Romans & histoires Confused In Love

Napakalakas talaga ng charisma ng isang ‘to eh kaso napapatungan ng pagiging masungit. Napabuntong-hininga na lang ako sa aking iniisip at iwasan na ang pagtitig sa kanya. Hindi ako mai-inlove sa isang lalaking niya dahil may ibang nagmamay-ari ng puso ko kundi si Zen. "Ganyan ka na ba talaga ka-inlove sa akin noh?" Muntik na akong mabilaukan sa sinabi niya. Hayan nanaman siya, hindi ko alam kung may bipolar disorder ang isang ‘to.

Wasak na wasak na ito at hindi niya alam kung makakayanan pa ba niyang buoin ito sa kabila ng mga salitang parang patalim na tumatama direkta sa kaniyang dibdib. Umatras ng isang hakbang si Anastasia. Humigpit ang kaniyang pagka-kahawak sa kaniyang pouch habang patuloy sa paghikbi. Tigmak ng luha ang kaniyang mga mata habang nakatingin sa kaniyang asawa na ngayon ay halos hindi na niya makilala. “I will never regret loving you, Fred. But I think, being separated will make our lives more peaceful and fine.”

May nakakabit na ilaw sa bawat puno at naliligiran ng iba't ibang uri ng halaman. Nawala ang paghanga niya nang matanaw ang hinahanap na lalaki, may kausap ito. Humakbang siya palapit sa mga ito pero maingat, walang tunog ang bawat hakbang niya. Ayaw niyang makabulilyaso sa kung anuman ang pinag-uusapan ng dalawa. Nakakubli ang dalawa sa hindi nasisinagan ng ilaw kaya nama'y hindi pansin ang mga ito. Nagkubli siya sa punong naroroon. "Alam kong ako pa rin ang mahal mo, Tyler. Ganoon din ako. Mahal kita. Pinilit lang ako ni Victor. I'm sorry sa nagawa ko sa iyo. Please, give me a second chance!"

"What the fuck? Nathaniel! You son of a bitch! Why did you kiss me? Am I a joke to you? What are you doing to me? Damn! I'm so confused. What's wrong with me? Shit!" Right after that sentence, my heart started to lose control. I questioned myself and cursed loudly. I think my emotions and my brain have a problem. Nathaniel then moved his hands which were previously on my shoulder, and moved to hold my cheek. He then forced me to look at him, not allowing me to look elsewhere. "Calm down. You know, people say that confusion is a sign of being in love." BOOM TANGINA. "Gago ka talaga!" I hit him.

She listened. Now she's really confused. Did she really love him or was she just overwhelmed because he's Wregan Leath, the most beautiful man in her dreams. Love? Well she doesn't know how to define it anymore. Isa lang naman ang alam niya sa love. It can be good and evil, you choose. It feels great to be bad There is no way I am going back Now the pain is for motivation Because there is nothing that can be measured The affliction of the feeling makes me yearn for more

Carlo's voice held a note of frustration as he tried to break through Stefan's daze. Stefan, in a haze of alcohol-induced thoughts, turned bleary eyes towards Carlo. "But what if she did send me flowers, Carlo? Do I ever make the right decisions? Why does this ache in my chest persist? I miss her, but we were always at odds, and sometimes, I question if she's truly the person I fell in love with," Stefan's words slurred slightly as he wrestled with his inner demons.

“Huwag na huwag mo akong tatawaging wifey!” Ngumisi si Louie. “Bakit? Wifey naman talaga kita, diba?” Nagsalubong ang kilay ni Klarise. “Sa papel lang! Kaya huwag kang mag-ilusyon!” Napahagikgik si Louie. “Denial is the first stage of love, Klarise.” Nag-init ang tenga ni Klarise. “Ang kapal talaga ng mukha mo! Saan mo nakuha ang confidence mo?”

He's curious and got hooked with the story she tells. Suminghot muna si Kriesha ng ilang beses sa panyo na ibinigay sa kaniya ng asawa. He's stilling hugging her, not letting her go. "No, I-I mean... He loves her, but he was confused." Binalingan ulit ng pansin ni Tres ang asawa and this time, he looked straight to her eyes. "How they got married if the guy wasn't sure of her?" He believes that all movies are light and not this heavy, but because it made his wife cry, he wanna know the details.

I am fucking frustrated that we are both trapped and helpless, sa isang bagay na ginawa namin na lalo lamang na nagpagulo ngayon sa sitwasyon namin na dalawa. "Lust is different from love, Kenji. I may be lusting after you, but I love my boyfriend enough to stand firm with my decision. If you love Ica as much as you say you do, stop this foolishness, Kenji. Hindi makakatulong ang ginagawa mo na pagpipilit sa akin sa pagbawi mo sa asawa mo."

Sabi nga ng korean singers na TWICE, What is love? What is love? Every day, I felt love only in the movies Or in books or dramas Mmm, that’s how I learned love My heart kept racing as if it was my story My heart was pounding and fluttering Mmm, I’m so curious, I’m going crazy Ooh, someday Will these things happen to me too? When will that be? Who will it be? I wanna know, they say it’s sweet like candy I wanna know, they say it feels like flying