Love Sorry I'm Numb の小説・ストーリー

Rasa sakit di hatinya yang sejak kemarin tidak beranjak pergi, terasa semakin lebar dan dia membiarkan rasa sakit itu menenggelamkannya dalam derita. Bulir air panas lolos dari sela matanya bercampur dengan air dingin di kolam renang. Dia membiarkan tubuhnya terapung di atas air dan berniat tetap seperti itu sepanjang hari. Setidaknya tidak akan ada yang mengganggunya di rumah yang hanya ada dirinya sendiri karena Nolan sedang berada di luar negeri.

*** Naraya Pov “Jangan mendekatiku jika kau tak ingin merasakan sakit.Lukaku terlalu dalam untuk bisa disembuhkan.jangan memberiku harapan jika kau tak bisa mempertanggung jawabkannya.hatiku terlalu takut untuk berdamai.rasa sakit yang masih terasa sampai sekarang.”

"I'm sorry, I was too late." ***

My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made Oh, and that haunts me every time I close my eyes It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh Too young, too dumb, to realize ……………... Although it hurts I’ll be the first to say that I was wrong I know I’m probably much too late To try and apologize for my mistakes But I just want you to know I hope I buy flowers I hope I hold your hands Give you all my hours When I had the chance Tell you how much I love you Cause I remember how much you loved me Do all the things I should have done

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn Well, that’s alright because I like the way it hurts Just gonna stand there and hear me cry Well, that’s alright because I love the way you lie I love the way you lie I love the way you lie Selama aku bernyanyi, aku tahu Tobias memperhatikanku, tapi aku pura-pura tidak peduli, terus bernyanyi sambil melihat jalan, hanya sesekali melirik padanya dan melemparkan senyum. Begitu aku selesai, dia tidak melanjutkan lagi, membiarkan Eminem bernyanyi sendiri di radio, dia malah bertepuk tangan keras sekali.

sungutnya gemas. ### -Come just as you are to me, don't need apologies. I'll take your bad days with your good, walk through the storm, I would, I do it all because I love you- "Katy Perry_Unconditionally"

I'm gonna live my life Like everyday's the last Without a simple goodbye It all goes by so fast And now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I open my eyes And see for the first time I've let go of you like A child letting go of his kite There it goes Up in the sky There it goes Beyond the clouds For no reason why I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I look back in vain

Jonathan melepaskan kecupannya dan berbisik, “I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you and i love you, kita nggak bakal ketemu lagi, Lun. Selamat tinggal.” •••

Yang kini tak pernah didengarnya lagi. “Du du du du du du du du du Understand the things I say Don't turn away from me 'Cause I've spent half my life out there You wouldn't disagree Do you see me? Do you see? Do you like me? Do you like me standing there? Do you notice? Do you know? Do you see me? Do you see me? Does anyone care? Unhappiness Where's when I was young And we didn't give a damn 'Cause we were raised

Abimanyu bangkit dari duduknya dan melangkah di balkon kamar. Terdengar Abimanyu menelepon seseorang dengan mesra. “Halo Sayang,” “Jangan menangis, I love You, I am sorry Angela, percayalah, aku tidak akan jatuh cinta padanya apalagi menyentuhnya.”