Paranoid Love Novels & Stories

Nanghihina ako nang pumantay sa 'kin at punong puno ng pagnanasa sa pareho naming mata. "Ahh...!" magkasabay naming bigkas, nag umpisa na ang marahan niyang labas masok sa loob ko. Pareho kaming napahalingh*ng sa sarap. "F*ck! my love...Uhm.." Wika namin na sabay at ang pasabog namin pareho. Pawisan na hinihingal sa ibabaw ko. Isang h*lik sa noo at agad inalis niya sa loob ko.

Drew snapped back angrily, "Please, Mika. Stop that foolishness! You know Kiara is my girlfriend, and I love her!" "What? You love her? Seriously? Why did you agree to what happened between us last night? You don't really love her, Drew. Admit it, you had a good time last night, right? I can be your perfect girlfriend, Drew. Leave Kiara and I swear, you won't regret it." Mika exclaimed. "Shut up, Mik! Can you hear yourself? You deserve someone else. Don't mess with Kiara and me. She's the only woman I'll ever love and marry," Drew said seriously.

Ngumiti siya ng tipid. Kanina lang ay hirap siyang mag-isip ng dahilan kung paano niya ito iiwan. At ngayon eto na nga, may dumating ng rason pero bakit ang bigat ng pakiramdam niya? Para siyang sinasakal sa sakit lalo pa't napagtanto niyang kaya siya nito sinabihan ng 'I love you' kanina dahil narito pala ang babaeng ito. Kahit hindi na ito mag-explain, alam naman niyang wala talagang nangyari dahil halata namang ayaw nito sa babaeng 'to. Kaya nga siya ginagamit di ba? Alam naman niya simula pa lang na 'yon talaga ang plano nito kahit hindi sabihin sa kanya. Maglalakad na sana siya papuntang kwarto para mag-ayos ng gamit pero agad na hinawakan ni Kade ang kamay niya para pigilan.

I have to pamper him because I know for sure that he will lose so I have to find time to console him before it happens. "Clear blue water High tide came and brought you in And I could go on and on, on and on, and I will Skies grew darker Currents swept you out again And you were just gone and gone, gone and gone.” The song resonating in our ears is "This Love." by the one and only artist that I am crazy about and Nathaniel knows so well... “In silent screams In wildest dreams I never dreamed of this This love is good This love is bad This love is alive back from the dead, oh, oh, oh

Kahit na malakas ang tunog ng pagputok ng fireworks ay mas dumagungdong ang boses ko sa rooftop. He shook his head and refused to get up. “Gusto mo bang luhuran kita para mapatawad mo lang ako? G-Gagawin ko, I love you and I regret all the bad things I've done before. Gusto ko lang mapatunayan na mahal na mahal kita and I know that I don't deserve your love but–”

“Mukhang close kayo.” Nagtaas siya ng kilay. “Eh ano naman?” Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero lalo akong nainis. “Is he in love with you?” Nanlaki ang mata niya. “What?!” Napangiwi ako sa reaksyon niya. Bakit parang imposible para sa kanya ‘yon? “Ano bang iniisip mo, Liam?” Natawa siya. “Masyado kang paranoid.”

Napalunok ako at binagsak na lamang ang tingin ko sa lamesa dahil ayokong salubungin ang tingin na itinapon niya sa 'kin. I heard that guy chuckled dahil sa inasta ko when he glanced at me. Nakagat ko pa ang pang-ibaba kong labi dahil sa kahihiyan! What's so funny? Natutuwa ba siyang nakikita niyang nai-intimidate ako sa presensya nila? Eh, sa ayokong salubungin ang tingin niya, eh. "You're scaring her..." may diin ang salitang iyon nang isaad 'yon ng fiancée ni Quisha.

Kinakabahan parin ako lalo na't medyo may karamihan ang mga tao ngayon. Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all Losing him was blue like I'd never known Missing him was dark grey all alone Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met But loving him was red Loving him was red

BROKEN LOVE C52 WARNING MATURED CONTEXT!!! SPG 3RD POV Napa-kunot ang kanyang noo, dahil kahit anong diin niya sa kanyang alaga sa loob ng butas ni Mia, ay hindi pa rin niya ito maipasok. Nararamdaman din niyang nasasaktan si Mia, dahil sa bawat pag-diin na ginagawa niya ay napapa-daing ito.

“Just how much are you in love with that guy?” Sumandal siya sa couch at tumingala sa kisame, sa dilaw na ilaw ng bar. May halo na iyon. Sinisilaw siya.“I’m a romantic fool, okay? Ako na ang magsasabi bago mo pa malaman kay Erin o sa iba kong pinsan. Ram is my first everything. I already imagined myself growing old with him. That’s how much.” “Jeez. You’re fucked.” “I am. That’s why . . . I feel empty and angry and confused and hurt and a lot of different things. I never saw this coming. This scenario never once crossed my mind. Never.”