Novel & Cerita Oh Mengapa Tak Bisa Dirimu Yang Mencintaiku

I longed to tell you, to bare my soul and confess the depths of my feelings, but the fear of rejection held me captive. I watched you fall in love with Tenu, your bond, a radiant beacon that illuminates your path. It was a love so pure, so unyielding, and I couldn't help but envy the love that eluded me. My heart ached with the weight of unspoken words, a love unrequited and buried deep within my soul.

I can’t make her mine… * * * ,

Argh! "Maia, I swear, my love, I would not forgive you easily without something big in exchange. Why would you do this to me, huh? Why, Maia? Didn't I show you who I really am? The best version of myself that I could be? Can't you see and feel that I love you so much? Where the fuck are you? Come back to me. Please? Don't ever leave me like this." I muttered with my broken voice, while I could feel my chest tightens and the tears in my eyes have been making my vision blurry.

You just left as if you no longer love me. arga: Right, La. I've found the reason why I love you.

He cannot love the person who shattered his dreams of having a blessed married life. “… He ...can't love me..” A tear rolled down from the corner of my eye. I closed my eyes and curled like a ball, I hugged the pillow close to my chest and nuzzled my face in it and let out soft sobs. “Why can’t you love me? Why am I so undesirable?” My heart felt heavy, I felt like my heart was being ripped apart and all I could do was watch it happen as heartbreaking thoughts caused a commotion in my mind.

All the bravery and composure left her body and she took out her diary and wrote everything that was there in her heart. You are back but you aren't mine any longer You are grown but you have outgrown your feelings for me You look happy while I'm dying of heartbreak You don't care about me but still, you're my life You have moved on but I'm still holding on to you You never loved me but you're the only one I've ever loved Why can't I move on from you? Why can't I be like you? Why can't I stop caring? Why can't I stop hoping?

Its hurts. I take a deep breath. ~ Why can't it be? Why can't it be the two of us? Why can't we be lovers? Only friends You came along At the wrong place, at the wrong time Or was it me? ~ Can I not really own you, Hiro? Can't you really love me like how I love you? Argh. My heart is aching and I won't tear up, but no. I can't be weak. The battle is not over yet, Nathalia. You should try again and get Hiro.

I shouted as if trying to wake myself up from this horrible nightmare. If this was a dream, please wake me up. "Why?" I asked and I can't clearly able to see him because of tears that struck in my eyes. "Why can't you love me back?" I asked him and how I wished I never heared his answer. . . . . . . "Because I can't." he said before leaving me with a broken heart. I hugged myself tight as if comforting myself in the pain, but it still remains.

Hum tere bin ab reh nahin sakte Tere bina kyaa vajood meraa (I can't live without you now, What's my existence without you..) Tujh se judaa gar ho jaayenge To khud se hi ho jaayenge judaa (If I get separated from you, I'll be separated from my own self..) We started dancing with the music.. Kyonki tum hi ho Ab tum hi ho Zindagi, ab tum hi ho Chain bhi, meraa dard bhi Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho (Because you alone are,

He changed the music (Nahi jeena tere baaju Nahi jeena, Nahi jeena Main tenu samjhawan ki Na tere bina lagda jee Tu kee jaane pyaar mera Main karaan intezar tera Tu dil tuyyon jaan meri I don't have to live without you, don't have to live, don't have to live.. What do I explain to you, without you my heart is nowhere, [as in, my heart/mind isn't into anything, I am unable to concentrate on anything] what do you know about my love, I wait for you.. You're my heart, and you're my life too..