Let Us Love in Distance

The Reckless Exchange

The bass vibrated against my eardrums and bones. I held my glass of gin, "Sasha," I leaned toward her, shouting to bridge the gap of noise. "Why did we even come here?"

Sasha Chen, my best friend and resident free spirit, just flashed a confident smile. "To exist, Leo! It's called existing!" She took a gulp of her cocktail. "Plus, you needed a distraction. Mission: Evict Future-Stepfather Anxiety from Leo's Brain is fully operational!"

I let out a breath, my mother, Eleanor Vance, was currently finalizing arrangements for her impending marriage to Arthur Volkov, a name linked with ruthless power and wealth.

I wasn't opposed to her happiness, Mom deserved every good thing. But the notion of being yanked into that lifestyle was nerve cracking. All I craved was my quiet studio, my sketchpads, and the sanctuary of my own mind. 

"I wish I could just disappear," I murmured. "Away from the ceremony, the scrutiny, the... Volkov dynasty."

Sasha immediately clutched my arm. "Not a chance! Tonight, we move. We will erase all of it." She tugged me toward the central knot of moving figures. "Come on, Leo! Lose the tension!"

I hesitated, my sneakers stuck to the damp floor. Public movement was not my thing. But Sasha was persistent, her energy utterly compelling. Soon, I was swaying, then shifting, then actually moving my body. The gin, now three fingers deep, was doing its work.

I closed my eyes, letting the sound engulf me, trying to silence the relentless internal nagging. For a minute, there was only the rhythm, the low illumination, and the pleasing haze of the alcohol.

Then, it happened.

One moment, I was absorbed in my clumsy personal dance; the next, a solid, towering presence collided with my side. I stumbled, a sharp gasp escaping my lips. My eyes flew open, scrambling to make sense of the room.

A massive hand shot out, stabilizing me by the bicep. My skin flared where his fingers connected, a jolt of raw energy surging up my arm. I tilted my head back, and my breath hitched in my throat.

He was exceptionally tall, unnervingly broad, with a powerful darkness that seemed to soak up the surrounding light. His eyes, even through the haze, were penetrating, fixing me in place. A slow, almost curve played on his mouth, and a hint of tattoos peeked from the rolled edge of his sleeve. He wasn't simply appealing; he was intimidating. Every internal alarm shrieked, Flee.

But I was frozen. Paralyzed by the magnetic pull of his stare.

"Watch your step, little thing," his voice resonated, a low, gritty sound that seemed to rumble deep inside me. His thumb, rough and warm, began etching slow on my skin, sending a current of sensation through me.

My mouth felt parched. "My fault," I managed to say. "I wasn't paying attention."

His smile widened. "No, you weren't." His gaze, intensely swept over me in a slow inspection that left me feeling completely exposed, yet startlingly... awake. I felt the cold rush of self-judgment. Why did the sight of this man ignite such heat? This is unacceptable.

"But maybe," he added, his voice sounding seductive, "that's precisely where you were supposed to fall."

My cheeks flushed, a heat spreading through my core that had nothing to do with the gin. I was Leo Vance, the reserved son, the careful one. I had invested years perfecting an image of polite neutrality. This encounter was a wrecking ball, and my body was responding in ways that felt different.

He moved closer, his scent enveloping me. "You haven't been here before, have you?" he muttered, his breath warm near my ear. "Lost your way?"

"No," I lied, my voice still shallow. "Just... moving."

He let out a short, rich, dark laugh that vibrated against my neck. "Moving." His focus dropped to my mouth, remaining there for an unbearable moment. "You move like someone desperate to escape."

A sudden surge of courage, fueled by the alcohol and the force of his presence, ignited within me. Escape? Yes. Escape the future, escape the expectations, escape the small, predictable life of Leo Vance. Tonight, I could be someone else. Someone reckless. Someone who ignored the fallout.

"Maybe I am," I whispered, shocked by my own daring.

His eyes flashed with a hunter's glint. His hand on my bicep tightened, pulling me closer until our bodies were nearly touching. I felt the heat radiating off him, the massive, rigid presence of his chest just inches from mine. "Good," his voice a low, guttural sound. "Because my possessions don't leave easily."

My heart slammed a wild rhythm against my ribs. This is wrong. This is the exact thing you avoid. You’re going to destroy everything. 

"What do you want?" I asked, the words barely audible.

His eyes locked onto mine, burning with an intense craving. "I desire... to consume a lot of time with you, little one," he said, his voice a low, compelling promise. "A lot of time to introduce you to things you've never conceived of. Things that would make your quiet world change." He paused, his gaze fixed on my quivering lips. "And then, after that, I'm going to possess you until you forget your own identity."

The brutal frankness should have sent me reeling, running in the opposite direction. But instead of that, a shocking wave of desire hit me, hot and inescapable. 

He was direct, totally dominant, and thrillingly transparent in his aims. It was terrifying, and intoxicating, all at once. My reserved mind was spinning, but my body was screaming a complete message. Yes.

He didn't wait. His hold on my arm remained, steering me smoothly through the crowd. I offered no resistance. I was unable to. 

It felt as if I'd been pulled into his gravity, a creature drawn helplessly to a devastating fire. The room blurred, the music softened, and all that remained was his powerful presence, his alluring scent, and the electric charge of his touch.

We moved past the pulsing crowd, past the blinding flashes, toward a darker, quieter corner of the establishment, and then out a concealed exit. 

"Where are we going?" I managed finally, my voice still strained.

He didn't look at me, his eyes focused straight ahead, but his thumb continued its slow, hypnotic circling on my arm. "Somewhere private," he articulated, "where we can speak. Or not speak." His eyes finally met mine. "Somewhere I can dedicate my full attention to you."

My pulse throbbed a desperate song beneath his touch. I have to end this. I must turn around. Yet my feet obeyed his direction.

"Wait," I tried again, a feeble tug on my arm. "I... I can't. I don't know your name."

He paused just outside the door, pinning me between his frame and the rough stone wall. He lowered his head, his face inches from mine, and I was fixated on the sharp angle of his jaw and the dark stubble clinging to it.

"And you thought that was my priority, little thing?" His tone was challenging, intimate, and edged with amusement. "You should be more concerned with your own name. Because in a moment, it will be irrelevant."

The way he spoke, it was less a come-on and more a declaration of ownership, a dark, compelling decree.

He’s a man. Why am I feeling this? This isn't who I am supposed to be. This is a catastrophe. The guilt and the overwhelming fear of exposure returned, a brief, bitter taste of reason.

"I can't," I whispered, pushing ineffectually against his chest. "I can't allow this. I don't... I don't seek this out."

His hand shifted from my arm, gliding up to my throat, his thumb coming to rest gently, intimately, right over my thrumming pulse. It was a silent, commanding gesture.

"I can feel your rapid pulse," he whispered, his metallic-slate eyes piercing mine. "You're lying to me, Leo. And more tragically, you're denying yourself."

My eyes widened. "How do you—"

"I observe details others miss," he interrupted, his voice dropping to a seductive rasp. "I watched you trying to hide in there. I saw you trying to escape. And I saw the instant I touched you, the relief that you don't have to retreat from this." He moved closer, his warmth like a furnace. "Reject me all you wish, little one. Your very being is crying out a different story."

The certainty in his look, the way he seemed to read the most fearful, private truth of my spirit, shattered my defenses. 

"I'm leaving," I insisted, my voice quavering, even though I remained trapped against the wall.

He released a low, victorious, and supremely confident laugh. "No, you aren't. You followed me, didn't you? You practically offered yourself." He dropped his head, his lips brushing the sensitive skin below my ear. "Tell me you don't long to feel my hands on your skin. Tell me you prefer your quiet life."

The denial withered in my throat, strangled by the enveloping scent of his cologne and the possessive, inescapable heat of his body. I can't deny it. Why a man? Why now, on the brink of this sudden family shift?

He tilted my head back with his fingers, his eyes burning with an intensity. "I told you what I desire. But the essential question, the only truth right now, is what do you desire, Leo?"

I stared into those dangerous grey eyes, the sound of the world muted. The future—the Volkovs, the marriage, my mother's peace, it all felt distant. 

"Just for this night," I finally whispered, the words a complete surrender. 

A slow, utterly triumphant smile spread across his lips. It wasn't charming; it was a conquest. "Good. Now you're mine," he growled, the phrase thick with dark ownership. 

He clamped his hand on the back of my neck and finally, terrifyingly, crushe

d his mouth down on mine, sealing his lips with mine.