Never Beg To Be Loved Novels & Stories

“I hate my parents for always telling me what to do. I hate everyone. I was always being compared to you and I hated you for it, you were always better at most things than me in my parents’ eyes.” “I hate the fact that you were so obsessed with a man. I couldn’t understand you. But I always listen to your complaints, sa tuwing nasasaktan ka o sa tuwing kinikilig ka kahit na hindi ko gustong makinig. Palagi kong iniisip na sinasayang mo lang ang buhay mo dahil sa isang lalaki. You were pathetic and stupid. When he rejected you seven years ago, I thought you deserved it. And when you left the country, I was so happy. I could finally breathe.”

“May nararamdaman ka na kay Rana, at alam ko na isa sa pakiramdam na ‘yan na mahihirapan kang iwan siya. Nanggaling na ako sa ganiyang sitwasyon Beelzebub, sa oras na malaman ng iyong ama o kahit ni Escanor ang tungkol sa kaniy---“ “Masama ba para sa isang demonyo na tulad ko na gustuhin na sana naging normal na tao nalang ako?” putol ni Beelzebub kay Endemion na seryosong ikinatitig nito sa kaniya. “Kamahalan…”

And I won't repeat the same mistakes, kasi ayoko silang mawala. I learn that, it's not the love who hurt us. It's the person we loved. Love is emotion, everything is emotion. I believe that, if you wanna be with that person until the end. Then, you need to choose that person day by day even if you're in the hardest situation. Venus and I chose in each other's arm. Despite of everything we went through, despite of all the hurt and everything. Hinding-hindi ako magsasawa na piliin s'ya sa bawat araw ng buhay ko.

Ang daya-daya, kung saka may minahal na ako, do'n na lang mawawala. All I can remember are the good things Bexan said to me. He was there when I needed help. He loved me even though I didn't asked for his love. He loved a disguting thing like me. Bexan is all what I'll ever need. He was the greatest gift from God besides from Daddy but how unfair he's now retrieved from me. "H-how... undeserving of love I am," I said in a low voice. I feel like drowning once again. I bet I look like shit from crying now that Bexan's gone.

"love you too." Tiningnan ko pa muna siya habang papalayo at saka ako lihim na napa ngiti. I never thought we'd be back again, true love indeed never dies. I hope you're the one, Max. I knew right from the very start, it'll always be you.

I hugged her, my Mom told me that if I made a girl cry, I should hug her and say sorry. "Sorry, Topher, I'm sorry." Paulit-ulit pa siyang humingi ng tawad sa gitna ng mga hikbi niya. “I’ll understand if you are mad at me. I won’t be asking for another chance because I know how painful the things I did to you, so I’m just asking you to be happy even if the reason is not me anymore, I’ve accepted it already.” Mabuti na lang ay walang gaanong tao sa coffee shop na 'to at nasa dulo kami. Kung hindi nakalibre pa sila ng movie.

Malibog yan eh! Sumandal ako sa sasakyan niya, iniisip kung paano kaya kung magmakaawa akong wag na siyang mambabae at makuntento na lang sakin? What if I beg him to marry me already and stop these shits? Besides, he said he loves me! But I won't. I will never beg for his love anymore. If love is self-destruction, then why would I choose it? Love is never meant for that way.

he pleaded. Ngayong naririnig ko ang mga sinasabi niya, pakiramdam ko ay napakasama kong tao. Love should never be begged for. Ang hirap para sa akin na makitang ganito si Neal, umaasang mamahalin ko siya pagdating ng panahon.

Hindi ba dapat ipaglaban niya ako kahit papaano? But there are still questions that I need to find an answer too. Tulad nalang din ng kay Vince, hindi ba. Those three words 'I love you'. He loves me, pero paano? Bakit? He loves me but we are best friends, how did he love me? We have our promise, that whatever happened we will not fall. Bakit ba nangyayari 'to? Hindi pa tapos ‘yong kay daddy. Mr. Villanueva said that he would take care of it. He had informed me earlier through phone. Gusto n’ya raw na mabawasan ang mga iniisip ko.

-Dan. Nahagip ng mata ko ang pag-alis ni Aux dito. Why so sudden? Bored? Again? "Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough Just a second we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts That we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again Oh we can learn to love again Oh we can learn to love again oh oh