Novel & Cerita Oh Mengapa Tak Bisa Dirimu Yang Mencintaiku

'I didn’t love you to seek revenge.i I didn’t love you out of loneliness or unhappiness. I didn’t love you for any of the misguided reasons that time might convince you I did. I just loved you because you’re you. If you cannot hold me in your arms, then hold my memory in high regard. And if I cannot be in your life, then at least let me live in your heart.' 🌹🌹 I'm Falling In Love With You Ruthless (Part 2) 🌹🌹

“Why can’t you love me instead of wishing for another man to?” He stopped circling… a moment passed. “Because I don’t deserve to love anyone nor be loved,” he murmured, his voice thick with pain. “And whatever I touch ir love is tainted…”

Suddenly, a thought flashed through her mind: “Who said that if you love with all your heart, you will be reciprocated? What do you get when you give people your whole heart and life? Pain or cruelty?” "Is this going to be the last time I'm heartbroken for you… Robert Pringle?" Watching him from afar, silently beside him, taking care of him, loving him in a difficult way that no one can do that he knows? Spending all your youth just to love one person? Is this naive, foolish or blind?

He slowed down his pace and asked softly,”What is wrong? “I can't feel anything”, I cried out. The pains in my chest were too becoming unbearable when I think of Marcus. I can’t get over Marcus, I had so many feelings for him but he broke me. “Why can’t I get over him?”, I cried, feeling shattered as I wondered why everyone I love always leaves me. “Please tell me what you can't feel?”. The man's soft voice brought me back to reality. “I can't feel your cock”. I managed to whisper honestly.

I struggled to comprehend the intensity of his request, grappling with my own conflicting emotions. "Dima, you know I love you," I replied, my voice trembling slightly as I shook my head, the words escaping my lips with a hint of reluctance. "But why must you demand that we have sex as proof of my love? It's absurd. You're aware that I'm not ready for such a step at this moment," I added, my words trailing off as I spoke.

I search for you like someone gone crazy) Kal mujhse mahabbat ho na ho Kal mujhko ijaazaat ho na ho (Whether you fall in love with me tomorrow or not. Whether I have the permission tomorrow or not) Toote dil ke tukde lekar Tere dar pe hi reh jaaunga (With piece of my broken heart with me , I'll stay at your door only) Main phir bhi tumko chaahunga Main phir bhi tumko chaahunga (But I still love you. I still love you) Iss chaahat mein mar jaaunga Main phir bhi tumko chaahunga

It’s difficult to let go, especially when my heart still clings to you, but I’m holding onto the hope that I can find my way. I genuinely wish for your life to be flourishing, and I hope you don’t spend too much time thinking about me. Honestly, I wish you would think of me sometimes, but I hope that when you do, it doesn’t bring you too much pain. I want to say I love you, but I fear it might sound desperate; the truth is, I can’t help it—my feelings for you are real and unwavering. I miss you more than words can express, and I know that my love for you will linger on, perhaps forever.

"At first, it was all about the plan but I swear the moment I met you in that restaurant, I knew I was in deep trouble, you asked if I ever loved you and the answer is Yes Sofia, I loved you even though I wasn't supposed to, Maria would scold and yell at me but I couldn't help it, hell I refused to acknowledge that I loved you but deep down, I knew I did, I wished so many times that things were different, that I didn't have to please my siblings, I wished I could do all you wanted, meet your family and do everything possible to make them like me just to make you happy, but all that wasn't possible, I loved you Sofia, I still love you even though I know its impossible to be with you now, Lord

I can't get enough of his love. **********************************************

“Love, why? Why are you telling me this? Is it because I was stubborn? Or because I was not beautiful enough-------” “How many time do I have to tell you Bella?! I fell out of love. I don’t know why, I tried to feel it again. I tried to love you again but I can’t. I can’t anymore!” His merciless words strangled my heart. No! He didn’t mean it. My Black wouldn’t do this to me. He loves me, he told me that I was his everything. He can’t do this to me. He can’t.