Novel & Cerita To The Man I Loved The Most

That dream, born from the innocent wonder of a child's heart, remained a beacon of hope and inspiration as I journeyed through life, searching for that one true love. And then I met Elias, he came into my life unexpectedly and became the biggest part of my life and my world. He is the first and I want him to be the last man I will give my all to. I have ingrained in my mind that I want the first person to also be my last.

Halos tumalon ang puso nito sa galak dahil alam n'yang nagustuhan ng kanyang kasintahan ang inihanda n’yang surpresa. Sinalubong n'ya ang kasintahan na may malaking ngiti sa kanyang mga labi. "Babe." Nang na kalapit na si Leonard sa kanya ay hinawakan n'ya ito sa magkabilang pisngi at binigyan ng matamis na halik ang kanyang kasintahan sa labi. "Kaya pala pagtitinginan ako ng mga customer ng coffee shop, nakabalandra pala ang mga pictures natin dito. Babe, akala ko naman simple dinner lang. Nag-abala ka pa," sambit ni Leonard.

Madamdamin niyang sinabi iyon sa akin na may mga luha sa kanyang mga mata. Hinawakan ko ang kamay niya sa aking pisngi. Maluha-luha ko rin siyang sinagot, “ “When I say I love you more, I don’t mean I love you more than you love me. I mean I love you more than the bad days ahead of us, I love you more than any fight we will ever have. I love you more than the distance between us, I love you more than any obstacle that could try and come between us. I love you the most.”

Kahit papaano ay hindi ko mabubura ang ginawang kabutihan niya sa akin noon kahit hindi ko alam kung totoo ba iyon o pakitang tao lang ang lahat. Kalaunan ay napagdesisyonan ko na lang na silipin na lang muna si Don Apollo. Kahit ganoon ang ginawa niya sa akin ay mahal ko pa rin siya. He was the first man I loved the most and he was also the first man who made me broken.

Alone. "Dada..." I hold his little hand. I forced my trembling lips to smile, "C-Can I cry on you, son?" He didn't answered. He just pulled my tie close to him and hugged my neck. In this moment, I let all of the tears I've been holding back for so long out. I cried in his little shoulder. The woman I loved the most is now married. Hindi sa akin. Kundi sa taong pinakakinamumuhian ko sa lahat.

I want to be angry with my best friend now because of what she did to the person I love but there is a part of my heart that is happy and grateful because my best friend married another man and not the man I love so much. "That's enough" For the second time I stopped him from drinking alcohol. "Let me just tonight I want to forget the pain even just now" He looked at me pleadingly. I couldn't stop myself from hugging him anymore. I can't bear to see him hurt, being in this situation. It hurts for me to see him hurt because I love him. If only I were the one you loved Yuri. Doesn't anyone feel this way for the person they love? "That's enough please, I'm begging you that's enough," I whispere

Hindi na umimik pa si Finn kaya naghanap ako ng pwede naming pag- usapan. “Are you happy that I and your mother are getting married?” malumanay kong tanong. “Only if you won’t hurt her,” aniya. “I love my mother more than I loved you, Dad. It’s easy for me to cut you off in my life and forget you existed. The only woman I loved the most is my mother. She means the world to me.” I nodded my head and smiled. “So do I, son. Your mom mean the whole world to me that when I knew that she’s gonna leave me, I was devastated. I was mad to myself that I want to take my own life.”

Bigla ko tuloy naalala noong una ko siyang makita sa eksaktong bar na pinanggalingan namin kagabi. I was in a total state of confusion that time because of Maureen so I decided to drowned myself in alcohol. I hate myself for still loving the woman who keeps on breaking me yet there I was, trying to persuade her to get back to me for God knows how many times already. Maureen was the love of my life, she was everything to me not until that Rockwell bastard steals her away from me.

Sa ilang taong nagdaan ay ito ang unang pagkakataon na muling sumagi sa isip ko ang nangyari noon. Hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa rin malimutan kung ano ang pinagdaanan ko sa kamay ni Ellisa. She was the woman I loved the most. I used to loved her with everything I had. Pero hindi ko inakala na mapupunta lang sa wala ang pagmamahal at pagpapahalaga kong iyon sa kanya.

Saad nito saka pinaharap at bigla na lang niya akong hinalikan. Tumigil lang siya nang maramdamang nauubusan na ako ng hininga. Bigla niya akong niyakap na para bang ayaw niya na akong pakawalan pa. "I love you, Isabella." ----- Last day. Huling araw na ngayon sa camping at bukas na bukas ng umaga ay uuwi na kami. Katatapos lang namin ngayon magtanghalian at hindi ko rin inaasahan na pupunta dito ngayon si Blair.