Loathing Synonym Novels & Stories

His words were venom, and he wanted them to sting. “You want sympathy?” His laugh was sharp, brutal. “I wouldn’t waste a drop of pity on something like you. And love?” He stepped in closer, towering. “Don’t flatter yourself. I wouldn’t love you if the world was ending. I would sooner choke on my own blood than feel anything for you.” He glanced back at the food with disgust curdling in his lip. “Manang,” he snapped without looking away from me, “get rid of this trash. Feed it to the dogs or burn it—I don’t give a damn. I don’t want anything touched by her anywhere in my house.”

Malungkot ko siyang binigyan ng ngiti at bahagyang napabuntong hininga. “I think love is in everything...” I trailed off. Nag-huhukay muna ng lakas na loob mula sa kaloob-looban. At nang may kaunting nahukay ay saka ko lang tinapos ang pagsasalita. “Love is when you feel fear, hatred, anger, trauma and all the feelings that you could feel. Yung sa akin kasi it's everything. The hatred is there, fear, sadness and the trauma. And I know it's love because if it's not love what I gave back then, then maybe I shouldn't have felt those feelings at all.”

“P... P-probably, sheʼs hideous.” Muling nakatanggap ng kirot si Clifford galing kay Crystal. “How dare you! Sheʼs not monstrous nor hideous!” Gumanti ito. “Gaga! Those adjectives are just the same, synonyms!” Iginulong niya ang kaniyang mata kay Crystal. “Whatever!”

Naintriga ako kung anong nangyayari kaya lumapit ako para makita kung ano ang pinagtitinginan ng mga tao pero ilang segundo lang ay pinagsisihan ko iyon. ‘Matheo…’ Isip ko habang tinitingan ang mga taong naglalakad papasok ng building. Kumabog ang puso ko hindi dahil sa kaba, kundi dahil sa galit na muli na namang lumitaw. No, it’s not anger anymore, it’s loathing and hatred. The feeling felt so overwhelming na hindi ko mapigilang maikuyom ang kamay ko.