How To Stop Loving Someone Who Hurts You นิยาย & เรื่องราว

"Stop talking nonsense before I fucking kill you! Tell me what I should do to stop myself from falling in love with that retarded woman!!" "Honey, aren't you happy that you finally found someone to love? Falling in love is a normal thing." I stood up and glared at her. "Fine, if that's what you want. I'll give you some tips on how to stop yourself from falling deeply in love with her." She said as she sat on her desk. "What?"

"It's not supposed to be. It's supposed to be sweet, even when it hurts. Even when it breaks you. But this... this was sour from the beginning, wasn't it? And I was too blind to taste it." I leaned my forehead against his, closing my eyes as the tears continued to fall. "I don't know how to stop loving someone who never really loved me back. I don't know how to erase all those moments that felt so real. How do you un-feel something that changed everything?" His hand came up to gently wipe away my tears, his touch surprisingly tender. "You don't," he said softly. "You just learn to live with it. And eventually, you find something else that tastes sweet."

Because I may not know much above love it loving someone but I know one thing. You do not hurt someone you love, not the way they hurt me.

I say sharing my disgust at him at the very moment. " This is not how you get someone to love you. You do not manipulate the person you love just to fucking get there attention, you cannot force me to love you,I have no control over my heart! The faster you understand that the better for you goddammit! " I say to him through gritted teeth.

The words sank into me, deeper than I wanted them to. For a while, we just sat there. Me tracing the rim of my teacup, her lost in some quiet memory. Finally, I whispered, “Do you think someone like me still has room for love? After everything? After Damien, after the divorce, after…” I trailed off. “After being hurt?” she finished for me. I nodded. Her eyes softened. “Of course you do. You just need to stop confusing love with punishment.” That made me go still. “What do you mean?”

he said. I raised my middle finger, making him cackle. I was dead serious here, and he still found a way to joke around. “You can’t just unlove someone in a snap if that’s what you want. But if you already know there’s no chance of getting back together, you should start working through your feelings.” Can I really unlove him? Well, honestly, I don’t think I can. Damn it. Why did he have to show up again? If he had waited even two more years, maybe the pain wouldn’t hit this hard.

He nodded slowly. "But if you keep pushing people away, one day they'll stop coming back." The words hit harder than I wanted them to. For a brief moment, I nearly dropped the act. Nearly told him everything. Nearly admitted that every cold word I threw at him was meant to make him give up on me. But I couldn't. Because if he stopped loving me, he'd eventually stop hurting because of me. At least, that was what I kept telling myself. Damian stared at me for another moment before letting out a tired sigh.

Damon pats me on the shoulder before walking away from me and laying on his bed eyes closed. Doubt starts to seep in, what if she doesn’t love me back? What if she wants nothing to do with me after I’m honest about my feelings? “How do I stop loving her?” I ask Damon. I needed to prepare for the worst. I couldn’t possibly expect everything to be all roses an sunshine, I’ve always gotten the bad end of the straw, why would my luck start to change now? Damon sits up and frowns at me. He looks at me for a second before sighing. “Beck, you cannot just stop loving someone. There is no way. That is insane.”

Not even a little. So maybe the smartest thing to do… Is to stop it now. Before my heart gets any deeper. Before she becomes something I can’t walk away from. I exhale slowly. “Yeah… good plan.” Even though my chest hurts saying it. I close my eyes slowly. If I can’t kill these feelings…then maybe the safest option is simple. I’ll just love her from afar. And make sure she never realizes how much power she actually has over me. Because the moment she finds out…I’m completely screwed.

"Marta, I get it. I do. You feel like you're in too deep to turn back, like maybe you could fix things or overlook the pain because of the love you once had. Believe me, I was there once. But trust me when I say this: You can’t depend on someone else for your happiness. Not him. Not anyone. I was naive too, once. You don’t have to be that way forever." She stared at me, her brow furrowing as she absorbed my words. Finally, she spoke, almost in a whisper. “But how do you stop loving someone who hurt you? How do you let go?” “You love yourself more,” I said, each word sharp as it fell from my lips. “You put yourself first, even if it feels impossible. It doesn’t mean you’re cold or heartless.