Can't Let You Go 소설 & 이야기

Sebastian was the chaos she didn’t know how to handle. She looked away, struggling to find the right words. "I don’t know if I can just… let go," she confessed, her voice cracking slightly. "I don’t know if I can let this take over everything. My career, my independence—it’s all I have. I can’t just throw it away for something that might not even work."

natatawa na sabi niya at umiling ako. "It can't be!" sigaw ng isang bahagi ng utak ko. "Stop joking around. It can't be! There must be another reason why. You know that I don't, I can't and will never be in a committed relationship. The word love is such a strong description. I like her but I don't think-," sabi ko pero may alinlangan at straight na inubos ko ang laman ng baso.

Not this time. I won't let you go, Leila... Hindi ako aalis nang hindi kita kasama.

I sprang up the bed and grabbed my coat hanging on the rack. "Saan po kayo pupunta Sir?", paghabol niya sa akin? "Let's go back to that damned building." I said as I rushed my steps out of my room. "I want my eighty-eight million back!" "What do you mean she's gone?" My voice echoed in the hallway. "W-we are t-terribly sorry S-sir." Nagsusumamong tugon ng staff who's accomodating me at the moment. "What do you plan to do about this? Hahayaan niyo nalang bang ganito?" Nakapamewang kong saad habang magkasalubong ang mga kilay.

Sunod-sunod itong tumango. “Let it go, let it go! Can’t hold it back anymore. Let it go, let it go! Turn away and slam the door.” Sa puntong iyon ay sinabayan na siya ni Kaia kahit pa nga mali-mali ang lyrics nito. May pagkumpas pa ang mga kamay nito at ginagaya ang karakter sa movie. “Galing, Mama! Galing!” Pumalakpak si Kaia pagkatapos nilang kumanta.

I'm getting weaker. "Sometimes, letting go is part of loving, Arabella. Hindi lang si Storm ang pwede mong mahalin. Alam mo rin na no'ng una pa lang, mali na ang kasal n'yo. Marriage needs love and happiness, not hatred and pain. Let go, Geneviève Arabella. It's time for you to let go." Hindi ako nakapagsalita at nanatili lang nakayakap kay Queenie. I hate to think about it, but she's right.

Pero ano pa nga ba ang magagawa niya, siya na mismo ang lumayo,siya na mismo ang humingi ng kalayaan niya. Hibdi naman siya ganun kadamot. Para ipagkait dito ang kalayaan na gusto niya. Sabi nga sa isang kanta, " when you love someone you gonna learn to let them go," isang bagay na npakahirap sanang gawin. Saka na lang niya namalayan na ubos na pala ang iniinom niya. Ano pa nga ba. Kailangan na niyang umuwi. Uuwi nanaman siya ng lasing.

Ang mga yakap niya na nagbibigay ng lakas sa akin, ngayon ay naging kahinaan ko na rin. "Promise me, you'll wait." "Promise." The hardest part of letting go is the one you never wanted, but is needed. It's hard to swallow the truth but people usually grow apart from each other—and that's the saddest part of growth, but we need to accept it.

“Let you go?” Bahagya nitong itinaas ang kanyang baba. “Listen carefully.” Nagtagpo ang kanilang mga mata. “I will never let you go.” May kung anong nakakabinging obsesyon sa ilalim ng kanyang tingin. “Not in this lifetime.” Pinilit nitong itaas ang kanyang mukha. At tumama ang kanyang madidilim na mata sa nag-aalab na galit ni Vanessa.

“Don’t argue. I’m serious. I’ll wait until you’re ready, but I won’t change my mind. I’ll never let you go again.” Natahimik siya. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang nasa isip niya, pero hindi ko na rin pinilit.