CHAPTER 56 SEASON 2

"Hey sweetie"

Mom ask me as I sit quietly at the couch, I just woke up 4pm and I dont know but I dont seem to do what I should do...I just stare outside.

I didnt response and I couldnt find myself to talk...I am not sure why and then she sit beside me holding my hand.

"The last time you were so quiet and preoccupied like that was when you just got here two years ago, and then you keep try hard to avoid me...but when Amber become your friend you sudenly light up...I guess something is not right between you two"

She said, which I am not surprised, I may not know her now after dad die but I always know Mom every time I have a problem, I always see her around me if I am not okay, and she is right, I try so hard not to talk to her, to talk about what happen to me.

"How...how did you accept the fact that the person you love most is totally gone? how did you accept that dad isnt coming back?"

I ask then made her hold my hand tight.

"I didnt... it never got in my mind wether I need to accept