How Does It Feels Novels & Stories

My body can't understand the calm, it only understood the heartbeat pounding inside my throat. "Myshka..." Heat consumed me when I felt someone's body wrapping around my trembling fragile body. "Breathe, baby." So I did. I breathe. Inhale. Exhale. I couldn't count how many times I did it. I felt his warm hands slowly caressing my bare back to calm me. Finally, my breathing slowed, following his rhythm. Each breath brushed again my ear, steady and low until panic melted into something heavier. Why does it feels different when he touches me? I felt so... safe. So secured.

Galit na galit ang ekspresyon nito. Why it feels like i messed up now.

Nang mag tama ang mga mata kakaibang bilis at kalabog ang naramdaman ko sa aking dibdib. “Ano ito?”

May papunas punas pa ng kunwaring luha. Dahil doon ay natawa na ako ng tuluyan. Hindi ko alam pero ang gaan gaan ng pakiramdam ko ngayon. It's like all the problems are gone and my chest feels calm and warm. I don't feel the cold in it anymore. Or maybe this is only temporary... I don't really know.

Ang sarap sa pakiramdam na hindi ko maintindihan. He just continued on lapping until I felt the convulsive feeling is about to come out. Parang naramdaman naman yun ni Cayden kaya mas ginalingan pa niya ang ginagawa niya. The feeling is keep on getting higher until I could not take it and I released it. Pakiramdam ko ay parang may kumawala sa loob ko. Humihingal ako.

At nasasaktan ako habang iniisip ko iyon. When I met you, love is the best feeling in the world. Whenever I see you, my heart skips beat. Whenever I touch you, I feel tingles all over my body. Whenever you smile at me, I melt. And whenever you kiss me, I feel like my legs will wobble. See? It's a different feeling of love whenever I am your side. Yes bf... You've shown me what love is and what it feels like to be loved. And I'm so happy I got to experience it because of you.

Nararamdaman ko ang mapanglaw ng paligid; ang tanging nafefeel ko lang ay ang simoy ng hangin habang nagmamaneho ako ng sasakyan. I feel cold around my body, and it seems like it will rain again any time. I solidly feel that there is no place for my sadness; I don't understand the pain I feel inside, and at any moment I will explode because of these weird feelings. Sinubukan kong pakalmahin ang sarili ko sa abot ng aking makakaya. Madilim ang kalye at walang ilaw. Ang malamig na simoy ng hangin ay dumampi sa aking katawan at ako'y nanginginig.

I lifted my arm slowly and pulled her a little closer— not too close, not too tight—pero sapat para maramdaman ko ang heartbeat niya laban sa dibdib ko. I closed my eyes. For once… I didn’t feel alone. I didn’t feel empty. I didn’t feel in control— and shockingly? It didn’t feel bad. Actually… It felt terrifyingly good. Masama ‘to. Delikado. Hindi ito dapat mangyari. Hindi ako dapat nadadala.

Tumagal pa ito, hanggang sa tuluyang nawala ang sakit at napalitan na lamang ng masarap na sensasyon sa katawan. Hindi nagtagal, mas lalo kong naramdaman ang pagod. Dyq cut the kiss and as soon as he did it, hindi ko na rin naramdaman ang in and out motion sa ibaba ko. Bigla akong nakaramdam ng antok. The combination of exhaustion and fullness of my tummy made me sleepy. Walang pasabi, bigla na lamang akong pumikit at saka nakatulog.

Na-out balance ako dahil bigla na lang niya ako hinila. "Sir Fabian, ano pakiramdam mo kapag nahahawakan or nakakahawak ka ng babae?" tanong ko. Bumuga ng hangin si Fabian. Akala ko hindi niya sasagutin since mukhang hindi ito komportable. "I feel like there's something in my body crawling— from the area they're touch to the end of my fingertips. " Sinabi ko na maaari na hindi lang sanay si Fabian sa touch ng babae at masyado ito kabado.