Novel & Cerita I Can Remember To Forget You

“Dia memberitahu. Aku yang memintanya untuk tidak membiarkanmu menghubungi aku.” Aku menatapnya dengan tenang dan tegas. “Kurasa kita sudah mengatakan semua yang perlu dikatakan.” Dia mengangguk perlahan, penyesalan jelas terukir di wajahnya. “Maaf, Kellen. Aku pikir aku melakukan hal yang benar. Aku tidak pernah menyadari bahwa aku telah menyakitimu." “Tidak apa-apa,” kataku sambil tersenyum kecil. “Aku sudah melupakan sebagian besar dari itu.”

“Nanti kalau kamu temukan seseorang yang baru, kamu akan lupakan aku.” “Aku nggak mau orang lain selain kamu, Patricia.” “Aku cuma sesuatu yang ‘baru’ buat kau. Nanti kamu juga akan bosan.” “Nggak akan ada ‘nanti’. Kamu akan kembali ke suamimu, kan?” “Aku memang harus kembali. Aku harus akhiri semuanya.” “Jangan lupakan aku, Patricia. Simpan aku dalam ingatanmu.” “Aku nggak akan lupakan kamu.”

Sean ingin menggunakan kata ‘lupakan’ untuk menghapus masa lalunya yang kelam? Senyuman Jane menjadi semakin lebar. Dia tidak tahu bagaimana cara menghadapi lelaki ini. Dia tidak tahu persis bahasa apa yang akan dia gunakan untuk mengutarakan rasa sakit atau kemarahan dalam hatinya. Jane tertawa karena rasa takut dan sakit. “Kau sungguh punya keahlian yang luar biasa. Aku akui itu!” Jane mendongakkan kepalanya. Ada air mata mengalir membasahi pipi dalam senyumannya. “Kalau kau memang bisa, hancurkan memoriku. Jika tidak, aku tidak bisa! Aku tidak bisa melupakan!”

Yes, I remember, boy 'Cause after we kissed, I could only think about your lips Yes, I remember, boy The moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with Even before all the fame And people screaming your name I was there And you were my baby It started when we were younger, you were mine (my boo) Now another brother's taken over, but it's still in your eyes (my boo) Even though we used to argue, it's alright (my boo) I know we haven't seen each other in a while But you will always be my boo I was in love with you when we were younger, you were mine (my boo) And I see it from time to time, I still feel like (my boo) And I can see it no matter how I try to hide (my boo) And even thou

-SALQUEEN- I remember the day Even wrote down the date, that I fell for you (mmhm) And now it's crossed out in red But I still can't forget if I wanted too And it drives me insane Think I'm hearing your name, everywhere I go But it's all in my head It's just all in my head But you won't see me break, call you up in three days Or send you a bouquet, saying, "It's a mistake" Drink my troubles away, one more glass of champagne And you know I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect And you're the first to say you want the best thing But now I know a perfect way to let you go Give my last hello, hope it's worth it Here's your perfect My best was just fine How I tried, how I tried to be great for

Since the love that you left is all that I get I want you to know that if I can't be close to you I'll settle for the ghost of you I miss you more than life And if you can't be next to me Your memory is ecstasy I miss you more than life I miss you more than life. Di tempat yang berbeda, masih dengan beratap langit yang sama, mereka merasa kegundahan yang luar biasa. Perpisahan, nyatanya perpisahan yang sama-sama tidak diinginkan hanya menambah luka kian dalam.

We broke up a month ago Your friends are mine, you know, I know You've moved on, found someone new One more girl who brings out the better in you And I thought my heart was detached From all the sunlight of our past But she's so sweet, she's so pretty Does she mean you forgot about me? Oh, I hope you're happy But not like how you were with me I'm selfish, I know, I can't let you go So find someone great, but don't find no one better I hope you're happy, but don't be happier And do you tell her she's the most beautiful girl you've ever seen? An eternal love bullshit you know you'll never mean Remember when I believed you meant it when you said it first to me?

And when I broke our plighted troth and would not tell you why, I loved you, thinking, "time enough when I have come to die." Draw off my rings, and let my hands rest so ... the wretched cough Will interrupt my feeble speech and will not be put off.... Ah, anyhow my anodyne is this - to know that you Are near me, love me! - Kiss me now, as you were wont to do. And tell me you forgive me all; and say you will forget The sorrow of that breaking-off, the fever and the fret. -

Tolak Rayka seraya kembali mencoba untuk mendekat namun lagi-lagi Innara mencoba mengambil jarak. "Aku tidak berbohong." Jawab Innara tegas. "Aku jelas sudah melupakanmu. Sejak saat kau menikah dengan Azanie, aku sudah menghapus semua perasaanku padamu. Kamu pikir aku ini apa? Kamu pikir di dunia ini laki-laki cuma ada kamu saja? Jangan bodoh, Rayka. Dunia tidak memutarimu."

Lumpuhkanlah ingatanku Hapuskan tentang dia Hapuskan memoriku tentangnya Hilangkanlah ingatanku Jika itu tentang dia Kuinginku lupakan— —Hit you with that du ddu du ddu Aye ... aye ... aye Aku memiringkan kepala, menatap Tresna yang tiba-tiba memindah stasiun radio yang memutar lagu norak band 2000 ke stasiun radio yang memutar lagu BLACKPINK—