Ako Na Lang Ulit Novels & Stories

Pag-uulit niya. Naka ilang ulit na siya sa sinasabi pero hindi pa din ako gumagalaw. Nakatitig pa din ako sa kanya, specifically sa labi niya na mapupula at parang malambot kung hahalikan. Fuck! What am I thinking? Ang halay! He snapped his fingers in front of me. ‘Yun lang ang tanging nakapagpabalik sa akin sa realidad. Kahit nagtataka ako ay inialis ko na lang.

Nakakunot-noo kong pag-uusisa. Naramdaman ko rin ang biglaang pananakit ng ulo ko nang subukan kong umupo sa isang kama. Nasalat kong muli ang unan na hinigaan ko at doon ko napagtantong basa nga ito. Umiyak ba 'ko habang natutulog? "Mukhang nanaginip ka ng masama hija. Nais mo ba itong pag-usapan?" tanong niya sa akin .

Ashoss Tumayo ako at nilapitan silang dalawa. "Jollibee, Jollibee umutot si Jollibee pumunta ng Cr, ang sabi ng utot niya prttt prrt!" "Sebiala tama na'yan." "Ate te- Tinakpan ko ang bibig niya at binuhat. "Kumakain ang mga tao rito tapos utot ang kinakanta niyong dalawa. Balik sa upuan mga makulit."

Masakit, nakakapagod pero maganda. Parang tula... 'yung tipong kahit maraming sugat, gusto mo pa ring ulitin. Only The Young can run... ────────────────────────────────────────────────────

Ana said sounding all excited " I know that your motto is, to get over a man, you must get under another, but Ana, i ned to be getting under my work and not another man" Riley said " in fact, i may just be off men for now" " Cool, you can be on women" Ana said and let out a giggle " You can still joke about my predicament??, girl bye" Riley said and tried to end the call " wait" Ana sharply inputed " I'm sorry, i just wanted to lighten up your mood, i can't even begin to imagine how you must be feeling right now but, i'm ready to do anything to make sure you get better, i promise"

Buong maghapon ko inisip iyon. Maghapon ko inalala ang apelyido niya at kung paanong paraan ulit magtatagpo ang landas namin para naman mapasalamatan ko siya. "Cafeteria nalang tayo, for sure wala masyadong tao dun..." pag-aya ni Lulu. "Bakit? Laro ba ng basketball ngayon o volleyball naman?" "Ng football."

I stare at the ceiling again, just like last night, except this time I know exactly where he is and somehow that makes it harder to sleep. I tell myself I’m getting over him and repeat the darn thing over and over to myself telling my self it almost sounds true.

Good humor reigned in the cabin with Derek and Oliver side by side, there was something to laugh about, I assure you. It's been almost 4 months since we were all together, my brother Mike, Derek, Ernest, Igor, Oliver, and Zadiste in a sense they too are my brothers, my brothers in arms. - ...... guys, we haven't yet chosen which club we're going to sleep in this evening. - for once you say something sensible Derek..... Oliver started before being cut off by Igor who was driving - I think the box will wait a little bit, he said before stopping the car and taking him down.

I stare at my computer screen as the thin line blinks for me to start typing. My heart is beating a mile a minute and my head is on a rampage. I shut my eyes tight and take a deep breath to keep myself from going crazy. In and out. And then it starts, just as I remember it. The words slip through my fingers like a song I know all too well. One word after the other, never ending. It's been so long that the feeling is so alien. I missed this.

sagot ng kanyang ina. "so gaano kayo katagal dito, sana naman magtagal kayo. para naman magkasama pa tayo ng matagal. it's been a long time since we get together. " malambing niyang wika sa ina. "huling pagkikita natin nagkaroon pa tayo nang pagtatalo."