Romans & histoires Can't Let You Go

The bitterness is slowly coming back. "Yeah, but didn't you also say that it depends on the person?" I seemed to be weakened by what he said. clenching my fist. I'm trying to stabilize my knees that are weak now. "B--But didn't you also say, that you don't depend? It's up to you whether you destroy or want to leave ---"

So please stay. Napapikit ako nang maisip ang mga gusto kong sabihin kay Frost pero lahat ng yun ay hindi ko naisatinig. Pinutol ko ang tinginan naming dalawa. Agad kong pinunasan ang mga luhang lumalandas sa aking pisngi. "You can go now" humihikbi kong sabi kay Frost na hindi siya tinitignan. This is the right thing to do Jez..... sometimes loving means letting go......

"I can't talk to him, I feel that If I hear his explanation it would bring me tears. It also my fault anyway-" "Wag mong hahayaan patuloy kang sirain ng nakaraan mo, kapag patuloy mong inisip mga nangyari sa'yo aba'y hindi ka talaga makaka-usad niyan. Learn to let go sa mga bagay na tapos na, promise magiging masaya ka pagkatapos niyan."

Nanggagalaiti na rinig ko mula kay Scarlet. Napakagat naman ako ng labi. Paano ba naman kasi ako makakawala mula rito? I am trying to break free from Cayden pero ayaw naman akong pakawalan nito. So kasalan ko ba talaga? Hindi ba niya nakikita si Cayden? "Let go of me." Inis na saad ko rito dahil pakiramdam ko ano man oras, susugurin na talaga ako ni Scarlet.

Nag-seselos ako, nasasaktan ako. I wanted to pull Joshua away from that stage at ako ang pumalit na sana... ako yung nasa pwesto nya. Ako yung gumagawa ng mga bagay na yan para kay Steff. At that very moment, it hits me. No matter how many times I say... No matter how hard I try... I can't. I can't let go of Steff... Hindi ko kayang bitawan sya. Teary eyed, I felt like I was about to collapse.

Hindi ko man lang napansin na basa na pala iyon ng luha ko, masyadong masakit sa akin na isiping malapit na ang kinatatakutan ko na mangyari. “I… I don’t think I can let you go.” Nanginginig ang boses ko habang mariin na pinikit ang aking mata, dinama ko ang init ng kulubot niyang kamay na nakahawak sa aking pisngi. “You need to learn how to let go, Lorain.” Bulong niya, “mawala man ako, alam mo hindi ko ginusto na iwan ka mag-isa. Alam ko na kaya mo, kakayanin mo ulit.”

Not take me instead. Just: I want to live. Jun smiled. “Good,” he said. “Then go back.” I looked at him. “Can’t you?” His smile faltered. “What?” “Can’t you go back instead?” I asked. “Marisol needs you. Miro needs you. Caelan—” “No,” Jun said, gently but firmly. “But—” “I want to,” he admitted. “God knows I want to. But I’ve been gone too long. If I return, too much breaks. Memories. Grief. The case. Dario. Everything.”

Niyakap ko siya nang mahigpit. This time, I don't wanna let him go. Not now, not again. Vote. Comment. Follow.

“Ako na.” Gustohin man niyang tumanggi pero nakalapit na si Dylan. “Sometimes you have to let go things that are no longer yours. Because keeping them may hurt you.” Sana nga ganoon kadali. Eh, iyong simpleng pagbukas nga ng zipper kanina hindi niya magawa iyon pa kaya. “..and even those people around it.” May punto ito. Sino ba ang may gusto sa nangyari? Ang unfair lang. Siya iyong nasaktan pero siya iyong lumalabas na mali.

"Let me go!" "Where do you think you're going, huh?" "Ano bang paki mo? Just let me go. Someone's waiting for me." "Did you really think na hahayaan kitang tumakas ngayong gabi?" I know he wasn't going to let me! Pero ipipilit ko pa rin! "Now, let's go back inside," may pinalidad niyang sabi. Sa tingin niya ba ay susunod ako sa kanya? No way!