Novel & Cerita Lonely A Man Without Love

he prolonged his pronunciation, he's tipsy! She thought he'd chuckle next but it never came. It was the silence that approached her ears, tumuwid siya ng tayo at nagumpisang maglakad pabalik-balik sa balkonahe. Ilang hakbang pa't dinig na niya ang pagsinghot nito. "I'm sad, Rain." He pronounced it in a lonely voice. "A lonely man sailing alone in the depths of his thoughts in the middle of the darkness, I don't think I could survive this but I'm still fighting anyway. Because love, you know it's never meant for me."

Pero sadyang kabaliktaran ang lahat. Mas gugustuhin ko pang maging simpleng tao na may simpleng buhay, ang importante ay makakakain lang ng higit sa tatlong beses sa isang araw. At higit sa lahat may pagmamahal sa bawat isa, that’s more than enough. Kuntento na ako sa ganoon. I don’t need material things. All I need is affection, attention and love. Kaya nga siguro na uso ang motto na “Life is so, unfair.” Kasi totoo naman.

"I want to make it clear, para hindi ka umasa sa lahat ng bagay. First, walang pakialamanan- sa gamit, lakad o ano man. Not unless may mga especial gatherings, malamang ay hahanapin ka nila lolo at lola. Second, don't expect too much dahil hindi ako mag e-effort sayo, pwera nalang kapag kaharap natin sina lolo at ang ibang tao. Third, bumili ka ng sarili mong pagkain. Fourth, bawal kang ma-in love sa 'kin dahil hindi ikaw ang tipo ko-" Hindi ko na mapigilan hindi mag salita dahil una sa lahat ang kapal ng mukha n'ya! "Well, listen to me Sage Trevor Dawson. Hindi ako aasa sayo dahil I can do all things on my own without you! Syempre I'm going to provide for myself dahil ayoko namang magkaroon

"I don't. Which just nakes it more frustrating. Do you know how much change I have to handle for the past year? I had to go on endless meetings. Multiple shareholder talks. I also had to get away from this country and away from you. Apart from what happened to Joanna. Plus all of the most uninteresting parties I needed to appear to just so I could bring my father's name into those social occassions. When at the end of the day, all I wanted is to lay down, close my eyes and wished you were with me in all those times." And now, I'm out of words. Speechless for a moment with what he just said. Somehow, that kind of loneliness felt familiar. When he was not around anymore, I felt more alone than

Why I felt torned into pieces, a fragile that might broke in any minute. It was very far from my life before.I am just a nobody and a loner in human world, I don't have friends nor lover.A simple student who wants to graduate, a person who ignores chances and just facing the truth that everything will be turned out on something bad.And I really don't expect that I'm going to fall in love either. I really don't expect to love,to care and be needy to someone.

ang pakikipag-usap sa sarili na sinundan ng pag-ubos ng nakalalasing na likidong laman ng kopa na kanyang hawak. Paulit-ulit. Paulit-ulit. Hanggang sa makaramdam siya ng hungkag na pakiramdam sa kanyang kalooban. Naramdaman niyang wari’y walang laman ang kanyang puso. May espasyo roon o guwang na kailangan niyang punuan. “I feel so empty,” sa naninigas na dila ay nasambit niya, “I need someone. Someone to love me.”

Tumingin ako sa kanya pero kinindatan lang niya ako. Nagpalakpakan lahat ng mga tao na andoon at niyakap ako ni Kyle saka hinalikan ang aking noo. Naghiyawan ang lahat. "NO MATTER WHAT, YOUR THE ONLY WOMAN IN MY LIFE ALWAYS. I'M GONNA LOVE YOU TILL THE END" sabi pa niya. Napaluha ako at sobrang saya ko. Punong-puno ng saya at pagmamahal ang aking puso. "I LOVE YOU" dusgtong pa niya.

Sa huli, napangiti na lang si Camilla, "salamat Miss Camilla." "Basta wag lalaki ang ulo mo ha?" bilin ni Camilla dito. "Hinding hindi, pangako!" sagot naman nito. "Humihingi ng sample si coach Lena sayo, kantahin mo nga yung All by My self," utos niya dito. "Eheeem.... eheeem... When I was young I never needed anyone And making love was just for fun Those days are gone All by myself Don't wanna be all by myself anymore

Bakit Hindi mo pagbigyan Ang nararamdaman mo di ba? Ah.... galing mong magpayo noh... Eh...samantalang Ikaw hanggang Ngayon eh Wala ka ring boyfriend. Eh... iba Naman yong sitwasyon natin noh... iyong Ikaw mahal mo si Miguel at mahal ka Rin ni Miguel. Pero ako Wala akong gusto sa mga nanliligaw sa akin. Kaya huwag mong ikumpara ang love life mo sa akin best... Kaya go...go..mo na yan kung bumalik siya best... hahaha... pag-uudyok pa nito. Sira... bilisan mo na nga riyan sa ginagawa mo baka Kasi Makita pa Tayo rito ni Manager eh... pagalitan pa Tayo niyan... At nagfucos na sina Jociel at Helomina sa kanilang trabaho

May lumapit naman na lalaki na hindi nila kilala. "Hi beautiful ladies! I'm Jonas. I will send you home if you don't mind!" Tumingala si Roxanne at tinignan kung sino ang nagsasalita " Anong send send? Send send din mo ang mukha mo! Anong tingin mo sa amin, laseng na hindi kayang umuwi? We can go home without you man! All of you, you are like my ex! Idiot! Nakakadiri! Hindi mapagkakatiwalaan! I hate you! All of you! Isinusumpa ko! Cross my heart! Hinding hindi na ako makikipagrelasyon sa inyong mga hayop na lalaki! Ever! Do you hear me? Ever!" Ang galit na sagot ni Roxanne sa lalaki.