Can't Let You Go Mga Nobela at Kwento

I'll give up. ~~~~

Run away, run away, run away Let go I got a feeling that it's time to let go I say so I knew that this was doomed from the get go You thought that it was special, special But it was just the sex though, the sex though And I still hear the echoes (the echoes) I got a feeling that it's time to let it go Let it go Seasons change and our love went cold Feed the flame 'cause we can't let go Run away, but we're running in circles Run away, run away I dare you to do something I'm waiting on you again So I don't take the blame Run away, but we're running in circles Run away, run away, run away Maybe you don't understand what I'm going through It's only me, what you got to lose? Make up your mind, te

"okay okay, I'm sorry alright? it's just that, sometimes things got out from our control and what we can do is to simply let it go." "Anong let it go let it go ang pinagsasabi mo? nasa frozen ka ba friend? at saka asan na ba ang pesteng Ulap na iyon at ng masampolan ko naman ng upper cat at flying kick?!" sabi niya na umastang may susugurin at tinaas niya pa ang manggas ng polo niya. "loko ka, magtigil ka nga. don't mind him okay? wala na rin namang magagawa dahil aalis na rin naman ako." mahinang sabi ko.

Isang malaking boltahe ng kuryente ang dumalay sa katawan ko ng hawakan niya ang balikat ko. "To let go does not mean to get rid of. To let go means to let be. When we let be with compassion, things come and go on their own. Always remember that." Ichan's words play on my mind. Napa-iling nalang ako at nagpatuloy sa paglalakad. Hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pang kalimutan si Kier. Gusto ko, pero hindi ko alam kung kaya ko ba. Huminto ako sa malaking fountain malapit sa labas ng University. Umupo ako doon at pinanood ang mga ilang estudyanteng dumadaan sa harap ko. Karamihan sa kanila ay nginingitian ako.

"You don't need to do that." "Kailangan kung susubok kang magloko. And from now on, hindi ka aalis ng wala ako. If I'm busy o kung wala man ako sa bansa. You are not allowed to go out." "Ha? Hindi ako aso para ikulong mo."

“Niki, I love you. I really do….” “I know, Kade. I know. But you can’t force me to love you the way you want, right?” “No, I can’t. I just can’t!” “We’ll all have our peace if you do it. You need to let go. I’ve always been honest with you.”

“Please, marry me.” Masyado siyang na-speechless. Kinakabahan ito at naaawa sa binata. Hindi niya ito kayang saktan pero wala naman siyang ibang choice. That their love story ended this way. Masakit ngunit kailangan nila ‘yon na tanggapin. Na minsan sa buhay ng tao may dadating na kahit gaano mo pa sila ka mahal. You have to let it go. It’s not for your best but for them, because they deserve the happiness that you can’t give.

Napasinghap ako. Hindi ako makagalaw. “Freya…” Mahina. Delikado. “Say you’ll walk away.” Nanlaki ang mga mata ko. “What?” “Say you’ll leave me.” Mas mababa. Mas madilim. “At I’ll let you go.” Tahimik. Mabigat. Imposible. Dahil kahit alam kong dapat— hindi ko kaya. “Say it.” Bulong niya.

They couldn't change that fact. "I'm sorry, Hannah, we can't go to Boracay. Something came up." "It's okay, Nate." She smiled reassuringly. Gumanti ito ng ngiti pero alam niyang pilit iyon.

“lam mong hindi mo ako kayang ikulong habang-buhay. Please, let me go. I want a divorce.” Tumitig si West sa kanya, ang mga mata niyang madilim at hindi mabasa. “I can let you go,” aniya sa malamig, mababang tinig. “But can you promise not to go abroad?”