Novel & Cerita I Never Forget You

But all I really know You're where I wanna go The part of me that's you will never die So when I'm all choked up And I can't find the words Every time we say goodbye Baby, it hurts When the sun goes down And the band won't play I'll always remember us this way Oh, yeah I don't wanna be just a memory, baby, yeah Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo So when I'm all choked up And I can't find the words Every time we say goodbye Baby, it hurts When the sun goes down And the band won't play I'll always remember us this way, way, yeah When you look at me And the whole world fades I'll always remember us this way

ISTRI BARU MANTAN SUAMIKU (18) If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today? If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return to my call? If you are not mine would i have the strength to stand at all? I'll never know what the future brings But i know you're here with me know We'll make it through And i hope you're the one i share my life with… *

“Nanti kalau kamu temukan seseorang yang baru, kamu akan lupakan aku.” “Aku nggak mau orang lain selain kamu, Patricia.” “Aku cuma sesuatu yang ‘baru’ buat kau. Nanti kamu juga akan bosan.” “Nggak akan ada ‘nanti’. Kamu akan kembali ke suamimu, kan?” “Aku memang harus kembali. Aku harus akhiri semuanya.” “Jangan lupakan aku, Patricia. Simpan aku dalam ingatanmu.” “Aku nggak akan lupakan kamu.”

Bersiap menunjukkan bakatnya. Jari-jari manis Dylan mulai menari di atas tuts piano. Membawakan instrumen lagu dengan indah. I remember the day Even wrote down the date, that I fell for you And now it's crossed out in red But I still can't forget if I wanted too~ And it drives me insane Think I'm hearing your name, everywhere I go But it's all in my head It's just all in my head~

Aku menyalakan radio dan lagu favorit Carla, Habits, yang dinyanyikan penyanyi wanita dengan nama panggung Tove Lo, diputar. “You’re gone and I gotta stay high, all the time, to keep you off my mind, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, spend my days locked in a haze, trying to forget you babe, I fall back down, gotta stay high all my life, to forget I missing you, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh.”

Since the love that you left is all that I get I want you to know that if I can't be close to you I'll settle for the ghost of you I miss you more than life And if you can't be next to me Your memory is ecstasy I miss you more than life I miss you more than life. Di tempat yang berbeda, masih dengan beratap langit yang sama, mereka merasa kegundahan yang luar biasa. Perpisahan, nyatanya perpisahan yang sama-sama tidak diinginkan hanya menambah luka kian dalam.

kata Intan dengan mata yang mulai berembun. Mendengar ucapan Intan, hatinya terasa perih tak ada kata yang mampu keluar dari dalam dirinya. Sesaat suasana menjadi hening tanpa suara, yang ada nada lagu dari dalam café. Have I ever told you I want you to the bone Have I ever called you When you are ala alone And if I ever forget To tell you how I feel Listen to me now, baby I want you to the bone I want you to the bone

"You may think that I'm talking foolish... You've heard that I'm wild and I'm free... You may wonder how I can promise you now... This love that I feel for you always will be... But you're not just time that I'm killin'... I'm no longer one of those guys... As sure as I live, this love that I give... Is gonna be yours until the day that I die Oh, baby, I'm gonna love you forever... Forever and ever, amen... As long as old men sit and talk about the weather... As long as old women sit and talk about old men... If you wonder how long I'll be faithful... I'll be happy to tell you again... I'm gonna love you forever and ever... Forever and ever, amen... ..." ***

Pandangannya tanpa sengaja tertuju pada selembar kertas kecil yang tersembunyi di celah pot bunga. Dia pun mengeluarkan surat itu. Melihat tulisan yang familier, tangannya terhenti. Surat itu adalah sepenggal hatiku yang belum pernah benar-benar bisa aku lepaskan dalam lima tahun ini. [Obat itu tidak membuatku langsung lupa. Ia bekerja perlahan, menghapus satu per satu memoriku tentangmu. Tapi selama tiga hari ini, aku melihat semuanya. Perhatianmu hanya untuk Clara. Kau bahkan berbohong padaku. Aku sudah melihat semuanya.]

Semoga Allah SWT memudahkan urusan kamu dan melapangkan rezeki kamu, amiin. Saya menyatakan sudah menyesal menulis cerita dengan isi penuh dosa dan saya bertaubat pada Allah SWT dari pada ini. Semoga Allah SWT mengampuni kita semua, amiin.