Bakit Nais Ni Bugan Na Mamatay Novels & Stories

Hindi ko pa rin maintindihan ang dahilan ng nanay ko, kung bakit kailangan niyang itago sa akin ang bagay na iyon. "Paano kung oo, sasama ka sa kanya?" Tila nag aalangan na sabi ni mama. Nangunot naman ang noo ko, kaya ba niya itinago at ayaw niyang pag-usapan namin dahil baka kunin ako ni Mr. Buenavista? "B-Bakit naman kailangan na umabot sa ganoon, mama?" Nahihirapang wika ko.

My memory is blurred. Natigil ako sa pag-iisip ng maalala ang pinag-awayan nila mama at kuya kanina. Paano kung iyon ang sinasabi ni mama na memorya na hindi ko naaalala. What if ... what if there was an important event that day that I can no longer remember. It's possible right? Kumalabog ang puso ko sa takot. Pero may parte pa din sa akin na gustong maalala kung ano man ang sinasabi ni kuya na nangyari.

"Grabe ka naman. Hindi ko naman inakalang hihimatayin ako kagabi. Sana ginising mo ako para nakauwi ako agad o kaya sana hinayaan mo na lang ako doon sa sahig— "At kapag namatay ka doon, ako ang lalabas na killer. You should be thankful that I let you sleep in my condo. Pero kapag naulit pa 'yun, malalagot ka talaga sa'kin, Bakery girl." Nanlaki ang mga mata ko sa sinabi niya at sa tawag niya sa 'kin. Ang lakas yata ng tama nito sa ulo. Dinugo lang ang ilong, mamamatay na agad? May namamatay ba sa gano'n?

I smiled at him painfully. "Bakit hindi mo po sinabi sa amin?" tanong niya. "Why would I tell you? My birthday is a curse." I chuckled without humor. "You're wrong Miss. God gave you a chance to live for another year because he have a lot of plans for you." he said softly. "Alam mo po ba, noong namatay si Mama, sinisi ko 'yung kapatid ko kung bakit siya namatay but Kuya Benjamin made me realize that it was wrong." he stopped and took a deep breath.

"Don't worry. It will pass. He just thought of an unpleasant moment." "Margaret, tell me, what happened to his mother? I asked her. "I don't think I'm the one to tell you this." "Richard won't tell me. I want to know so I can get to know him better. Please tell me." She sighed. "Some of Richard's enemies killed her, Laura." she told me. "Richard tried to do something, but he couldn't save her.." "But ... how did it happen?" I couldn't believe it. "One day he came home and didn't find her. He only found a videotape next to her bed." she sighed again. "He released it ... and he had to watch his mother cry for help...."