Quotes About Feeling Lost の小説・ストーリー

“Maybe he’s not aware of that. Masyado kasi talaga siyang hindi aware sa mga bagay na iyon after bad experiences during childhood years niya.” Napalunok naman ako at napatingala sa makulimlim na kalangitan. “Now I know why he said he’s lost. He’s physically present yet his soul and identity is missing. Hindi niya mahanap, hindi niya ma-figure out. At iyon ang pilit niyang hinahanap kasi kung hindi niya mahahanap ang bagay na iyon, doon niya iniisip na makakasakit lang siya ng tao.”

Ang sabi nila may mga bagay na mas maigi pang manatiling nakatago nalang kung wala naman iyong magandang maidudulot. Ika nga, the things you don't know won't hurt you. But not for my case, not for me. It may work for others but not on me. The more I don't remember things the more my curiosity is eating me and I am scared that in the end I will really lose my sanity.

Dumistansiya ako sa kanila at tumungo na sa dulong bahagi ng bahay. Pumikit ako. Gustong-gusto kong sabihin na huwag muna akong umalis, na gusto ko pa silang makasama. Ngunit narinig ko ang yabag nila at mahinang pagtawa. I don't belong here because I am too far. Nobody understands another's sorrow. There are times in life when one feels down and experiences stuff that makes them miserable. Some people even hide their sadness because of the fear of getting judged by people or getting mocked.

Patuloy ang pag-agos ng aking luha habang tiningnan ang kaniyang uri habang papalayo hanggang nawala na sa kawalan. Makasarili bang piliin kung sino ang gusto kong makasama at mahalin? Kairus, I've been forced to do things in my life ever since I was young. Bakit mali ang piliin ko muna ang sarili ko? Dahan-dahan akong tumayo nang napagtanto na kanina pa ako nakaluhod. Luminga-linga ako. Naghahanap kung saan ang daan palabas. Pinalis ko ang luha ko habang naglalakad sa bulwagan ng maze. Only to find out that every time I walk in the corner, it's always a dead end. Great. I'm lost.

“I won’t.” At last, they lay still, tangled in guilt and uneasy peace. Outside, the night deepened, quiet but heavy, as if even the darkness knew that love like theirs always came with bruises you couldn’t see. “Why do I keep feeling like I’m losing you?” “Bakit sa tuwing may ibang lalaking lumalapit, parang may parte ka nang hindi ko kilala?”

And now, I was walking straight into the fire. I might lose my job. I don't even know what Camille would feel after knowing this. Disappointed... or worse, mad and disgusted. I feel like I'm hanging by a thread. Like I'm floating and couldn't count how many steps I took. I feel disgusted with my self. I lose control....all that for lust that I thought can turn into a real one...love. But look at me now, no one's here to witness what I'm feeling right now.

My fingers tightened slightly around the edge of the folder. “I feel guilty for that.” Lucas finally spoke, voice steady. “Grief doesn’t require perfect memory.” That made me pause. I looked at him. He continued, “Sometimes what matters isn’t what you remember. It’s what you felt when they were still here.” Something inside me tightened. Because I did feel something. Warmth. Safety. Belonging. But I couldn’t attach those feelings to anything solid in my mind. It was like trying to hold water. “I wish I knew who I was before,” I said quietly.

I noticed the light at the tunnel’s end and raindrops falling from above. I ran toward the blockage and looked up at the light. Cold raindrops hit my face. I closed my eyes and bowed my head, overwhelmed by loss. You know that feeling when all your fucking efforts are wasted because it’s already too late? When you just want to scream and collapse on the ground? I sat down, exhausted, and covered my face. Dear gods, Why are you so cruel? This is so unfair! Y'all full of shits, and we’re just kids.

“Time is free, but it’s priceless. You can’t own it, but you can use it. You can’t keep it, but you can spend it. Once you’ve lost it, you can never get it back.” — Harvey MacKay "Hello... is anyone here?" "Can someone hear me?"

Huhuhu. Sabagay Sena, kapag may nawala, ibig lang daw sabihin may magandang darating. Saka may softcopy ka naman ng mga stolen shot mo kay Zendeo. Impossibleng wala. Print ka na lang ulit. Teka? Sinabi kanina ni Lost maari pa akong makipagsiksikan. Meaning meron pang chance. Pero ayoko ngang makipagsiksikan. Sadyang trauma lang ako sa ilang pangyayari sa buhay ko.