Profession
Well, I thought I was rushing but in reality, I was barely taking steps forward.
Let me do the calculations for you. I hate seeing blood, I hate it more than anything and I pass out when I see it. So when I say see it I mean it in every sense, even if I remember it very vividly in my mind, my head becomes light and my stomach churns. It becomes inevitable to hold back the bile rising in my throat, the bitter tang it leaves as it travels up and down. I feel like passing out over and over again as I remember the warmness and gloopiness of the thick red liquid staining my fingers.
“Mother…fucker.” I curse, the last of my words being pushed out by a burp.
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