How Does It Feels Novels & Stories

We both has our clothing yet it never hinder him to massaged my mountains. "Ahh!" "A-ashton!" It feels new and strange. Ngayon lang ako nakaramdan ng ganitong klaseng pakiramdam. Binalot ng kakaiba at hindi makilalang init ang aking buong sistema. Patuloy parin siya sa pagsipsip sa leeg ko habang ako ay napaliyad ng patuloy niya paring minamasahe ang aking dalawang dibdib.

Is it because I'm happy? Doon din pumasok sa isip ko ang pag-iiba ng mga nararamdaman ko. Even my different senses. I don't know if a normal human is also feeling the way I'm feeling. Kung may nakakaranas din ng nangyayari sa akin. Noon ay wala akong pakialam. Ngayon ay parang gusto ko na ng mga sagot.

When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes. It is the only thing that makes us feel alive... Ito na ba ang sinasabi nilang 'inlab'? "Shit! shit! shit! I think I need beer right now!" Sambit ko na noo'y hindi alam kung bakit lumalakas ang tambol ng lintik na dibdib ko. I went out, checking something that needs my system to remain normal. This feeling is foreign to me, hindi ako sanay, hindi ko alam ang ire-react. Damn it!

Palagi nalang ganito. Kahit na pakiramdam ko ang lakas-lakas ko. Sometimes I will have days when I feel so very low. It's like when ground beneath my feet is firm. When each step feels not straight and unsecure. It feels like the world will shift under my feet. I feel like I lost my footing and I feel confused. Sometimes it'll all feel like a dream – where I can't distinguish earth from sky and everything's spinning, spinning.

And it makes her wonder, ganito kaya ang nararamdaman ng mga nakasubok na? Is this kind of feeling only exist during the first penetration? Sa susunod ba ay hindi na masakit? Kasi kung oo, hinding-hindi na siya magkakaroon ulit ng lakas ng loob para gawin ulit ang bagay na ito. It’s scary, painful, and embarrassing.

It’s strangely comforting. “I thought,” I say quietly, “that if I stayed busy enough, strong enough, I wouldn’t feel things anymore.” Umangat ang dibdib niya sa ilalim ng pisngi ko. “And?” “And I was wrong.” Huminto ang kanyang kamay. “Feelings don’t disappear,” he says after a moment. “They wait.” I close my eyes. The cold seeps back into the edges of my body, but now it’s manageable. Cairo notices immediately, shifting again, angling us so his back blocks the wind entirely.

, dagdag niya kalaunan. Doon na ako napaiwas ng tingin sabay patagong napakagat ng ibabang labi. "Feeling.", bulong ko na alam kong narinig niya kasi narinig ko siyang tumawa ng mahina. Namamawis ang mga palad ng aking mga kamay. Parang nakabaliktad lahat ng bituka ko sa loob ng aking tiyan, that's what I'm feeling right now.

~ You really don't know how much I like you~ You really don't know how much I want you~ You really don't know how much I need you~ You really don't know how much I love you~ I really like you~ I really want you~ I really need you~ I really love you~ You really don't know how much I like you~ You really don't know how much I want you~ You really don't know how much I need you~ You really don't know how much I love you~ I just want to ask~ Why I feel something different?~ Is it because of your smile?~ Why I feel so nervous?~ Is it because you're here near me?~ Why it feels like my heart is beating so fast?~

Ito ang unang beses niyang maramdaman ang ganuong sensasyon sa buong buhay niya at pakiramdam niya ay para bang may sasabog sa kaibuturan ng katawan niya ngunit hindi niya alam kung ano ito. Naging mabibigat ang kanyang paghinga nang bigla na lang nitong dilaan ang kahabaan ng hiyas niya. Halos manginig ang buong katawan niya ng wala sa oras. Ang kanyang noo ay napuno ng pawis kahit na hindi naman ganun kainit sa loob ng silid. “Damn, you’re so hot.” narinig niyang anas nito at pagkatapos ay muling dinilaan ang kahabaan ng hiwa ng kanyang pagkababae.

And she did the same without thinking much of it. Hindi niya matanto ang dahilan nang kanyang pagkahumaling sa pakiramdam na ito. She find it weird to feel that she misses this feeling of warmth. Bagay na lalong nagpahulog sa kanyang sarili upang siilin ng mahigpit na yakap ang lalaki. 'It's so, good.'