TERMS OF THE HEART
I thought about a press conference, a hundred million dollars, a man standing in front of cameras taking responsibility for something he could have hidden forever, because I'd told him he was allowed to fix it instead of just carrying it.
"No," I said, steady now, my voice carrying to every corner of the room. "It's not true. I've spent my whole adult life being financially vulnerable, Ms. Carmichael — waiting tables, answering phones for a dental office, watching every dollar because there was never enough of them. I know exactly what desperation feels like, and I promise you, it does not feel like what I feel for my husband. Desperation is cold. It's calculating. It doesn't keep you up unt