I Don''t Want To Be Loved Novelas e Histórias

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I want something, someone else, who treat me totally different from him. I want love. And what Nate had gave me wasn't love. I .... ****

“You are making this harder than it needs to be. You are hurting yourself and him too. He is reaching out to you, and you pushed him away.” I turned my head sharply toward her, something sharp rising in my chest. “Well maybe for once, I want to think about myself,” I snapped, my voice cracking at the edges. “Maybe I want to be selfish this time.” The words rushed out before I could stop them. “You know what I have always wanted?” I continued, my throat tightening. “To be loved. That is it. Just… loved.” My hands trembled slightly as I spoke, the memories rising faster now.

“We are not them. Our love may not be the stuff of prophecy, but I’m okay with that. I don’t want the fate of the world to be dependent upon how much we love each other.” She sighed. “Maybe I’m being selfish, but I don’t want to share you with the world. I don’t want to worry constantly if your father is going to send demons after us.” That made me laugh. The thought of my father doing something like that was a ridiculous one. “I want to love you, the best that I can, and that’s it.” She looked into my eyes. “I know I’m not lovey-dovey like they are, and I’m sorry – “

"I don't know." “I just don’t love you anymore and all I want now is to be freed from this curse. I just want to feel human again.”

Just love me for me. I started to cry uncontrollably I want to be loved when I’m silly, childish, mature, serious, stupid, smart… just love me… fuck man! I'm not a whore! I’m not a plaything! I’m not a sex doll! I’m so much more than just a physical “thing”. I have feelings. I get sad. I get scared. Please… please be the first man in my life to actually just want me for me. Because I can't… I can’t keep being a toy because I'm tired of playing that part. Why is being happy and choosing to focus on trying to make myself happy so hard?

I'm better here. "Yes, I really don't want to. I'm just going to raise my son alone. Please don't tell Yuan about this. Let's leave him alone. Nothing will happen. I'm not the one who really loves me. I'm just loved because I'm I don't want to be loved like that. I don't want to be a selfish person, even if he's dead. my long litany. They just sighed at what I said. They also can't do anything because what is the decision and I want that will be followed.

People should stop caring about other people's personal lives. Anyway... I have no desire to meet that famous Alpha. No damn desire to ever be interested in a man...to ever trust a man. I am done with love. It's bullshit anyway.

If no one wanted to offer it, then I must not need it. And I still believe that. I did. Love doesn’t matter all that much. I can get by just fine without it. I don’t need anyone’s attention or affection to get through the day. I can do everything on my own. People who chase after things like love or attention are setting themselves up for disappointment. Those are abstract things, without any solid foundation or measure. There’s no point in expecting them, and wanting them only leads to complications. That’s just the way it is.

“I don’t want to assume anymore, I don’t want to get hurt anymore… and I don’t want to hope that soon he will love me.” ---