Unfeeling Novels & Stories

“That makes two of us, that’s why we are friends, how does that feel” “Feel, I am not programmed to feel, I know what human feelings are and how to act on them, but I do not have them. But if you wish for me to express a feeling about my current states then in human term I would say…I am alone, empty” Shit for something that does not have human feelings, it sure making me feel guilty. “Michael you are not alone we have each other” “I am, not alone we have each other” His voice was steady, but something in it felt fragile, like glassware being handled by someone who didn’t understand how easily it could crack.

No notifications trying to pull me back into anyone else’s orbit. Relief hit first, warm and immediate. Good. No expectations. No one waiting for me to respond. No silent disappointment disguised as Just checking in. Then, because my brain enjoys chaos, disappointment followed. It wasn’t sharp or dramatic. Just a small, annoying flicker. The kind that made me roll my eyes at myself. What exactly were you hoping for? I didn’t know. I never did. I sighed and shoved the phone back into my pocket, already exhausted by the mental gymnastics required to interpret my own emotions.

Unknown Number: For more feelings. Me: Trendsetter! Unknown Number: Why are you so mean to me? Me: Natural! I don't know you, and I have no intention of finding out who you are. Unknown Number: Why are you replying? Me: Over and over again? Bored isn't it? Bored! Do you know what bored is? Doing nothing, doing nothing and doing nothing, gets? Unknown Number: Damn it! Me: You are feeling close! I turned off my phone again and maybe what else can I do with my phone, it just relieves my stress. But that badass is stressful! Where did he get my number and does he seem to know me?

he asked, trying to take in what I was saying. "I mean, I don't feel pain, happiness, or even sadness." " Really? " I'm sure a lot is going on in his mind right now, but this is confusing for real. " Yes, I mean, I feel no sort of emotion for real. Like, I dont get angry, i don't feel pain when im injured, and if you say something funny, I don't laugh or smile. My emotions are like a vagabond - I feel literally nothing. I don't know how to explain it; I was born this way, and I don't feel any emotion."

Make that the second at that tim If you've ever gone through something tragic or lost someone close to you ... The pain is unbearable ... The only feeling you want to feel is the feeling of being numb . Not feeling anything is good actually cause I don't have to worry about the hurt that comes with the realization of loss and the fact that... The horrible fact that you are never going to hear that person , laugh again ,Speak , smile , tell you everything will be okay, remedy any sort of pain you'd be in ,and most of all tell you how much they love and cherish you unconditionall

I wanted to purge these feelings from my system, but they were just as hot-headed as I was. It usually doesn't take this long. A few days top and I'd have shook it off, and be back to that ruthless, unfeeling bitch. That was exactly what I wanted, not the sappy motherfucker that teared up at the slightest frustration. Not feeling equals not thinking. It simply meant wallowing in a state of emptiness that could be likened to oblivion. It was easier for me that day.

I feel like he is not going deep, there is something stopping him from being open to me "Is that all?" "Pretty much, well I can tell you the reason why I am hardly provoked. I hardly feel things, for you to provoke me I have to feel something or attachment to you, but I don't have any feeling like that whatsoever. So I live everyday just to eat good food and drink good wine" "It's good not to be easily provoked, but not having a feeling of attachment that is bad, you won't really be happy, your smile will be forced, your happiness will be forced." even me that had her heart broken still want to feel love, I might be feeling it already.

Like i am forgetting something. Year has been passed and i still can't understand this feeling.

Sky I feel empty, not sad, not angry, not frustarted, it is just like someone took my heart away and closed my chest and told me to live like that I know many people had and even currently be fantasying something like that, but let me tell you it is no roses or does it makes matters better, cause the emptiness I feel is like something inside me was ripped out and never replaced, I wasn’t given no peace I haven’t spoken to Ace since that day.

To think one word can leave someone this frozen and numb. To think that one word is capable of making a person forget how to breathe. I remain in my spot, not even able to hang up. Why do I feel this way? I am not excited, I am not moved, I don’t feel any warmth, the butterflies in my stomach are probably dead or hibernating. I don’t feel frustrated, I don’t feel angry. I feel, numb… Why would a simple word such as baby make me feel this way? As if the air had been pulled out of my lungs, as if I no longer have the ability to move or think.