Memory Lost Mga Nobela at Kwento

palusot niya. “That’s impossible. Ikinasal ka lang ay tila nagka-amnesia ka na.” Napabuga siya ng hangin. “Ano kasi, nagkaroon ako ng uri ng amnesia na may nakalimutan akong ibang memories. Ilang beses kasi akong hinimatay noon at nabagok ang ulo ko. My parents didn’t tell me some part of those memories because they aren’t even aware of some part of my past. Can you please help me recall those memories?” Nagdrama na siya.

And the idea of his sufferings made my heart break into a million pieces. I had those life moments that I barely remember. But I’d never been in a situation that stayed in my mind that no matter how I tried to forget it, it’s still there somewhere and that didn’t leave. But Damon . . . he’d been inside of that. Moments made up a person’s life. We didn’t remember much of our lives. Even if it’s somewhere on our mental hard drives, retrieving most memories was out of the question. What we did remember, on the other hand, were the events that had the greatest impact on us.

hindi ko na mapigilan ang sarili kong magsalita. Is he insinuating na may problema sa pag-iisip si Juancho? “Oh Ms. Fiancé, you didn’t know? Everyone, you can see in the record that the memory loss was because of a drug.” “So what are you implying? Are you telling me na gumagamit ng droga si Juancho?”

Inihilig niya ang kaniyang ulo sa balikat nito. “Some memories are not healthy for us, and needed to forget them to move forward,” wika nito sa malamyos na tinig. Hindi man niya lubos naunawaan ang sinabi nito, ramdam niya ang bigat at pait sa tinig nito.

He closed the tabs he was using before giving her his laptop. "Get some rest, Kaden," sabi niya when he didn't move. He rested his arms on his thigh habang sapo ang ulo nito. He looked tired but still refusing to sleep. Hinayaan na lang niya ito habang naglolog in naman siya sa skype. "I lost my memory four years ago," sabi nito makalipas ang ilang minuto na tahimik lang ito. "So as Kassey said," she answered, not really encouraging him to continue.

At sa loob ng katahimikang iyon, narinig ko ang pagguho ng mundo niya. “What do you mean… made?” halos pabulong niyang tanong. Tumingin ako sa kanya. Diretso. Walang takas. “May mga bahagi ng memory mo na sadyang inalis.” Napailing siya agad. “Impossible.” Pero hindi buo ang paniniwala niya. Ramdam ko. “Then explain the gaps,” sagot ko. “Explain the missing records. Explain why you can feel something you can’t remember.”

Nandoon ang mga nakaraang hindi na nila mababalik at mga nakaraang iiwan na lamang sa limot. Memories, like fragments of a forgotten melody, weave the tapestry of our lives. They are the elusive ghosts of our yesterdays, lingering in the recesses of our minds, waiting to be summoned by a scent, a song, or a fleeting glimpse of the familiar. The past, with its palette of emotions and experiences, shapes who we are today. In the quiet moments, we find ourselves drifting back, tracing the contours of our memories like fingers on an old, weathered photograph.

Hindi dahil sa hindi makasabay ang bata sa aralin kundi, ang aralin ang hindi makasabay sa katalinuhan nito. Sa araw ng Lunes ay sinamahan ni Lucas si Michelle para magpatingin sa espesyalista. Kahit takot ay minabuti nila para maalala na ni Michelle ang alaalang nakalimutan. "Your memory loss can be permanent because of the surgery and the condition you may have before..."

" Anong nangyayari?" " I installed a paralysis humidifier sa loob. I'm glad I took the antidote for it or else dalawa tayong magiging lantang gulay dito." " Hindi nawala ang memorya mo?" " How can someone lose memory if she has unfinished businesses. " " Pero naalala mo ang past life mo!" " The chips restrained the memories of my past and alter them. Pero Nung natanggal na. My memories were restored to normal. But that doesn't mean I lost the current ones."

Tumango-tango naman ang doktora. "Sa kaso mo, mas malapit ito sa isang form of Dissociative Amnesia o trauma-related memory loss. Minsan, kapag may matinding traumatic event, maaaring hindi ma-access ng utak ang partikular na memorya o tao na konektado sa trauma. Hindi ibig sabihin na nawala ang memorya. Nandoon pa rin ito, pero hindi ito basta-basta ma-retrieve ng conscious mind."