Break My Mind Lyrics Novels & Stories

I yelled. With that, the car sped off in the distance. I started walking down the dark dirt road not knowing where I was. I plugged in my earphones and tried to block out my fear. Mrs. Potato head by Melanie Martinez Started to play. 'If you weren't born with it you can Buy a couple ornaments. Just be sure to read The warning kids, cause pretty soon you'll be Bored of it.' I sang along as tears started to form in my eyes. Yeah I told him to let me out but he didn't actually have to do it. And the worst part is. He didn't even care if I were to be gone.

I sat in the empty boardroom, my mind numb as the magnitude of my defeat settled in. The room that had once been the battlefield of my ambitions now felt like a tomb, cold and desolate. I couldn’t remember how long I had been sitting there, staring at the table where moments before, my entire world had come crashing down.

*singing* Why is it so hard for you To properly See me trying I get shocked to see How much I get hurt because of you My days are a struggle Even my dreams are painful If it was you How would it be If these crazy days became yours If you break down as much as me Will you know? All the pain that fills me To the point where my heart is about to explode How much I want you If it was you I would just love me If you break down as much as me Will you know?

But I thought he likes me,I thought he cared I slump my self on the floor as I start crying,how stupid of me,I thought he will love me back,I thought he would see me as his woman but guess I was wrong, he won't like me,he never see me that way coz I'm not Safeenah. How dare you woman! How dare you keep the man I'm in love with?! I keep crying till sleepiness took over me ****

This city's gonna break my heart She's always gonna break your heart, oh I remember mornings when my head didn't hurt And I remember nights when art didn't feel like work She wakes up at noon and she's out 'til three She leaves her perfume all over me But I remember mornings when my head didn't hurt Oh, this city's gonna break my heart (it's gonna break my heart) This city's gonna love me then leave me alone This city's got me chasing stars (got me chasing stars) It's been a couple of months since I felt like I'm home (oh) Am I getting closer to knowing where I belong? This city's gonna break my heart She's always gonna break your heart Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, oh Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh, o

I think it's Arcade. A broken heart is all that's left I'm still fixing all the cracks Lost a couple of pieces when I carried it, carried it, carried it home I'm afraid of all I am (oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) My mind feels like a foreign land (oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) Silence ringing inside my head (oh, oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) Please, carry me, carry me, carry me home

Maybe I'm dead and everything I see and hear are illusions of my past life, regrets and broken promises made. Was this where I made my peace? I'm content and confused but all in all this was my life even if I didn't get to live it on my own terms. Rain clouds come to play, again Has no one told you she's not breathing? Hello, I'm your mind, Giving you someone to talk to... Hello.... If I smile and don't believe Soon I'll know I'll wake from this dream Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken Hello, I'm the lie living for you

You know I'm tryna spend some time, yeah I'm tryna do a little mind fuckin' You gon' love it, baby, tell me do you mind Me fuckin' with your mind? One more time, one more time So do you mind, baby If we could do a little mind fuckin'? Let's discuss it, let me touch it, get inside Do you mind if I fuck your pretty little mind? Mind fuckin' Oh, we mind fuckin', yeah

I wanted to stop the song but she held my hand as she sang along, “So broken, so broken Sometimes I fall down low And I got nowhere else to go I hide myself don't let it show But you find me Sometimes when the day goes by I missed it cause all I did was cry You always know the reason why You know me You always got the words that never let me down, let me down Always me me laugh somehow You tell don't worry, when I've done wrong It's something I will never know how you could love someone So broken so right cause all I've ever wanted was a little paradise,”

Now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep If I shall die before I 'wake I pray the Lord my soul to take I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind They talk shit, but I love it every time And I realize I've tasted blood and it is sweet I've had the rug pulled beneath my feet I've trusted lies and trusted men Broke down and put myself back together again Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger I've pinched my skin in between my two fingers And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors "Come on, little lady, give us a smile" No, I ain't got nothin' to smile about I got no