Novel & Cerita Toxic Friendship

That's a whole new level of self-destruction. ​Ganito pala kahirap kapag lalaki ang best friend mo. O baka ako lang talaga 'to? Kasi sa totoo lang, wala naman talaga akong ibang matakbuhan. Wala akong ibang masasandalan sa buhay kundi siya, at sobrang sanay na ako na laging nandiyan ang presensya niya para iligtas ako. I relied on him so much that the boundary between friendship and love blurred without me even noticing.

Well para sa akin lang yun ah, si Daddy kasi ang reason ng pag aaway nila, ang dahilan kong bakit nasira ang friendship nila. Over one guy nagawa nilang ipagpalit ang friendship nila,, siguro nga nakakabaliw ang pag ibig, nakakawala sa katinuan. But I guess nasa tao yun.. Bakit mo naman isasaalang-alang ang friendship niyo kong pwede ka naman magparaya? Napaka simple lang,, if you don't want to lost them both, then you can sacrifice your happiness lalo na kong hindi ikaw ang kaligayahan niya.

Wala pa akong ginawang effort nito, ah, pero napunta ako ngayon dito. Hahamon-hamon ng friendship, eh di, pagbigyan. Tingnan ko lang kung nagsasabi talaga siya nang totoo nang sabihin niyang gusto niya akong maging kaibigan. Weird dahil sa totoong negotiation between me and women who are offering me friendship, friends with benefits ang pinakamalalim na ibig sabihin no'n, fire over fire. Malanding ugnayan, pure lust and enjoyment without string attachment.

Yet, I know behind those smile, hides a lot of rotten secrets that she wants to share with me. And see that. Making friends with someone she just ill-treated a while ago, and years ago. Who am I para tanggihan siya, di ba? They say it's better to befriend your enemies and make them close to you. It's not like I'm putting one of my foot in a grave I made myself, but more likely, I attracted my targets into my traps. "Why not. If you're a friend of Alexis, then, you're my friend too." I smiled at her showing her how genuine I am. I know I'm good at acting, so I don't need to worry about getting caught by this sloppy head.

They say, a best friend is the best ally in this life—the one you trusted, the one you should deal with all your problems, and the one who gives you hope to live. But also, they say, the one who was closer to you—the one who will be the first who betrayed you. And now, I wasn't just betrayed—but attempted to be killed for their own good and their selfishness. He's my best friend back then. We didn't spend too much time with each other because he was too busy with his own life, as well as me sometimes.

Sabi niya kaya tumango nalang din ako. Dahil hindi pa ako inaantok, naisip ko nalang na magbrowse sa bago kong ginawa na F******k account. Iilan nalang silang friend ko rito at hindi kasama si Kent. Ayokong makakita pa ng mga litratong kunektado sa kaniya na magpapaalala sa kaniya sa akin. Matutuong magblock o iunfriend ang isang tao kung 'yun lang makakapagbigay sa 'yo ng kapayapaan. Learn to free yourself from all those toxicities. At dahil sawa na nga ako katitingin ng mga posts ng kaibigan ko ay naisip ko nalang na tawagan si mama. Wala naman siguro silang ginagawa sa Pilipinas.

“Leave my Girl alone, akala ko ba walang talo-talo?” They said that Friendship is the most purest forms of relation exist between two or more people here in this world. Having a pure, sincere and understandable friends is a matter of luck but you have one keep them. They also said that friends are like a tunnel of light that guides us throughout the darkness of life.

These past few days, hindi ko naiintindihan ang nararamdaman ko tuwing nandiyan siya. I don't want to risk our friendship. I want us this way. Ayaw kong mawala iyon. Ayaw kong masira iyon. Takot akong mawala siya sa buhay ko. Kaya hangga't kaya ko, binabaliwala ko ang nararamdaman ko. I like him...so much. That it frustrates me a lot knowing na masisira ang friendship namin kung aamin ako.

"Nero, I'm worn out and exhausted and you, breathing the same air as mine is not helping. If you have a little pity on me, you'll leave now." "Why are you so problematic about him?" Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. "Because he just confessed to me and he's my close friend!" "Then unfriend him," parang walang pakialam na sabi niya. "Since high school, I'm already with him and he is important to me. I don't want to lose our friendship." Gosh, bakit mo ba ako nagustuhan, Allaistair? I'm a bitch and you know that!

"Paki-linaw nga kung ano ang ibig sabihin ng sinabi mo?Anong klaseng toxic ba? Magiging toxic ka pa rin ba o magiging non toxic ka na sa buhay ng kaibigan ko?" "Wala kang pakialam," sikmat ko pero umiwas na naman ng tingin, at saka lumayo na naman. Pero parang buntot itong babae na ‘to na sinusundan pa rin ako. "May pakialam ako dahil kaibigan ko ang pinag-uusapan natin dito. It's my job to protect her, laban sa hayop na toxic na gaya mo. At saka mabuti na rin 'yong alam ko kung ano ang plano mo, mabuti ba o masama, para ako na mismo ang gagawa ng paraan mailayo lang si Aya mula sa'yo."