Never Beg To Be Loved の小説・ストーリー

-Dan. Nahagip ng mata ko ang pag-alis ni Aux dito. Why so sudden? Bored? Again? "Just give me a reason, just a little bit's enough Just a second we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts That we're not broken just bent, and we can learn to love again Oh we can learn to love again Oh we can learn to love again oh oh

I smiled back on him. I'm safe. I'm really safe. I can say now that I'm strong woman. Because of all the negativities, struggles that came in my life? I learned how to fight. I learned how to became patient all the time. But the most important thing is that I learned how to understand all the situation though sometimes it's get rough and lastly never beg for love. Never beg for someone's attention, commitment and affection. Because in the first place, if he loves you that much he won't let go of you! He won't be able to hurt you that much. He will just love you unconditionally.

Pag uulit niya na para bang mauubusan na siya ng hangin sa baga. Her eyes show pleading. This isn't the Margaux I have known for so long. She's indeed in pain and chaos, ..And I can directly see her vulnerability for the first time. We should not beg for love. I hate witnessing her like this. Nasasaktan din naman ako para sa kanya. I am not to wish badly for someone who had a significant factor in my life despite the pain she compelled me. I still desire the best for her. I loved her.

Parang huminto ang mundo ko dahil sa narinig ko, hindi pwede! Hindi pwede! Tangina naman! Tuluyan na akong nakaluhod sa sahig at hinayaan ang sariling maiyak sa gitna ng maraming tao. "I'm not perfect and I'll never be, but I do love you with all my heart. I will love you until I die, and if there's a life after that, I'll love you then. So please don't doubt my feelings for you." "N-no... My love... N-no! No!" ——-

Ang simbahan kung saan ngayon ay naglalakad ang pinakakamahal ko. Nung tumunog ang kampana ay tumalikod na ko. Wala na. Tapos na ang lahat. Pwede nyo kong sisihin kasi hindi ko sya pinaglaban hanggang huli pero How can you fight when you know that you'll lose in the beginning and it will not benefit the one that you love. I lost but I will never forget her Although I am The Forgotten One

"Wala masama sa pagtawag sa'yo ni Beckett ng bro." "You think?" Marahan akong tumango. "Masaya ako at naging maayos na talaga kayo ni Beckett. Meron din palang magandang nagawa ang pagkawala ko." "At hindi na mauulit pa 'yon, Hon." "Hinding-hindi na po. Hindi na ako muli mawawala sa'yo." "I love you, Hon." "I love you more." "End"

Ceelin Tapos na ang nakakatakot na apngyayari sa buhay ko. Phil already sent his mother and sister away from me. Starting today, no one would harm me anymore. Dapat ay magaan na ang pakiramdam ko dahil natapos na rin sa wakas qng bangungot ng buhay ko. Ngunit hindi ako mapakali. Pakiramdam ko ay mayroon pang unos na susubok sa pagmamahalan namin ni Phil.

Sumasama si Mommy kay Daddy. Limang araw na silang wala. Malapit na silang umuwi. Nami-miss na din sila ng mga bata. "Nakakapagod. Pero ayos lang." Hinalikan niya ang noo ko at hinigpitan pa ang pagkakayakap sa akin. "I love you," bulong ko. "I love you too. I think I need that massage later..." Dahil may hyperactive kaming triplets, laging napo-postpone ang babe time namin.

Kinikilig sila habang nanonood. "Ang gwapo talaga niya!" "Ang kisig niya!" "Grabe, nakakatakam ang kanyang ab*s!" Nanonood sila sa tv na pinapalabas ang isang commercial ng deodorant. Walang saplot pang- itaas ang binata kaya kitang - kita ang makisig nitong pangangatawan. "Idol ko talaga si Hunter!" "Ang gwapo niya talaga. Crush ko siya!"

"What if I never knew What if I never found you I'd never have this feeling in my heart How did this come to be I don't know how you found me But from the moment I saw you Deep inside my heart I knew Baby your my destiny You and I were meant to be With all my heart and soul I give my love to have and hold And as far as I can see You were always meant to be my destiny I wanted some one like you Someone that I could hold on to And give my love until the end of time