You Drew Stars Around My Scars นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Bigla nalang akong nabingi hindi sa bomba, hindi rin sa putok ng baril o sa kung ano mangpagsabog kundi sa lakas ng tibok ng puso ko ngayon na parang lalabas sa dibdib ko at parang nahihirapan ako huminga. It was beating and racing so fast as I look at her.As her hair is flying softly around parang gumaganda siya lalo.Nahulog ang cap nito exposing her angelic face then suddenly her hair flew then I saw a scar in her neck but why did I find it cool? I was amazed by her scar. Parang may karera ng kabayo sa loob ko na hindi ko maintindihan.Her eyes, her smile and yung boses niya parang nagrerewind sa utak ko.

Can somebody explain to me what the hell I got myself into? I look instantly at my wrist, no trace of the previous scars can be seen. Heck Mino! What a roller coaster hell of a ride you got!

Walang imik na tinanggap ko 'yon at pinunas sa mukha ko. "Thank you," pagpapasalamat ko matapos kong ayusin ang itsura ko. A frown showed up in my face when I look at the handkerchief. Ang kaninang puti ay naging colorful na dahil sa makeup ko. Mabuti na lang at walang uhog iyong kasama. "Why are you crying?"

Pero sa labis na kabang nararamdaman ko ay hindi ko na naikilos ang aking mga paa. I was panicking. Hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko dahil papalapit na ang mga ito. Pero nagulat ako nang biglang may humawak sa aking palapulsuhan at bigla akong hinila palayo sa kinaroroonan ko. Dahil sa malakas na paghatak nito ay napasubsob ako sa dibdib nito. Nawala tuloy sa pagkakaayos ang suot kong eyeglasses. Mabilis ko iyong inayos at agad na nag-angat nang tingin sa lalaking nagligtas sa akin. Agad akong napaatras nang makita kung sino ito.

nasa loob pa din nya ang pagkal*la*ki nito. Ng kumalma na ang mga sarili nila ay tinulungan sya nitong makahiga sa dibdib nito. Yakap-yakap cya nito habang hinihimas ang buhok nya.... ang lakas pa din ng tibok ng puso nila. "About my scar....." wika ni Alex.... ito na ang nagpresenta na mag-open sa kanya. Umayos cya ng upo para pakinggang ang kwento nito tungkol sa pilat nito.

He courted me hanggang ngayon sabi niya maghihintay siya kung kailan handa na ako. Nagpaalam akong sasagutin ko lang ang phone. I answered his call, and we talked. Napahinto ako sa may grand piano, umupo ako sa harap nito. Gamit ang malaya kong kamay ay inangat ko ang cover ng keys nito. Napangiti ako as I started playing it with my left hand it is Rewrite the Stars by Zac Efron & Zandaya but the version I played is Chad Graham cover.

The streets felt colder as I walked, the city bustling around me while I was stuck in my own turmoil. **The Weight of Decisions** Hours passed as I wandered through the city, my thoughts racing. I felt abandoned and alone, the doubts gnawing at me. Was I asking too much? Was it selfish to want him to prioritize our relationship over his work? Every time I thought of Jarren, I recalled his warm smile and the way he listened when I spoke about my passions. But then the memory of him missing the showcase flashed through my mind, drowning out the warmth with cold disappointment.

I thought he would say yes but its the opposite. "No sweetie I can take care of myself" and he turn his back on me. I sleep with a heavy feelings and can't help to think about what happen last night halos madaling araw na ako matulog dahil binabagabag pa rin ako ng mga katanungan and its all about what happen to Noah on the past. I can notice bruises and scars on his body ang mas ikinabahala ko ay ang scars nito sa bandang dibdib and if i'm not mistaken it was from a bullet. I notice it when we visit his place in London when he was topless I wanted to ask him that time but I still don't have a strength.

I sing, and I stare at the man that I love. "And with every touch you fixed them Now you've been talking in your sleep oh oh Things you never say to me oh oh Tell me that you've had enough Of our love, our love" My love, All this time I am the only one loving while he's playing with me. "Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough Just a second we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts

"Why do you let it live with a scar? You can pop off that scar by putting cream—" "I treasure this scar, Kaleb…" humaplos doon ang kamay ko. "Because of this scar, I was brave enough to conquer my fear, to surpass all the loneliness, and affliction I’ve been through…" "I want to know everything about you and our daughter. Please. I wanna know…" he begged again and again. Umangat ang mukha sa kaniya habang patuloy niyang hinahaplos ang naiwang pilat sa aking tiyan. I slowly closed my eyes as I reminisced the misery I've been through in the past six years…