Can't Let You Go Mga Nobela at Kwento

I can't feel the pain in my feet because of the car accident. The day she left me, pakiramdam ko nawalan ako ng buhay. I can't do anything but to watch her leave on the country. I don't have any idea where they go, I want tos stop her but I also want to gave her what she want. She wants me out of her life but I can't bibigyan ko siya ng sapat na oras para makapag isip.

Kailangan nang mag-let go kasi ayaw na ng isa. Hindi naman kasi puwede na kakapit ako kahit ang totoo, wala na akong makakapitan. Pinunasan ko ang luha sa aking mata at saka hinaplos ang tiyan ko. Natatakot ako na baka may masamang mangyari sa baby ko.

At least sa pribado. Napakalinaw ng sinabi niya kagabi. Pero hindi ko matiis ang ideya na tinatrato siya ng gagong iyon nang ganoon. Hindi. Ko. Matiis. Hindi ako pwedeng manood lang at walang gawin. Hindi ko kaya. “Then you best let it go.” “Not possible. Pero hindi ko naman kailangan makialam para iparamdam ang presensya ko.”

I finally found the courage to ask. Imbes na sagutin agad ang tanong ko, ibinaba niya ang kaniyang tingin sa hawak niyang kamay ko, saka niya iyon pinatakan ng halik. Fuck! Napamura na lang ako sa isip. “I’m sorry, but I can’t promise to just let you go even if you don’t want me,” sambit niya, mababa pa rin ang kaniyang tono. “The only thing I can promise is that... I’ll let you leave my side, but that doesn’t mean I’ll stop watching over you.”

“You want the truth, right? Well, this is the truth. Hear this. The guy wants you out of his life. The guy wants you gone. The guy wants nothing when it comes to you. He doesn’t want you, anymore, so leave him. Let him go. I’m telling you all these because I’m also a girl. Yes, it’s hard to lose a man but it’s way harder to lose yourself in the process while chasing the guy who wants you out of his life. Leave. Let go. Walk away. For yourself. Huwag mo na siyang habulin. That’s a desperate move na, girl.” I know she’s telling me all these to let him go, so that things would go according to Robert’s plan, but what plan does he have in the first place? I’m sure ay wala pa siya ni isang plano a

Umalis ako sa puwestong iyon, napahawak ako sa dibdib ko at tuluyan na pumunta sa banyo. Hindi ka dapat mag-beg sa taong alam mong hindi naman sigurado sa'yo. If you feel na hindi ka valuable and worth it para sa taong iyon, you should let it go. Dahil habang pinaparamdam niyang wala kang kuwenta, nawawalan ka ng respeto sa sarili mo. Letting go is one of the hardest things to figure out in life. As your emotions usually cloud your logic, and because your feelings make it harder for you to concentrate, it seems like the art of letting go can be confusing and complicated.

Hindi man niya sa akin nahanap ang future na gusto niya at kung nasaan siya ngayon, atleast naman nagkaroon parin ito ng pagkakataon na matagpuan iyon sa iba. Because in our life, sometimes the only reason we won't let go of what is making us sad is that it was the only thing that made us happy. Pero minsan din, the happiest moments in life is when you find the courage to let go of what you can't change. And there is no point in holding on to someone who has already let you go and move on.

I said, na agad niyang ikinatungo. “Don’t explain, let’s go? Let’s fvcking leave.” Yaya ni Artemis sa akin. Hindi ako nagsalita at bumuntunghininga na lang din ako. Dahil alam ko naman na imposible ang pag-alis ngayon. “Huminahon muna kayo, okay?” Uno said again.

pero umaasa pa rin akong sasabihin niyang mahal pa rin niya ako. "I do Kyle... I do love you...", she said and it gave me hope in my heart. But the next thing she said destroyed all the hope that was building in my heart. "But that love is beginning to fade away... The love I have for you is starting to fade away... all I know now is I don't want to be with you anymore. I just don't so you need to let me go Kyle." Let her go? Can I even do that? No... I know I can't. I can never let her go...

Pero ito na naman ako. "Does he miss me too? the way I miss him? o k-kahit hindi na sa katulad ng pag-kamiss ko sa kaniya, k-kahit iyong maisip na lang niya ako ay sapat na para sa akin. I love Rozzean so much, Luther, but this love would ruin me." "And I can't lose myself..." "That's why I am giving up. I will let him go."