Mamatay Na Ako Novels & Stories

Know this one thing, if it's the only thing I want you to truly take from all of this that has happened between us. Those days with you in the woods were the happiest of my entire life, then finding out you were my mate made my life worth living, but last night with you, that was the most important moment in my whole world. I will always think of you, I may have rejected you, but you never had the chance to reject me, neither did you accept my rejection so for as long as I live I will always feel you even if you can't feel me unless you decide to reject me.

The aftermath of war is deafening in its stillness. My legs burn, but I don’t stop. I can’t. Anika is in my arms, limp and unmoving, her skin too pale, too cold. Her weight presses against my chest like a stone tied to my soul, dragging me down with every step. Her blood is still on my hands. Her scent is everywhere. My mate. My Luna. The mother of my children. Gone. I fall to my knees, the grief crashing down like a landslide. My arms tighten around her as I sink to the dirt. I can’t keep going. I can’t move. My lungs won’t expand.

"W-We should bury her so that no one will find her. Shit!" Hindi ko na narinig ang mga sumunod na usapan nila dahil tinamaan na ako ng hapdi at pagkamanhid. And everything just went black. I guess I'm gone. I'm dead.

“Then you suffer.” He then went and lay down in bed with his back facing me. At first, I don’t know what he means when he said the word suffer. But then Amari explained to me that when a mate rejects you, it will cause a great amount of pain and it will break your heart every single day. Even from the start, he really wants me to suffer. “Not if you accepted his rejection.” Amari said sadly. “We won’t accept it Amari.” I assured her.

As the man beside me disrupted the room's tranquillity, the one standing opposite me uttered with a shudder, "Your mother... she's no more." His words struck me like a bolt of lightning, and at that moment, my world shattered into a thousand fragmented pieces. He clicked his tongue dismissively, casually entering the room before closing the door with a resounding thud. I struggled to process the devastating news; my mind clouded by echoes of Mama's voice calling out to me.

Duwag at kahit anong gawin ay hindi ako makakatulong sa iba. Right, I already died once. Bakit natatakot pa akong mamatay uli? Napangiti ako. Blangko ang isip na tumayo. I could no longer feel anything. That's right, kill yourself... Nagpatuloy lamang ako sa paglalakad palapit sa nakakatakot na nilalang. I saw Somu, not far from me. He was screaming at me, telling me no to get closer and just escape. Duguan na ang katawan niya, anumang oras ay mawawalan na ng buhay. He should worry about himself.

She can see it in his eyes. MATE.

I tell her, “Damn, but what a bad temper you have today, girl!” She sighs and says, “Sorry, but today I have no patience. They separated us from our mate, they killed his parents, many people died because they tried to protect us, we don’t know if Eric is okay, we don’t know if mom survived, and the icing on the cake, WE CAN’T WAKE UP! just Leave me alone!” “It’s okay, Aika, I understand you. I feel the same way as you.”

Kanina pagkatapos ng pag basbas ay lumabas ako. "Hindi talaga kita iiwanan, ikaw ang best friend ko diba?" Parang may humaplos sa puso ko at nangilid ang mga luha ko. Halos lahat nawala sa akin, simula ng mamatay sila Nanay pakiramdam ko nawala yung kalahati ng katawan ko dahil wala akong ibang maramdaman kung hindi nakamamanhid na sakit.

A voice I hadn't heard in a long time called out my name. "Mom?" The phone hung up, before I could say anything else.I was left speechless, looking down at the blank screen.What just happened?It must be some mistake right? A cruel joke? Anabella Amato is dead,and as much as I would love for Mama to return to the living, that will never happen.