I Love You So Much That I Hate You Novels & Stories

I know I can’t hate you and I know that if I don’t hate you I will hate myself. You made me have nightmares, you traumatized me, you put me in a dark position that I can not even begin to describe and you know what hurts more is when I think about that horrible memory, all the good memories I shared with you fade away like it was nothing and just like that I begin to feel hatred for myself because no matter how I try I can not hate you even though you are the reason behind my ten years of miseries.

I turn to scowl at him and hiss, "The feeling is mutual!" "I hate you!" he repeats even louder. "I hate you because I love you. I hate that despite how you treat me and talk to me, I still fucking love you. And I want you. And I crave for you. And I yearn for you! God! I love you so much there's no pleasure in it! And I hate that. And I hate you for doing that to me. I hate that I can't hate you enough to walk away from you. But still, you push me away every single time! I hate you. I hate the way I love you! I hate that I love you! I hate myself for fucking loving you! I hate you!" Tears sting my eyes and I glance away.

[I hate you] END.

“I hate the way you drive my car.” “I hate it when you stare.” “I hate your big, dumb combat boots.” “And the way you read my mind.” “I hate you so much; it makes me sick.” “It even makes me rhyme.” “I hate it; I hate the way you’re always right.” “I hate it when you lie.” “I hate it when you make me laugh,” “Even worse, when you make me cry.” “I hate it when you’re not around,” “And that you didn’t call.” “But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you.”

And he turned and threw it all back in my face. I hate him. I hate him. I. Hate. Him. How can love burn so hot one second, only to rot into hate the very next?

I hate you, because I hurt you. I hate you, because you give me the access to hurt you. I hate myself more, because I hate you so much to hurt you. I hate you, because you make me hate myself for hating you so much to hurt you. I hate you, because anger is everywhere, It owns me, runs through every of my damn cells whenever ever we cross paths. Why? Because you give me mixed feelings. I hate you, yet you're everywhere.

I hate the breach. And I hate him for making me hate him.

I held my breath, my heart pounding, as I anxiously awaited his explanation. "I can't imagine my life without you," he confessed, his voice filled with emotion. "You bring light into my darkest days and make every moment brighter. I've come to realize that I love you, more than I ever thought possible." A surge of conflicting emotions washed over me, and I couldn't help but let out a bitter chuckle. Hatred filled my being as I listened to his words. Did he really think he could fool me with empty declarations of love? Tears welled up in my eyes as I reached out to grasp his hand, my voice trembling with contempt. "I hate you with every fiber of my being," I whispered, my words laced with dis

I hate him so much and I hate her too. I let out a shaky breath. I'll kill him and I'll kill her too.