When two people are in love, they get married! Lillian marries Mark,they try to fight strong but can the marriage continue? What happens when the doctor tells her plight?
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CHAPTER ONE(LOVE BIRDS)
"I made the right decision, with you,we can walk through Firestones and still look at the beautiful stars shine at night" Lillian stared at her handsome husband and gently left the bed,her sleepy husband mumbled something in his sleep. The morning fits the mood for the newly weds.
Mark woke up,he rolled sideways and squeezed his pillow while yawning,he jumped out of the bed and removed his white t-shirt. The door to the bathroom was open,he could see the nape of Lillian's neck,she did this on purpose to have a cool morning bathe with her husband. He entered the bathe tub with his left foot,checking if the water was warm and it was.
"Good morning sweets,why don't wash my back and I'll yours" Lillian gave a seductive wink and smile.
"You know its scractch my back and I'll scratch yours too right" The water covered Lillian,exposing her cleavage a lot,while Mark buried himself in it.
Breakfast for them was so lovely,you wouldn't know how tasty hot choco,bread and fried eggs is until you ate them with someone you love so much. Their honeymoon was going smoothly, just how they planned it.
They would spend a week in "Perfect timing" resort before going home. Lilian loved to spend more than a week but Mark's work wouldn't allow them, "dang it,he's boss"(in Lillian's voice) So the week they spent together, Mark made sure they never forgot their sweetest time.
While in the resort, Lilian realized she didn't make the wrong decision marrying Mark. She remembered when she wanted to end the relationship because his mom was against their Union. She remembered how everyone told her to leave mark that the relationship wasn't going to last but look at them married after dating for six years and still fighting strong. While she was still lost in her thoughts looking at the window,Mark hugged her from behind,he held her harms gently and told her
"I wish this week never ends,I want us to stay like this,just you and me alone and with our future kids." Mark said hugging Lillian firmly.Lillian didn't think about having babies before but with mark, she can always try anything.
"Babies,hmm,I know you love babies too much,always talking about their cute face,small toes and little fingers but I don't want us to rush,we should take our time,you know,just you and me" Lillian told Mark this time freeing herself from the hug and staring in his eyes. Mark just knodded his head and smiled,their love comes first. Lillian reminded Mark about the evening dinner while he danced to the bathroom.
The dinner was lovely though Lillian wasn't expecting Mark to do something like that,Lillian loves classic things so she expeced a nice quality restaurant and classicals playing in the background while they ate. But Mark prepared Barbeque dinner outside,close to the beach area and she was surprised but she founded it delightful and after the dinner,they joined the night party and the night was a sweet story. The family who sat close to them at the night party was a young couple and their sons who were twin,one could tell that they were barely two years. One of the boys kept staring at Mark,he even ran and held Mark's hand smiling brightly,the mom rushed quickly and dragged him away since he held Mark's hands firmly. After the couple left the night party,while they were walking back to their room,Mark told Lillian "children are fun too". But Lillian never replied
HARMLESS THOUGHTS(LILLIAN:SECRET JOURNAL)WE ARE ALL FLOWERS WAITING TO BLOOM Looking at myself in the mirror, I look prettier with my chubby face,it's nice how my face became round and fat,I get a lot of compliments of how beautiful I've become. I was too afraid of losing this baby, I felt becoming pregnant and losing the pregnancy will harm my mental health but no,this baby is harmless. I have a little garden at the back of my compound, it's boring staying at home all day,so I nurture my flowers everyday with sweet talks,they are as pretty as the beautiful soul that lives in me. Mirabel records my moment with the flowers, now you may be thinking who she is right? She's my house help,she has her own family so leaves at nights,she understands my mood swings,cravings and nagging since she has been through pregnancy too. Jay's works are consoling these day
Chasing smokesLillian I've been having dreams,you know those dreams you wake up from and feel relief that it was dream. I wouldn't like to share such dreams with Mark,perhaps I don't really care about dreams but this one left me shaking, more like trembling,I'm unable to control my hands,they keep shaking,I'm still feeling startled. But the dream wasn't scary,it wasn't some beast with three heads pursuing me with a knife. It was me,running in the dark, chasing smokes,trying to see where it leads me,my bloody naked skin didn't bother me,I was running after the smoke in confusion, I could hear mark calling me but I didn't turn,I was focused, running. Jemima, my Darling would snap her finger and say "it's a bad dream" if I should tell her but I won't,I don't Want her calling everytime being worried sick about me. I don't think my husband puts his beliefs in dream, I think I know his reply
UNSETTLING DREAMS Mark wakes up,the room is dark,he feels unsettled with the atmosphere around, he hears the wailing of a child,he looks around searching for Lillian. "Sweets,Sweets" he calls but there's no response, the only sound he can hear is the sound of a crying baby. He rushes down to the sitting room,the child is naked on the sofa,crying. He looked at the child confused, "what's a child doing in our house?",he asks. It feels like he's going insane, a scenerio he couldn't understand but his emotions were mixed,happiness and sadness. He looks at the kitchen, he can see a figure standing there,vague. There's a baby in his house,he can't find his wife or Jay. The more he moves closer to the kitchen, the slower his steps begin,his curiosity about the figure in the kitchen becomes frightening, why is he afraid? He ge
A LITTLE MORE FAITHLILLIAN Jemima called,she has been calling everyday since I saw the envelope, she never fails to call,just like my husband and mom,they all think I've lost it, but,they just can't see why I'm unhappy when I'm expecting a baby, but that is not the point, I am not unhappy, I am just afraid of trusting too much and still loosing it. I've never heard Mark speak so much about faith than this period of our life Mark does all the house chores and cooking, he doesn't allow me to lift a finger,we are being so careful, especially Mark,I don't think I can face him if I lose this baby,if after all these, it doesn't stay, I'll feel so much pity towards him. I'll tell him we need a maid when he returns. "Welcome sweets" I walked to him to take his briefcase, but he doesn't want me to. My baby bump isn't even noticeable yet. I frown a little to
IT'S NOT A GOODBYELillian. I keep thinking that my baby will die but I desperately want to keep it. I called my mom,I told her about my pregnancy, she said "it will stay" . why isn't any body telling me that it might die,they keep giving me positive vibes increasing my wanting for this baby that might die. I told Mark not to tell his mom about my pregnancy for now,he agreed even though I know he will tell her later. It hasn't been long I came to this school as a woman searching for a new life but here I am today, about to tell the principal about my resignation. To think I will tell my students who once had difficult times with me and finally now that we are in good sync, I'm leaving. I sat down in front of the principal,explaining to him why I wanted to resign. He gave his ears as I said mumbling words,words that I didn't want to tell him. He looked and spoke as i
A SMALL CRACKMARK I got tired of my mom pressuring me for grand children. After she found out that Lillian couldn't have a child, she let her be. I thought it was peace at last but she started disturbing me to get a wife or divorce my wife. I couldn't bring myself to tell my wife about what my mom said,I mean,it wasn't her fault. Then Kemi came into the picture,she was the perfect bride for me according to my mom. If marrying Kemi would make my Mom stop bothering me and my wife, I decided to agree. But Lillian is a tough nut to crack,I know she wouldn't just allow me marry a woman because I wanted to end my mom's war so I played "falling for Kemi" but if only she knew that I didn't fight for our love for so long just to divert my heart to another woman later. * &nbs
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