Novel & Cerita Toxic Parents

And it's not just you who will suffer in the end; your children will as well, because they will grow up knowing that they were conceived just for selfish purposes. Lahat tayo ay may pangarap at halos lahat tayo ay gustong makamit iyon. Lahat tayo ay gusto munang maging maayos ang ating buhay bago tayo mag-settle sa mga bagay-bagay. So why not stand up with that plan and not care about others feelings. It was possible for her to avoid failing her mother, but she was powerless to prevent disappointing her own children. This moment makes me wish I could be back in that safe bubble of childhood when I wasn't aware that my parents were toxic because it hurts a ton.

Napangisi ako sa sinabi n'ya bago ilapag yung litrato ng babaeng tinatarget ko. I know.Pero 'di naman talaga 'to mangyayari kung 'di nangi-alam yung biological at adopted parents n'ya sa problema ng pamilya ko eh.Her adopted parents got killed by my Father.They deserved it.While yung biological parents n'ya ay 'di parin namin mahanap. Sa'an kayang lupalop ng mundo nagtago yung mga matatanda na yun.Well, it's their fault na nasa binggit ng kamatayan ang anak nila dahil sa katangahan nila.

Pati ang mga nakaraan niya , mga gusto at ayaw, pati mga taong nakakasama niya ay sinama niya sa kaniyang report. Napapangiti ako habang nag-iisip. Ngayon lang ako nakatagpo ng isang dalagitang mayaman pero mas piniling magpakahirap magtrabaho para lang makatakas sa toxic na family. Kung ako ang tatanungin, hindi ko aakalain na ang isang tulad niyang may kaya sa buhay ay mas pipiliin ang sarili niyang maghirap kaysa maghintay sa allowance mula sa kaniyang parents at mag-shopping ng mag-shopping.

“**No, Ava, this is the way to make things right. You can ruin my life, but you can’t ruin my child’s. The child deserves both parents!**” “**This child doesn’t deserve parents who are toxic for each other!**” Nanlaki ang mga mata niya, parang kumikislap na apoy sa loob. Ang pag-angal niya ay nagdala sa akin ng kaunting takot. Nananaig ang galit niya at natatakot ako sa magiging epekto nito. “**So what’s your plan? Leave me alone? Let me destroy your life and your child’s?”**

Those were the days everything was still alright. It's so calming to think all the memories we had as a whole family. Bibihira na lang sa panahon ngayon ang buo ang pamilya. It's like a sick trend to have a single parent but what could we do about it? Tao lang din naman magulang ko. May nararamdaman. Nalulungkot. Nadidismaya. Natatakot. I don't view parents as the most perfect person since they're responsible in shaping the future of their children. I view my parents as realistic as possible. May panahong galit sila sa akin dahil sa mga ginawa ko. Minsan ay sa paningin mo'y mali na ang sinasabi nila ngunit kailangan mo pa rin sundin.

"I saw with my own eyes how my parents almost lost their sanity. Masyadong maraming problema at alam kong hindi nila matanggap na wala na sa kanila ang pinaghirapan nilang kumpanya. Ni hindi makausap ang Daddy ko kakaisip niya ng solusyon at kung paano maipapakulong ang mga magnanakaw ng kumpanya. Samantalang si Mommy, she completely forgot us, and that hurt the most." Napasinghap ako muli matapos marinig ang mahinang nginig sa boses niya. Hindi ako makapagsalita at hindi makahanap ng dapat na sasabihin. Dinig kong sumighot ito at winasak niyon ang puso ko. "Just like you, my parents died because of stress, anxiety, frustration, and d-epression," halos pumiyok ang boses niya talaga namang na

"I like your parents they are so cute, i wish in the future we will also like that" "Ganun talaga sila mama ganun sila maglambingan nagsasagutan kahit nakakabingi na minsan ang sigawan nila ay mapapatawa ka na lang" kitang kita ko ang lungkot sa mata ni ryker. Did i say something wrong? "What's wrong baby?" "My parents are not like your parents they always fighting dad always hurt mom through physically! I will never be like him his a heartless!"

"Hindi ko alam, ni hindi nga siya dumaan dito." "Alam kong nagsisinungaling ka," giit ko. "Ako pa ngayon ang masama. Isa lang naman ang habilin ni Ate kapag susugurin mo kami rito. At iyon ay bantayan mo ang mga anak niyo af h'wag mo na siyang hanapin habambuhay dahil gusto niya ng tahimik at hindi toxic na pamumuhay," mahaba niyang litanya sabay tulak sa akin.

I am so close of thinking that he have a quiet low emotional intelligence. "I don't want you to be my kids father and knowing that you are the one who they with when they grew up doesn't still make me decide to let them see you as their father." "They treated me as their father—" "But you never treated them as you own children. How cruel are you? For the pete sake, Noah! You just used the kids for your own desire. Is that how a good example od a father? Was that a good influence to them? Damn you! You just gave my the twins a traumatic experience in such a young age!"

Was that the punishment he wanted to give me? No! I couldn’t take it anymore. Kaya kong i-tolerate ang mga sarcasm at insulto dahil alam ko namang galit siya sa akin. But cheating was another story. Hindi ko mapapayagan iyon. Especially now that we were going to be parents already. Ayokong makita ng anak ko ang harap-harapang panloloko niya sa akin. Ayokong kamuhian siya ng anak namin kapag nakita nito na hindi normal ang setup namin. Higit sa lahat, I didn’t want my child to get hurt knowing that his father didn’t love his mother. So we’d better part ways now, before our child was born.