I Felt Betrayed Or I Feel Betrayed の小説・ストーリー

Humugot ako ng napakalalim na hininga at napapikit. I feel betrayed. He was lying to me. Nasasaktan ako dahil nagsisinungaling siya. Nasasaktan ako dahil may kinikita nga talaga siyang iba. At sa lahat, ang babae pa talagang nagsabing walang namamagitan sa kanila. Both of them are lying. -----

He promised me his love, but he gave me pain. He had no idea how unworthy and unimportant he made me feel. I realized now how pathetic I am. He betrayed me while I trusted him. I am a piece shit again. I loved him more than he deserved. I am such a fool! There's no cure for being on it. "I love you, but goodbye..." A hell-shit decision is battered and lifeless.

My eyes turns blurry and I can see dark spots formed which made my vision hazy. I am shock pero hindi ko magawang gumalaw pa dahil hinang-hinang na ang aking pakiramdam. Agad ko rin naramdaman ang pagsuko ng aking katawan at pagbagsak nito sa na agad na nasalo ng dalawang mainit ngunit matigas na bagay. Isa lang ang nasa isip ko, I am betrayed. "Y-You--"

It's hurts like even the pain reliever can never take away my broken heart cause it's not just physically hurt, I'm also hurt emotionally. Did you feel being betrayed? cheated? fooled? and being controlled? I hate all of that. I shifted from my seat to get another drink that the waitress served to our table. Sunod-sunod ang paglagok at pag inom ang ginawa ko bago mapapikit ng mariin para pigilan ang luha ko.

He looks in pain and I tear my gaze away dahil baka manghina lang ako. If this is an ordinary day, na wala akong galit sa kanya, siguro ay naglulupasay na ako sa tuwa at kilig. Pero ngayon ay hindi ko magawa. Masyadong masakit at bago ito sa aking kaalaman. I felt too betrayed.

sabi niya sa malumanay na boses, “just let it out. I’m here.” Lumingon ako sa kanya. “Do you know what it’s like, Garil? To be betrayed by someone you’ve trusted with your whole life? To see her... with someone else, sa kama.” Ang boses ko, parang naglalaban sa pagitan ng galit at pagdurusa. Ang init ng alak ay bumabaon sa lalamunan ko, pero mas mainit ang kirot sa puso ko.

I heavily sighed and can't help but to remember the past. It's already tattoed on my memories, no matter how much I forget about it. It's still here, and it will always remain in here. Like a scar. "The feeling of being betrayed by someone you imagined a life with, felt like a knife stuck on your throat. The more you talk and resist, the more it bleeds. So I stopped and just gave up already. The blissful feeling that I once felt turns into a melancholy notion." I chuckled and pulled myself from my father and looked at him.

Kaya pala sobrang gaan ng pakiramdam ko sa tuwing nag kukwentuhan kami, kaya pala parang tumatalon sa saya ang damdamin kapag magkasama kami. Hindi ko napigilan ang aking emosyon. Pumasok agad ako sa kuwarto at nagkulong. Pinigilan kong hindi umiyak pero sobrang sakit. I felt betrayed sa puntong ito, bakit hindi nila sinabi sa akin ng diretso? Bakit kailang pang itago sa akin ang lahat? Kung sana sinabi nila, sana natulungan ko rin ang sarili ko para makaalala ulit.

I don't know what to say but I have this guts that I should tell him what I feel. "I-I feel like I was betray Keith even I shouldn't feel this. A-alam ko wala akong karapatan pero hindi ko mapigilan, nagpupuyos ako sa galit. I feel like I was left behind after being u-used" napayuko ako ng makaramdam ng pananakit ng dibdib ko.

aniya sabay pakita sa akin ng isang mensahe roon. The moment the sky thundered... was the same moment I discovered they're not lying. Grace: Brb. I'm in the car with Zaro ;) I froze and blanked out for a second... as my miserable situation dawned onto me. All my life, I never felt this betrayed and awful. It felt like something crumpled inside me and it's tenacious, spreading lethal sensation all over my body. Pero kahit na ganoon, hindi ko alam kung anong dapat maramdaman.