me, even when I didn't realise it" She adds in a much dreamier tone, gazing at me with a wide smile and wonder in her eyes. The first time i saw that look I remember thinking that I would crawl thousands of miles over broken glass for her to smile at me like that. Now she does it everyday.

He stayed silent as I laughed. “Goodness, it took me a while to recognize that look on your face and where I had seen it. It's so funny,” I said, giggling more before I turned to him. I didn't expect the soft expression on his face when I looked back. I was about to ask when it came to me. I laughed and smiled. It was my first laugh after… I instantly sobered up, all traces of humor fading away. As he stared back at me, I swore that I saw a slight disappointment.

“What?” He smirked, knowing he got my attention. “She talked about you. She showed me that one pic you had sent her, of you wearing a yellow top and black shorts. You looked like sunshine. My sunshine.” I couldn’t even reply. I could barely think. He continued. “I think it was love at first sight for me. I wanted you the second I saw you.” I wanted to curl up in a hole somewhere far and never leave that darkness. “That was 8 years ago.” I whispered.

His brow was furrowed in concentration like he was overly interested in whoever he is chatting with. For a moment I just stood there, caught in the quiet beauty of the scene. Then, as if sensing my presence, he lifted his eyes. Just then, I could see a smile on his face like someone he has been expecting to see…he smiled slightly…my heart nearly stopped. It was the first time I had ever seen him smile at me, a soft, and slight curve of his lips. For a breathless second I thought my heart might burst from pure joy. But before I could even fully register everything, the smile faded.