I Was Afraid This Time Would Come Lyrics นิยาย & เรื่องราว

ramdam ko na sinsero siya sa kaniyang sinasabi kaya naman nang mag-umpisa na ang nasabing kanta ay talagang dinama ko na. Last Flight Out --- Lyrics I'm so scared that you will see All the weakness inside of me I'm so scared of letting go That the pain I feel will show Oh I know you want to hear me speak But I'm afraid that if I start to That I'll never stop I want to you know You belong in my life I love the hope I see in your eyes For you I would fly At least I would try For you I'll take The last flight out I'm afraid that you will leave

let me tell you all the things that i been through all the lonely days i spent simply mean secure emptiness i felt without you in this tears i cried me oh its night words then i have to say when i fell today can descrived this feeling but i know its hear today i wish afraid that i have lost you things been fine it’s now i found you again back in my arms again this time i love will be forever back in my arms again i cherish you now more than ever i can’t believe its true i can’t believe

Cause I've been by myself all night long Hoping for someone I used to know You look like a movie You sound like a song My God, this reminds me When we were young..... Let me photograph you in this light In case it is the last time That we might be exactly like we were before we realized We were sad of getting old It made us restless It was just like a movie It was just like a song.. I was so scared to face my fears Cause nobody told me, that you'd be here And I swore you move overseas

Pero ngayong hindi ko nakikita, natatakot ako bigla. I breathe normally and calmed my self. “Let's go back to the kayak please...” I don't know if he can feel my fear but he held my cheeks and looked straight into my eyes. “Hey it's okay. It's safe. You're safe.” when he said those words, I was stunned. I felt like I can fully trust it. Like my heart was suddenly at eased. The doubts and fear suddenly faded. The demons that were rampaging inside me were suddenly tamed and then it was when I thought... I have found the peace I seek.

"You said before na you don't want to waste your days. Are you... scared?" "Scared?" tumaas ang kilay ko. "Of what?" "Of what's coming. Of... your sickness," diretsong sabi niya, pero ramdam ko ang pag-aalala sa tono niya. Napatingin ako sa sahig. "Of course I'm scared. Every day, iniisip ko kung hanggang kailan ako. But I can't let fear control me. I just... want to live, kahit sandali lang."

Maybe I don't fear fights but that time I feel fear. Fear that maybe oneday Chase will walk away to my life. Fear that my mind was right. Fear that one day we will not seeing each other. I haven't been in a relationship but I know the word 'love'. I told Rhezian that I don't know what if feels but I really do know. I love Chase and I denied it to them because I don't want them to look at me with pity. That one day when he leaved me, It'll fucking hurt me.

yes nagwalked out siya at hanggang ngayon hindi parin niya sinasagot ang tawag ko. Dalawang tao na ang hindi sinasagot ang mga tawag ko at aminado akong natatakot na talaga ako, nilulukob na ng labis labis na takot ang kaibuturan ko., natatakot akong masira ang pagkakaibigan namin pero sino nga ba naman ang hindi matatakot hindi ba?,ngayong sumugal na ako kay Kailey saka naman niya ito ginagawa sa akin,, I'm afraid if our relationship doesn't work out I might lose my best friend, I'm afraid I'll lose Kailey...... for good., damn!

"I-Is there something wrong?" Umiling ako habang yakap pa rin siya. This time, wala na akong pakialam kung may makakakita sa aming dalawa. It's just that—I was so afraid. Iniisip ko pa lang na mawawala si Cayer sa akin ay parang pinipilipit na ang kalamnan ko, sumisikip ang dibdib ko at nagkakagulo ang sistema ko. "Don't ever l-leave me," usal ko at lumuha. "Don't make me feel lonely... never again."

Honestly, kahit pa pilitin kong makinig ay wala namang pumapasok sa utak ko. My mind is somewhere else like will Marcos suddenly show up here and stopped the wedding like what I see in the movies? I know that's absurd but what's wrong with hoping? I don't want him back but I want to run away from this place that's why even with a little hope, I am counting at him.

“Maraming beses.” Bahagya akong napakurap. “But every time I tried…” napahinto siya, saka napabuntong-hininga. “I couldn’t.” Lumunok siya, at doon ko napansin kung gaano kahirap para sa kanya ang simpleng pagsasalita. “I was afraid," he added. Nanlambot ang dibdib ko sa pag-amin niyang iyon. “I was afraid of seeing it in your eyes,” patuloy niya. “That look… when someone realizes you're already slipping away.”