The Fact That He is My Hope

Bethy Hillstorm*

I immediately gulped down the glass of Dar vodka in my hand as I tried to clear my head and started thinking again. The loud blastful music surrounding me is not helping, I could clearly hear the giggles and scream of joy of everyone here and I wished I could join them, how I wished I can also laugh out loud like them and flirt with any hot man I come in contact with, I mean there's no hard work without a little play.

I had thought that by coming here would help me relax and chill a little but maybe I was wrong.

I grabbed my short bobby hair in a fist as frustration filled me in, I wanted to scream my lungs out untill it hurts so much.

A hundred million dollars!

Hundred fucking million dollars!

Where the hell would I get a hundred million dollars? It's would take me millennium years to get such huge amount of money.

I poured out another glass of vodka, I wanted to drink myself to stupor tonight, the empty glass continue to line up and I began to feel dizzy.

"Mind if I join you?"

I looked up at the sound of a manly voice and my heart almost leap out of my chest.

Damn!

A fucking handsome young man was standing besides me with a smirk plastered on his face, his aura emit nothing but dominance.

He wore a grey shirt topped with a jet dark leather jacket, he had a breathtaking dark hair with flickers of grey, his ocean blue eyes shine with luminosity as he stared at me questioning.

God help me, my weakness had always been tall good looking guys.

"Sure" I managed to say as I returned to my drink pretending his presence had no effects on me.

"Well I just thought to myself that a gorgeous woman like you needs company"

"You've got no idea of what I need right now" I giggled lightly.

I need money, a hundred million freaking dollars!

"Enlightened me, I'm in a mood for chitchats" he takes a seat besides me as he raises his glass to his lips, oh those damned dropped dead succulent looking lips, I haven't seen anyone like them before.

I shift on my seat and eyed him with questioning eyes.

"Unfortunately I don't discuss my personal issues with strangers"

He let out a small taunting laugh which sounded like music to my ears.

"You're talking to one who won't tell no one"

God! Did someone spike my drink? What is wrong with me today?

I tried to glare at him but he was too cute, no scratch that I said cute, he was too freaking hot!

"Okay I will make an exception, just for this night" I said finally letting go of my attitude.

"So what's your name?" He asked.

"Tabitha"

"Hmph, why do I find this hard to believe?" He smirked thoughtfully staring at me and it made me swallow hard.

Of course he was right, Tabitha is not my real name, it's would be ridiculous of him if he thinks I would just spill out my personal data to just anyone.

"But it's fine, Tabitha it is" he shrugged off his shoulder which indicates that he knew the lies but didn't mind.

"For the main time though"

I ignored his overconfident words and asked him,"how about you? What's your name"

"Dennis"

I laughed out loud, what a fake name.

"Do you think I'm dumb?" I questioned with a creased eyebrow.

"I should ask you that same question Miss Tabitha" I grinned at our fair play and took a sip of my drink.

He definitely is a playboy, with the way he talks and flirt, he knows he's so handsome and took advantage of that.

"What brings you to the lions den all alone"

"Aren't you all alone too?"

I see how amused he was by my response, "I asked you first"

"Well I'm here to celebrate my last peaceful day on earth before I pass away"

He gasp dramatically, "you're kidding right?"

Good for him to catch on a humor quickly.

'no kidding Dennis, it's might be true" I took another glass of drink.

"Why? Are you a wanted criminal?"

It's was my turn to laugh, "God! How could you think such of me?" I rolled my eyes, amused, he's not bad with humor too.

"I will spare you the details" I replied back with a short smile.

He smiled back at me amusingly, then I felt a damn feeling as I stared back at his ocean blue eyes, it's drown me in on one stare, he wasn't giving me the time to recover as he stared back at me with unknown emotions swimming in the pool of his blue eyes, slowly I followed the direction of his eyes and they settled on my lips, my heart banging hard in my chest.

He leaned in to the crook of my neck, his hot breath fanning me, "I'm craving for your lips" he whispered in my ears.

Damn! I was taken aback by his sudden interest, my cheeks shading a pink color and I bit my lower lips.

"Please don't torture me the more Tabitha"

"How?" I innocently asked him, I smirked inwardly as I heard his breathing turned heavy, was I also giving him that effect?

My core was already throbbing so much that I felt the dripping of my arousal wetting my panties.

I could swear that I didn't see it coming, it's happened so fast that suddenly my body crashed into his hard body as his hands gripped my back, I gasped as my hand come in contact with his thorn chest.

OMFG! I could feel the hard toned body underneath his shirt, I bet he has those perfect abs that can make every girl drool over him.

"Stop playing innocent with my Tabitha" he whispered huskily before colliding his hot lips on mine.

Oh damn it!

His one hand went to my head as he takes my lips deeper like he couldn't get enough of it, his warm lips were covering every inch of mine not missing out a spot, I felt my breathing hinge at his sudden assault.

I've never been kissed like this before, this sudden assault had made my initial plan of drinking to stupor a distant memory, his tongue darts out into my mouth and I sucked it with delight.

My mind suddenly goes blank at his action so I grabbed his nape and began to respond to his kiss with no atom of resistance, I felt his smile as he began to roam his hands all over my body.

"Let's get out of here" I barely hear him whisper between our kiss, I felt him lift me up like I was some kind of a trophy and when I opened my eyes again we were already in a room.

My mind was still processing at how quick he got a room and an exotic one at that.

I was still thinking if this was a VVIP room when he lift my gown and takes it off.

I suddenly fumbled to cover my breast but he grabs my hands and whispered.

"Perfect" as he gaze at my two bare round balloon peaches.

He started kissing my neck down to my chest while his hands playfully stroke my inner thigh.

"Please..I.." I tried to say something but my words were drown in my own moans, I couldn't figure what was happening to me, this emotions is so foreign, I've never experienced them before, his warm wet tongue glides between my breast before he reaches my nipples and sucked down on it hard.

I twitch and turn in his hold, my core giving me an unbearable throb, he leads me from the armchair to the large family size bed as he continues kissing me.

I moan against his lips as the alcohol seems to be blocking my senses, I'm still in a hot daze with his hot kisses when I hear a tear of a foil, I looked up at him and realized he was already naked and so was I.

My eyes nearly fall out of it socket as I gaze down at his huge d*ck.

This would not go inside of me.

I should get up and run, the voice in my head kept screaming at me but my body refuse to respond as I continue staring at him.

Minute later he puts the condom on himself and I felt him tearing my walls down.

It's was so painful that tears gush out of my eyes. Why did I do this?

"What the F*ck Tabitha, you're bleeding!"

He sounded so startled and I felt him try to remove himself from my cage but I held him back.

"Why didn't you tell me you were a virgin?"

I wipe the tears away from my face, "it's fine" I said gritting my teeth.

I didn't know why but he raised his hands to my face and wipe some more tears away, then he leaned in to my ears and whispered, "the pain would go away soon" he started kissing me gently before moving again so slowly, he would give me a break to catch up, till I got use to his intrusion.

I could not describe enough of what I felt, I was in the paramount of my greatest emotion that I have never thought I could experience, I soar higher in ectasy as I felt something build up inside my core.

I could hear my labored breath with his ragged breathing, as he takes me higher with his slow and passionate pace.

"Tabitha...I..." Dennis stuttered and groaned before the shattering peak of our moment, he growls as his breathing rapidly increases and he buried his face on the crook of my neck, I felt my eyes dropping and I fell into a deep oblivion slumber.