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♡VIRANICA POV♡ days are passing I'm not feeling any discomfort here they're taking care of me like I'm princess moreover I'm hating myself because I'm letting another guy to touch me but why I'm not able to push him I'm becoming insane with him why I'm liking his company with me what exactly my stupid heart is thinking why he entered into my life to ruin my life like this isn't it enough of my suffering I throwed the bedsheet away and throwed every toy I broken the playstation I'm hell angry I'm angry on my self

- Miyuki pointed out clearly. - No, it's just...- Aoi sighed heavily, closing his eyes slightly for a moment.- I don't know, this guy irritates me whenever I see his face on TV. I don't know, maybe I envy him the opinion of Mr. Perfect or something...- he shrugged his shoulders, resignedly. - Really? I thought you liked being the rebel.- Miyuki answered slightly surprised, and looked at him a bit suspiciously, because his explanation did not quite convince her.

“Kaya nakakatakot kapag hindi kami nag-aaway. Kasi pakiramdam ko, baka bukas may bigla na lang dumating. Tapos hirap ka na umahon.” Napalunok ako. Itinago ko sa isang marahang ngiti ang patuloy na pag-iisip. “You’re overthinking, Ayrecel.” “Hindi a. Iyon ang kinatatakutan kong mangyari. Ang biglaang agawin sa akin ang kasiyahang minsan lang mapasakin.”

Sinamaan niya ako ng tingin at inirapan pagkaraan. "I change my mind. You're not a bully in your past life, you're a terrorist." natawa naman ako sa komento nito saka tumayo. Nakapamulsang iginala ko ang mata ko sa buong silid at naupo sa desk niya. "You'll surely fail if you won't do anything."

"at hindi dito sa utak ko so will you stop acting like I had some psychological issues right now or I was even in delirious because I wasn't. You know joking isn't my habit!" "Ahh.. So anong gusto mong mangyari ngayon, that I'd obediently listen to you and believe that? Sino bang gago ang basta-basta nalang maghahalik because with that absurd reason you have? Just someone na katulad mo. And I don't want that answer---" "But that was my answer! Wala na'kong ibang maisip na sagot para sa tanong na'yon and that's that! I just feel like kissing you and stop treating me like I had gone crazy."

It certainly looked very strange to Keenan. "Why am I so sad? Geez Keenan, wake up! You should be happy because there won't be any more crazy girls who keep bothering you." Keenan looked quite frustrated with his current thoughts. He was upset because he felt sorry for the girl he hated so much. "Akh! That stupid girl is really driving me crazy!" he shouted. Not wanting to get lost in his thoughts for too long, Keenan decided to go to a place that could make him relieve his fatigue.

Akiko murmured. "Huh? Unhealthy how? Do you want to kill him or torture him?" Kyoko, sticking to her favorite genre, suggested something gruesome. "Do I seem like a psychopath to you after all the time we’ve been friends?" Akiko grumbled. "This is your fault for not explaining in detail! What do you mean by unhealthy thoughts?" Kyoko inquired, her tone softening as Akiko sighed several times, a clear sign of deep anxiety. "I'm thinking about him in ways that I shouldn't. I shouldn't be thinking about him like that. I shouldn’t..."

Everyone buzzed with excitement today. New year. New hopes. New faces. Even two new students were joining their batch—a boy and a girl. Eddy told himself he didn’t care. Yet, deep down, he wished the new girl would be her. He didn’t know what he would say if she stood in front of him. Didn’t know how he would react. People feared Karma. Called it a bitch. He didn’t believe in it. You make a mistake, you apologize, you fix it, and that should be enough. So how could Karma come back to haunt you?

Tama. Why am I overthinking about this? It's not like he has a motive, Thea. He just wants to be friends with you! I dropped the cellphone on my study table to stop from overthinking, but I quickly turn to my phone when it beep again. Inis Kong kinuha iyon. From: Kuya Kiel I just want to. Hiningi niya sa akin eh.😆 Ganun nalang yun?! dahil lang sa gusto niya without asking my permission?!

Because he was thinking that way, maybe it will make the world better for everyone that he meet in his life. Hikari says to Ageru "Dumb, all of you. Dumb. Why are you helping me all this time? I never ask any of you to do that." Akaru goes to Hikari. he asks Hikari "Then, Why are you calling us your friends if we can't help you. even if it's just little things?" Hikari never expects to hear that from them. because they never say something like that before. Hikari also never thinks that they care about him.