蕩ける愛であなたを覆いつくしたい~最悪の失恋から救ってくれた年下の同僚に甘く翻弄されてます~

蕩ける愛であなたを覆いつくしたい~最悪の失恋から救ってくれた年下の同僚に甘く翻弄されてます~

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梶原茉衣 28歳 × 浅野一樹 25歳 最悪の失恋をしたその夜、茉衣を救ってくれたのは、3歳年下の同僚、その端正な容姿で、会社一の人気を誇る浅野一樹だった。 「抱きしめてもいいですか。今それしか、梶原さんを慰める方法が見つからない」 「行くところがなくて困ってるんなら家にきます? 避難所だと思ってくれればいいですよ」 成り行きで彼のマンションにやっかいになることになった茉衣。 徐々に傷ついた心を優しく慰めてくれる彼に惹かれてゆき…… 超イケメンの年下同僚に甘く翻弄されるヒロイン。 一緒にドキドキしていただければ、嬉しいです❤️

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1・嵐の前の静けさ

 

The morning sun filtered through the dusty windows of the small apartment, casting golden rays across the worn wooden floorboards. Elara Blackwood stood before the cracked mirror, her fingers tracing the crescent moon birthmark on her left shoulder—a permanent reminder of the life she had left behind.

"You are going to be late again, Elara," she whispered to her reflection, her heterochromatic eyes—one amber like her wolf, one emerald green like her human side—staring back with a mixture of resignation and determination.

Twenty-four years old, and she was still running.

Her wolf stirred beneath her skin, a restless presence that had been suppressed for too long. The urge to shift, to let her white wolf run free under the full moon, was a constant ache in her chest. But Elara had learned the hard way that freedom came with a price, and she was not willing to pay it again.

Not after what had happened to her parents.

The memory of their deaths still haunted her dreams. The night the rogue vampires had attacked their pack, the night her parents—Beta pair of the Silver Moon Pack—had sacrificed themselves to save everyone. Elara had been only five years old, hidden away in the safest room of the pack house, listening to the screams and howls of battle.

She had survived, but at what cost?

The pack had taken her in, but they had never truly accepted her. An orphaned omega with strange eyes and unusual powers—she was an anomaly, a reminder of everything they had lost. They had treated her with varying degrees of pity and contempt, but never with the respect her heritage deserved.

So she had left.

Three years ago, Elara had walked away from the Silver Moon Pack, from the only home she had ever known, and disappeared into the human world. She had forged a new identity, found a job as a librarian in a small town, and carefully hidden her supernatural nature from everyone.

Everyone except Chloe.

Her phone buzzed on the nightstand, breaking her reverie. Elara glanced at the screen—Chloe Martinez, her best friend and the only human who knew her secret.

"Hey, girl! You ready for another thrilling day of organizing books and shushing people?" Chloe's cheerful voice filled the small apartment.

Elara could not help but smile. Chloe had been her rock since they had met at the library two years ago. The human woman had discovered Elara's secret by accident—she had walked in on Elara shifting after hours—and instead of running away in terror, she had become her closest friend and fiercest protector.

"As ready as I will ever be," Elara replied, grabbing her purse and heading for the door. "Did you hear about the new supernatural gathering tonight?"

Chloe's tone sobered instantly. "Yeah, I did. The neutral zone in the old warehouse district. Are you sure you want to go? It could be dangerous."

Elara hesitated. The supernatural gatherings were rare events where werewolves, vampires, and other supernatural beings met in neutral territory to discuss politics, trade information, and occasionally, find mates. It had been years since she had last attended one, back when she was still with the pack.

But something was calling to her, a pull she could not ignore. Her wolf had been restless lately, more agitated than usual, and she had been having these strange dreams—visions of a man with silver-gray eyes and a massive black wolf.

"I have to go, Chloe," she said finally. "I need to know if there is anyone out there like me. Anyone who understands what it is like to be different."

Chloe sighed, but Elara could hear the understanding in her voice. "Just promise me you will be careful. And if things get intense, you get out of there. I do not want to have to explain to the police why my best friend disappeared."

"I promise," Elara said, though she was not sure if she was making the promise to Chloe or to herself.

The day passed in a blur of routine tasks—shelving books, helping patrons find obscure titles, and pretending to be a normal human woman. Elara had become skilled at the charade, but it was exhausting. Every smile felt forced, every laugh rehearsed. She was constantly aware of the wolf beneath her skin, the power that surged through her veins, the senses that were far sharper than any human's.

By the time her shift ended, Elara's nerves were frayed. She met Chloe at their favorite coffee shop, where her friend handed her a steaming latte with extra foam.

"You look like you haven't slept in a week," Chloe observed, concern evident in her brown eyes. "Are those dreams getting worse?"

Elara nodded, taking a sip of the coffee. "Every night. The same man, the same wolf. It is like he is calling to me, but I do not know who he is or what he wants."

Chloe reached across the table and squeezed her hand. "Maybe it is a sign. Maybe you are finally going to find your mate."

The word hung in the air between them. Mate. Every supernatural being had one—a fated partner chosen by the Moon Goddess herself, a soulmate who completed them in ways no one else could. Finding your mate was supposed to be the greatest joy in a supernatural being's life, a moment of pure destiny.

But for Elara, the concept was terrifying. She had seen what happened when mates were rejected—the pain, the humiliation, the slow death of the spirit. She would rather be alone forever than experience that kind of heartbreak.

"I do not know if I am ready for that," Elara admitted softly. "What if he rejects me? What if I am not good enough?"

Chloe's expression hardened. "Then he is an idiot who does not deserve you. You are amazing, Elara. You are strong, you are kind, and you have survived more than most people could imagine. Any mate would be lucky to have you."

Elara felt tears prick her eyes. Chloe always knew exactly what to say to make her feel better. "Thanks, Chlo. I do not know what I would do without you."

"You would probably be lost in the woods somewhere, chasing rabbits," Chloe teased, though her eyes were warm. "Now finish your coffee. We need to get you ready for tonight."

They spent the next hour at Elara's apartment, getting her ready for the gathering. Chloe insisted on styling her hair, pulling the dark waves into an elegant updo that showed off her slender neck. She helped her choose an outfit—a simple black dress that hugged her curves without being too revealing, paired with comfortable boots for running if necessary.

"You look beautiful," Chloe said, stepping back to admire her work. "But you also look dangerous. Like a predator who's pretending to be prey."

Elara studied her reflection in the full-length mirror. The woman staring back was familiar yet foreign—stronger than she felt, more confident than she had been in years. Maybe tonight would be different. Maybe she would finally find her place in the supernatural world.

"Ready?" Chloe asked, though she looked nervous.

"As ready as I will ever be," Elara replied, taking a deep breath to steady her racing heart.

The neutral zone was located in an abandoned warehouse district on the outskirts of town. As they approached, Elara could feel the energy of hundreds of supernatural beings—werewolves, vampires, shifters, and others she could not identify. The air was thick with power, with anticipation, with the ancient promise of the Moon Goddess.

Chloe parked her car a few blocks away, and they walked the rest of the way. Elara's senses were on high alert, her wolf pacing restlessly beneath her skin. She could hear conversations in multiple languages, smell the scents of different species, feel the magical energy that permeated the area.

"Stay close to me," Elara warned Chloe, though she knew her human friend would be safer near her than anywhere else.

They entered the warehouse through a side door, and Elara was immediately overwhelmed by the scene before her. Hundreds of supernatural beings were gathered in the cavernous space, talking, laughing, and sizing each other up. The atmosphere was charged with tension and excitement, with the promise of possibility.

Elara kept her head down, trying to remain unnoticed as she navigated through the crowd. She could feel eyes on her, curious and assessing. Her unusual appearance—heterochromatic eyes, crescent moon birthmark, the subtle aura of power that surrounded her—always drew attention, and tonight was no exception.

She was making her way toward a quieter corner when she felt it—a pull so strong it nearly knocked her off her feet. Her wolf went wild, howling in her mind, screaming with recognition and desire.

Mate.

The word echoed through her entire being, resonating in every cell of her body. Elara turned slowly, her heart pounding so hard she thought it might burst from her chest.

And then she saw him.

He was standing across the room, surrounded by other werewolves who were clearly deferential to him. Tall, broad-shouldered, with jet-black hair and intense silver-gray eyes that seemed to glow with an inner light. He wore black clothing that emphasized his powerful physique, and there was an air of authority about him that commanded respect.

But it was his eyes that held her captive—silver-gray like storm clouds, filled with a mixture of shock, recognition, and something else that made her knees weak.

Their eyes met across the crowded room, and the world around them seemed to fade away. Elara could hear nothing but the rushing of her own blood, feel nothing but the magnetic pull drawing her toward him.

Mate.

The realization hit her with the force of a physical blow. This was the man from her dreams, the one who had been calling to her. This was her fated mate.

The man began to move toward her, parting the crowd like the Red Sea. Elara's heart raced with a mixture of excitement and terror. This was it—the moment she had both dreamed of and dreaded.

As he drew closer, she could feel his power, his dominance, his sheer presence. He was an Alpha, and not just any Alpha—the most powerful she had ever encountered. The Moon Goddess had truly outdone herself with this match.

They stopped inches apart, close enough that she could feel his body heat, smell his scent—a mixture of pine, earth, and something uniquely him that made her wolf purr with pleasure.

"Elara," he said, his voice deep and rough like gravel, sending shivers down her spine. He knew her name. How did he know her name?

"Damon," she replied, the name slipping from her lips without conscious thought. She knew him too, recognized him on a soul-deep level that defied explanation.

Damon Thornwood. Alpha King of the Silver Moon Pack. The most powerful werewolf in existence.

And her fated mate.

The realization hit her with full force. Her mate was the Alpha King of her former pack, the man who led the very pack that had rejected her. The irony was almost laughable.

Damon's eyes narrowed as he studied her, confusion warring with desire. "You are from the Silver Moon Pack. I remember you—the orphaned omega who disappeared three years ago."

Elara stiffened, her walls going up instinctively. "I am not an omega anymore, Damon. I am my own wolf now."

Damon's expression hardened, and for the first time, she saw something other than desire in his eyes—disappointment. Rejection.

"You are still an omega, Elara. You cannot change what you are, any more than I can change being an Alpha."

The words stung more than she cared to admit. Elara had spent three years building a new life, creating a new identity, and in one sentence, he had reduced her to nothing more than her pack rank.

"Maybe not," she said, her voice steady despite the pain in her chest. "But I am not the same girl who ran away three years ago. I have changed. I have grown. And I am not looking for a mate to define me."

Damon's eyes flashed with anger, and he took a step closer, invading her personal space. "You do not get to choose, Elara. The Moon Goddess chose us for each other. We are meant to be together, whether you like it or not."

The possessiveness in his tone set her teeth on edge. "I am not a possession, Damon. I am a person with my own hopes, dreams, and choices. And I choose not to be with someone who sees me as nothing more than his omega mate."

Damon's face twisted with rage, and for a moment, Elara thought he might strike her. But then he seemed to catch himself, his expression smoothing into something colder, more calculated.

"Fine," he said, his voice dangerously soft. "If that is how you want it."

He turned to face the crowd, his voice carrying across the warehouse. "I, Damon Thornwood, Alpha King of the Silver Moon Pack, reject you, Elara Blackwood, as my mate and future Luna of our pack."

The words hung in the air like a death sentence. Elara felt the physical pain of rejection as if it were a knife to her heart—a sharp, agonizing sensation that stole her breath and brought tears to her eyes. Around her, the crowd gasped, shocked whispers spreading like wildfire.

She had known this was a possibility, had feared it since the moment she had recognized him as her mate. But experiencing it was a thousand times worse than she had imagined. The pain was physical, emotional, spiritual—a complete rejection of everything she was.

Damon turned back to her, his eyes cold and devoid of emotion. "You are free to go, Elara. I will not force you to be with someone who does not want me."

Elara wanted to scream, to rage, to beg him to take it back. But her pride would not let her. She had survived the rejection of her pack, the loss of her parents, years of abuse and neglect. She could survive this too.

"Fine," she said, her voice trembling but audible. "I, Elara Blackwood, accept your rejection, Damon Thornwood. I release you from any claim you might have on me."

The words were barely out of her mouth when the pain intensified, nearly bringing her to her knees. She felt her wolf howling in despair, felt the mate bond that had been forming between them shatter into a million pieces.

Elara turned and fled, pushing through the stunned crowd, ignoring Chloe's concerned calls. She needed to get away, needed to be alone, needed to process the devastation that had just destroyed her world.

She burst through the warehouse doors into the cool night air, her chest heaving with sobs she could not suppress. The moon was full overhead, casting silver light on the abandoned streets, mocking her with its beauty.

Elara collapsed against a brick wall, sliding down to sit on the dirty pavement, and let the tears come. She cried for the mate she had lost, for the love she would never have, for the dream that had died before it could truly begin.

But even as she wept, a spark of anger ignited within her. Damon Thornwood might have rejected her, might have humiliated her in front of hundreds of supernatural beings, but he had not broken her.

Elara Blackwood was still standing, still fighting, still alive. And she would make sure he regretted the day he had ever rejected her.

The moon above seemed to shine brighter in response, as if the Moon Goddess herself were watching, waiting to see what this remarkable omega would do next.

Elara wiped her tears and stood up, her resolve hardening. She might have been rejected, but she was not defeated. Not by a long shot.

The game had just begun, and Elara Blackwood was ready to play.

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1・嵐の前の静けさ
「はい。冴木システム開発SS事業部、梶原です。はい……浅野ですね。少々お待ちください」ここは大手家電メーカーSAEKIのグループ企業、冴木システム開発株式会社。主な業務はSAEKIの社内システムの構築や管理だけれど、うちの部は主に中小企業向けのシステムを個々の会社にカスタマイズして提供している。電話を取ったわたしは梶原茉衣(まい)。入社して5年の28歳。この事業部の事務全般に携わっている。「はい、ありがとうございます。では、すぐに手配いたします」浅野くんが電話を置くと同時に、山田課長が声をかけた。「さんざんごねてた社長、とうとう折れたのか」「はい。何度か社長に直接お会いして、説明を重ねて、ご納得いただいたようです」「さすが浅野だな、よくやった」浅野一樹。わたしより3期後輩の25歳。最近、めきめきと頭角を現している営業社員だ。わたしも彼の営業力は相当なものだと、常日頃、感心している。製品に関する知識が豊富で顧客の希望に的確に応えるし、アフターフォローも完璧だし、クレームにも誠心誠意対応して、逆に相手の信頼を勝ち得ている。評判が評判を呼んで、彼を指名してくる新規の顧客もいるぐらい。そして、とびきり美形の彼は、クライアントだけでなく、社内の女子たちの憧れの的だ。「ちっ、顔のいい奴は得だよな」そう言いながら、書類を手にわたしの席にやってきたのは、同期の伊川|宣人(のぶと)。彼も営業だ。
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1・嵐の前の静けさ
「宣人、また舌打ちしてる」 わたしが小声で注意すると、さらに不満げに眉を顰める。彼は最近、機嫌が悪い。先月、はじめて浅野くんに販売成績を抜かれたからだろう。でも、年間通せば、まだまだ宣人の右に出る者はいない。部内で主任昇任の一番手と目されている。 自信家で態度は尊大だけれど、それが仕事の上では安心感につながるらしい。浅野くんとタイプは違うけれど、取引先からの信頼は厚い。肩幅が広く上背があり、黒髪の短髪できりっとした印象。イケメンの部類に入ると思う。まあ、彼氏なのでひいき目もあるかもしれない。そう、わたしたちは1年前から付き合っている。そして3カ月前からは、彼のマンションで同棲していた。挨拶程度の間柄だったから、告白されたときは驚いた。でも、バリバリ仕事をする姿に憧れていたので、そのときはとても嬉しかった。話が出ている訳ではないけれど、なにせ30歳が目前に迫ってきているし、早く昇進が決まって、それを機にプロポーズしてくれればいいなと、密かに望んでいる。「これ、コピー10部頼む」 「あ、わたし、行ってきます」そう言って、わたしの手から書類をさっと奪ったのは、今年、入社したばかりの岡路留奈(おかじるな)。彼女はパステルカラーのワンピースにレースやリボンをあしらったパンプスで会社にやってくる。
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1・嵐の前の静けさ
オフィスに似つかわしくないと思うのだけど、若手の男性社員たちには好評で、アイドル的人気を誇っている。実際、アイドルの誰それに似ているともっぱらの評判だ。 仕事ぶりに関しては言わずもがな。新人だからミスは仕方がないけれど、難しい仕事はパス、残業は一切しない、と、かなり自由な勤務態度。でも、誰も叱らない。彼女が、岡路常務が溺愛する末娘だからだ。宣人は「今日は早く帰れそうだから、飯、頼む」と言い残して、自席に戻っていった。「えー、もしかして伊川さんと梶原さんって?」と留奈が興味深々といった様子で聞いてきた。「あれ、知らなかった? 付き合ってるんだよ、ふたりは」そう言ったのはわたしの同期で隣の席の川崎正美(まさみ)だ。彼女は黒髪ショートカットでパンツ・スタイルが多く、ブラウンの長髪、スカートが多いわたしと対照的。でも、入社1日目から意気投合した、わたしの大親友だ。ふと、わたしを見る留奈の目が異様に輝いた気がした。「へえ、そうなんですねぇ。いいなあ、伊川さん、カッコいいし、仕事もできるし。わたしもあんな彼、欲しいなぁ」「ほら早くコピーしてこないと、伊川にどやされるよ」と正美が指摘され、留美は「はーい」とコピーに向かった。そんな感じで、まあ、ちょっと困った後輩に手を焼いてはいたけれど、上司や他の社員との関係は良好だったし、恋人とも問題なく過ごしていたし、おおむね良好な日常を送っていた。その1週間後に、どん底に突き落とされることになるなんて、このときのわたしは知るよしもなかった。
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2・最悪で最低な夜
「茉衣、帰ってこられるか。母さんの具合がよくなくてな」父から電話がかかってきたのは、翌週の水曜日の午後のことだった。母は昔から心臓が悪く、わたしが大学を卒業したころから、入退院を繰り返すようになっていた。「わかった。休暇もらえるように頼んでみる」母が病気であることは前から上司に話していた。繁忙期ではなかったので、その日の半休と木曜、金曜の休暇がもらえた。 わたしは急いで部屋に戻り、荷物をまとめ、新幹線で2時間あまりの実家に向かった。外回りに出ていた宣人(のぶと)には「日曜日に帰る」とだけ連絡して。 病院に着いたとき、母の容態は好転していた。早めに処置したことが幸いしたようだ。「お母さん、大丈夫?」と、わたしは母の手を握った。「茉衣、帰ってきてくれたんだね。ごめんね」弱々しいながらも、母はしっかりとわたしの手を握りかえした。父が戻ってきて、スツールを引き寄せて、わたしの横に座った。「会社を休ませて悪かったな。お医者さんの話では今回は問題ないようだ」「ううん、大丈夫。有給がだいぶ溜まってたし。お母さんの顔が見られて安心した」その日から2日間、実家に滞在した。その後も母の具合は良好だったので、わたしは予定を切り上げて1日早く帰ることにした。急な外出で家事もたまっているし、早く宣人の元に帰りたかった。
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2・最悪で最低な夜
東京に到着したのは土曜日の午後10時ごろ。 列車に乗ったとき、宣人に連絡を入れたけれど、まだ既読はついていない。この時間だから、もうとっくに食事は終えているだろうと思い、自分も駅で適当に済ませてから、帰宅の途についた。 部屋についたとたん、目に入ってきたのは、見覚えのあるレースをあしらったベビーピンクのパンプスだった。そして…… 寝室のドアの隙間から漏れているのは、光だけではなかった。 女の甘ったるい声も耳に飛び込んできた。「あ、宣人さん、ねぇ……そんなことしたらだめだって……あァんっ!」 「だめなんて思ってないくせに、ほら……もっと脚、開けよ」 「やん、エッチぃ」会話だけではなかった…… 衣擦れ、肌と肌がぶつかり合う音。荒い息遣い。 そんな、あからさまに淫らな物音も、否応なく耳に入ってくる。「肌、すべすべで真っ白だな」 「ねえ、梶原さんとどっちが綺麗?」 「そりゃ……留奈だ。手触りが違う」 「あーん、もお、宣人さん大好き」互いを貪ることに夢中になっている彼らは、玄関ドアが開いたことなど、全く気づいていないらしい。はじめて覚える感覚に卒倒しそうになりながらも、足音を忍ばせてキッチンに行き、ガスコンロに置きっぱなしになっていたパスタ用の大鍋を水で満たした。そして、鍋を両手で持ったまま、足で乱暴に寝室のドアを開け、ベッドで絡み合っているふたりの上に一気にぶっかけた。
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2・最悪で最低な夜
どういうこと……いつの間にあの二人……わたしはあの日の留奈の視線を思い出し、ハッとした。横取りを狙ってたってこと?頭に血が上るって、こういうことを言うのか。 「うわっ!」 「キャーッ! やだ、な、何!」驚いてこっちを見た宣人は、ベッドの横で仁王立ちになっているわたしを見て目をむいた。   「茉衣。おまえ、帰るの明日じゃ……」手に持っていた鍋を放り出すと、テーブルに当たって派手な音を立てた。その勢いのまま、わたしは宣人の頬を平手で思いきり打った。 手のひらがじんとするほど強く。「最低!」そう言い捨てたところまではしっかり記憶に残っている。でも、それからあとのことはよく覚えていない。こんなところには、一秒たりともいたくない。頭にあったのは、それだけだったように思う。で、ショルダーとキャリーバッグを手に、勢いで飛び出してきてしまった。戻って、二人を叩き出す?でも、今からあそこに帰って、あの二人とやり合うなんて、考えられない。そこまでの気力は残っていなかった。それにしても、さっき耳にした二人のやりとりが頭にこびりついている。 ふたりの部屋であんなことするなんて、あまりにもひどすぎる。裏切られた悔しさが、ふたたび身の内に溢れかえってくる。 あんな奴らのために泣くなんてもったいないと思うのに、涙が勝手に頬を伝ってしまう。
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2・最悪で最低な夜
キャスターをがたがた言わせながら門前仲町のマンションから茫然と歩きつづけ、気づいたときには永代橋まで来ていた。勝ち組の象徴のようなタワマンの明かりが暗い川面を彩っている。 嫌になるほど、ここから見る夜景は美しい。落ち着いて考えれば、わたしが飛び出す必要はまったくなかった。23時近いので、人通りは少ない。たまに通りかかる人も、不審げに視線を向けるだけで声をかけてはこない。当たり前だ。夜更けに橋の上で泣いている女なんて地雷以外の何ものでもない。そのまましばらくそこにたたずんで、走り去る車を見るともなしに眺めていた。でも、今は2月。それも深夜だ。今年は暖冬で、昼間は異常なほど暖かい日もあったけれど、夜は冷え込む。だんだんと指先やつま先の感覚が無くなってきた。ひとまず24時間営業のファストフード店かファミレスを探そう。 ようやくそんな気が起こり、ポケットからスマホを出し、かじかむ手で検索をはじめた。そのときだった。 向こうから足音が近づいてきたのは。「やっぱり、梶原さんだ」親し気に声をかけてきたのは、浅野くんだった。「えっ、浅野くん?」うわ、こんなときに知り合いに会うなんて最悪。まずそのことが頭にのぼってきた。そして、今さら無駄だとは知りつつ、わたしは慌てて手の甲で涙をぬぐった。
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3・救世主現る!
「暗いのに、よくわたしだって気づいたね」 鼻をすすりながら、わたしは尋ねた。「まず、遠くから見て、全体のシルエットに見覚えがあるなと思って。それにそのコートも、梶原さん、よく着てるでしょう。あ、でも決め手は、スマホの光で顔が照らされたからですよ。こんな時間に、誤って知らない女性に声をかけるのはさすがにヤバいので」その観察力と冷静な判断、いかにも彼らしい。 ぼんやりとそんなことを思いながら、ふたたび尋ねた。「で、浅野くんは? こんな時間になんでこんなところに?」「これです」と言ってから、彼は肩にかけていたカメラをわたしの前に差しだした。 わたしが首をひねると、彼は言った。「俺、趣味でカメラやってるんです。特に夜景を撮るのが好きで。前から、永代橋からリバーシティを撮りたいと思ってて」「へえ、初耳」 「誰にも言ってないから。夜景撮るのが趣味、ってなんか暗くないですか」「そうかな。そんなことないんじゃない?」その返事が、いかにもおざなりに聞こえたんだろう。 浅野くんは形のいい眉を少しだけしかめた。「どうでもいいって感じの答えですね。俺に興味ないのが見え見え。まあ仕方ないか。宣人さんの彼女ですもんね、梶原さんは」ふいに宣人の名前を出されて、つい表情を歪めてしまった。 そんなわたしの反応に、彼は納得顔で頷いた。
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3・救世主現る!
 「ああ、喧嘩したんですね。宣人さんと」 「そんな自信ありげに」彼はやはり形のいい唇の端を少し持ちあげた。「だって、もろ顔に出てますよ。正直な人なんですね、梶原さんは」わたしはちょっと肩をすくめた。「なんかバカにしてない? まあ、いいけど。喧嘩、ならまだましだったんだけどね」とつい口にしてしまった。しまった。これじゃ話を聞いてくれって言っているようなものだ。案の定、浅野くんは「何かあったんですか? 俺でよければ、話、聞きましょうか」とわたしの顔を見つめてきた。興味本位な口ぶりではなかった。 心から心配してくれているのが伝わってくる真剣な声音だった。「うーん、ありがとう。でも、いいよ」彼も同じ部の同僚。 あまりにも身近すぎて打ち明けるのをためらった。それでも、浅野くんは引き下がらない。「部内一のしっかり者、梶原女史が泣くなんて、よっぽどのことでしょう? 話したほうがすっきりしますよ。心配しなくても誰にも言いませんから」そう言って、柔らかく微笑んだ。そんな彼の優しさが、弱っている心にモロに響いた。また涙がこぼれそうになり、慌てて後ろを向いた。 そして欄干に手をおいて暗い川に目をやった。浅野くんはその後ろで、ただ静かにわたしが口を開くのを待ってくれている。 わたしは、彼の方は見ずに話し始めた。
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3・救世主現る!
「本当に誰にも言わないでね。家に帰ったら……わたしたちの寝室で宣人と岡路留奈が抱き合ってたの。それで後先考えずに飛び出してきてしまって……」浅野くんが小さく息を飲んだのがわかった。 そして吐き捨てるように言った。「なんだよ、それ」思いがけなく強い口調だった。思わず振り返ると、彼はまるで自分がひどい目にあったように眉を|しかめていた。嬉しかった。この苦しさを理解してくれる人がいる、今のわたしに一番必要なのはそのことだと気づいた。「……本当に酷すぎますね。それで、伊川さんは梶原さんに見られたこと、気づいたんですか」「うん。ベッドにいたふたりに鍋で水ぶっかけて飛び出してきたから」浅野くんは目を見張り、そしてさっきまでのけわしい表情をちょっとゆるめた。「水を? やるな。さすが梶原さん」「そんなことで感心しないでよ。だから今から、今晩、泊まるところを探さなきゃいけないんだ」 わたしは大きなため息をついた。また情けなさと悔しさと一緒に涙がこみあげてきた。 もう隠す必要はないので、わたしは手で顔を覆って泣きじゃくった。「もうほんとに……信じられない……よ、こんなの」「梶原さん……」 ひくひくとしゃくりあげるわたしの両肩に、浅野くんはそっと手をかけてきた。それでも下を向いたまま泣き続けるわたしの耳元にそっと囁いた。
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